Chapter 7: Bull
I sat down on the edge of her bed. She turned over toward me. She was still asleep, but I could see the frown on her face. I reached up to smooth the lines away. She stirred. I kept touching her until she finally opened her eyes. At first, I saw confusion and then as her mind cleared, she scowled at me. She sat up and scooted away from me. As she did, she tugged up the sheet to cover herself. “What are you doing here, Bull, in my bedroom in the middle of the night?” she hissed. Yep, she was pissed. I could see the anger simmering in her eyes.
“I came to see you. We need to talk, Jocelyn, and it can’t wait until tomorrow,” I growled. Her face settled into a blank expression.
“We have nothing to talk about. I want you to leave. I don’t know how you got in here, but get out, Bull.” Her lack of expression and attempts to get me to leave made me a little upset, but her refusal to use my actual name pissed me off. Suddenly, I lunged and grabbed her wrists in one of mine and jerked her body down in the bed so she was flat on her back. I held her captured arms above her head as I leaned down to get in her face.
“You don’t think we have anything to talk about? How about the fact my woman was out on a date with another man tonight, and he was seen hugging and kissing her? What about that, Jocelyn?” I let her see the anger in my eyes, but she didn’t cower. She thrust out her chin and stared back at me.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about. I’m no one’s woman. I can go out with anyone I want. I’m free to kiss and hug anyone I want. Now, let go of me and leave.” Her defiance pissed me off but turned me on at the same time. She was fucking magnificent. I crawled further on the bed and straddled her. I made sure not to put too much weight on her stomach.
“That’s where you're wrong, Duchess. You’re my fucking woman, and I’m the only man who will kiss, hug, and fuck you. I’ll kill anyone else who does. Do you hear me, Jocelyn? I’ll kill any man who does. Tell me his goddamn name. Tell me where you went and what happened?” I was quickly losing my cool as I imagined him touching her and being inside of her. She remained stubbornly silent. I gave her a gentle shake. “Tell me!”
She sneered. “The time to talk was days ago, Bull. I got the message. You got what you wanted and then you were ready to move on. I get it. We fucked, and that’s it. But you can’t think I’m now somehow yours and no one else can touch me. How many of those club whores have you fucked in the last week? Did you tell them they can’t see anyone or you’ll kill them? You must have because you treated me like you would one of them. Like a meaningless whore. Well, I found someone who doesn’t think I’m a whore and wants to be with me.” Her words tore away my last layer of control.
I leaned down and ground my mouth against hers. She kept her lips closed. I grabbed her hair with my free hand and tugged on it. She resisted. I rubbed my aching cock into her stomach as I nipped her bottom lip and then pulled back. I was breathing hard just from that slight amount of contact. “I never treated you like a whore. I never thought you were a whore. And I haven’t been fucking anyone this past week! If you don’t start calling me Nick, I’m gonna paddle that ass.” She threw me a mutinous look.
“Tell me who he was and where you were for hours. You got off work at five and you didn’t come home until ten.” She remained silent. My heart started to pound. Had she been so upset with me, that she went out and let another man fuck her? God, I hoped not. I would have to kill him for sure. As for her, I wouldn’t hurt her. It would tear me up to know she had done it, but I also knew my behavior would have been a big reason for her doing it. I swallowed. “Did you fuck him, Jocelyn?” Her eyes met mine. I couldn’t tell what she was thinking or feeling other than anger.
“Did you? Did you fuck him?” I half-yell. She finally shook her head.
“No, I didn’t fuck him, Bull! I’ve only ever been a slut with you, falling into bed on the second date, but I learned my lesson. I attract assholes. First Devyn’s dad used me, then you did. Not a track record I want to continue.” Her words drove a knife into my heart. She thought I used her, and I was like Devyn’s dad. I lifted myself up and rolled her over onto her stomach before she could blink. I started to spank her ass. She tried to get away, but I had her pinned down with my body. She yelled and swore at me as I spanked her ass until both cheeks were red.
Then I leaned down and bit her earlobe and whispered, “I told you to call me, Nick. And you’re not a slut or a whore. And I’m not like Devyn’s fucking dad. I admit, I fucked up. I shouldn’t have left you all week without a word. I know that was wrong, but I had to figure some things out. When I finally do, I find out my woman went out with another man! Jesus Christ, Jocelyn, that almost gutted me. I feel things for you that scare me to death. I’ve never been possessive. I’ve never been instantly drowning in attraction for a woman. I’ve never wanted anyone like I want you. Not even my late wife. I loved Kelly.” She struggled when she heard this. I clamped down more but made sure I wasn’t hurting her.
“Stop it. I loved Kelly.” She was watching me over her left shoulder. As I said this, she closed her eyes. I sucked on her earlobe to take away any sting from my nipping. “But it’s nothing like what I feel for you.” Her eyes opened. I nuzzled her cheek. “Do you hear me? I’ve known you for two weeks, Jocelyn, and I’m in love with you. Deeper than I was with my late wife! Do you have any idea how that feels? I was so confused. So, I took time to think about everything. But, baby, I never once intended for us to be over. I need you to forgive me. I need you to never go out with another man again except me. I need you in my goddamn arms and I need to be buried so deep inside of you, that you’ll never get rid of me.” I slowly let go of her wrists.
She stared at me for a moment, then pounded on my chest. Tears streamed down her face. She sobbed, “You hurt me so bad, Nick. I was having the same thoughts, but I didn’t just walk away. I waited for three days for you to contact me. When you didn’t, I knew it had to be over. The thrill of the chase was over. All I could imagine was you with those women at your clubhouse. I might not know much about an MC, but I know about the women. You can say you’re an old man all you want, but you’re not and any woman would be more than willing to have you fuck her. So, when Jared came in and asked me out, I said yes. I wasn’t going to sit around like a loser and cry over you. We went to dinner and for a drive. That’s it. He hugged me and gave me barely a peck on the cheek. I’ll admit he’d like to be more than friends.” I stiffened when I heard her admit he wanted her. “But I told him I wasn’t interested. We had just agreed to be friends when Ace opened the door.”
I gently rolled her over. She hissed a little as her red ass touched the sheets. I took her mouth. This time she kissed me back tentatively. As I explored her mouth, she opened up more and thrust her tongue into my mouth. I groaned. Pulling back, I tugged off my t-shirt. She watched. “I’ll never leave you alone like that again, Jocelyn. I promise. I can say without a doubt, you’re the one I want. Now and forever. Please, baby. I need you.” My body was on fire for her. I needed to be inside of her before I lost my mind. There would be no slow and gentle tonight, at least not the first time. I’d almost lost her. I had to make sure I was so deeply imprinted inside her. She’d never be able to get rid of me.
I reached for her nightie and yanked it up over her head, throwing it to the floor. Seeing her beautiful breasts made me moan. I sucked the first one into my mouth as my hand played with the nipple on her other one. She bowed her body up off the bed. I lapped and teased her for a couple of minutes before I slid my hand down to her pants. I caressed the crotch of them and felt how wet she was. She was so ready for me. I stood up and yanked off my jeans, underwear, and socks. She watched as I stood beside the bed for a minute, looking at her and stroking my rock-hard cock. I was leaking precum all over the head of my cock. She licked her lips, and I snapped.
I hurried back on the bed and straddled her chest this time. She gave me a startled look. I looked at her and growled, “Open your mouth, baby. I need you to suck my cock.” Her eyes went round. We hadn’t done this on our first night together. She slowly opened her mouth. I rubbed my cum all over her lips and she licked them. This made me groan.
She moaned and whispered, “You taste so good, Nick.” I slid my cock into her hot little mouth. I had to admit, she might not have much or any experience sucking cock, but she made me go wild. She was gripping the base, and she worked to take more and more of me in her mouth and down her throat. She was teasing my balls with her other hand. Soon, I was thrusting deeper and deeper into her mouth. I couldn’t stop. I grabbed her hair and pulled her closer to me so I could slide just another inch deeper. I shuddered.
“Baby, that feels so fucking good. I can’t even describe it. Suck me hard, Jocelyn. But don’t do more than you’re comfortable doing. I love everything you give me.” She became even more excited and took me deeper. I was sliding down the back of her throat and it was squeezing me as she swallowed. She gagged a few times, but that didn’t deter her.
She was taking me further than most experienced women I’d been with. I knew my cock wasn’t your average size. I was a sizable man, it matched me. All nine inches of it. And I was thick too. I’d had women say it was too big. She hadn’t. I felt the cum rising up into my balls. I panted. “I’m gonna come, babe. Stop.” She gripped me tighter and sucked harder. I saw stars and then I was coming. My hips jerked as I shot load after load of my salty cum into her mouth and down her throat. She lightly sucked and licked me until I stopped jerking.
Pulling out of her mouth, I hissed. Then I took her mouth again with mine. In all my years, I’d never kissed a woman after she's sucked me off, but with Jocelyn, I had to. I tasted myself in her mouth. I found it fucking sexy as hell. As I fucked her mouth with my tongue, I reached down and ripped her panties in half. She gasped. I pulled back and got off her. My cock was still hard! I hadn’t recovered instantly like this in years. I stroked myself as her eyes grew huge, seeing I was still hard. “Get up on your hands and knees facing the closet.”
She got up on her hands and knees, watching me. I got up behind her and felt her pussy. She was dripping wet. Hell yeah, she was ready for me. Gripping her hips, I drove my cock into her in one big stroke. She screamed. I pounded in and out of her. I was like a man possessed. I couldn’t get enough! I had to be deeper. I had to go harder. I looked at the closet. She had a full-length mirror on it. I could see the pleasure on her face and her breasts, bouncing every time I drove into her. It only made me hotter.
“Look at your mirror,” I growled. She looked up and caught my eyes in the mirror. She looked so fucking sexy, and her mouth was open as she panted for air. I slid my hand around to the front of her and teased her hard nub. She shuddered. As I slammed in and out of her, I teased her until she came, screaming. I held on to my control and kept stroking right through her amazing orgasm. She gripped my cock so tight I almost couldn’t move. As she came down, I kept pumping in and out, teasing her clit and then I spanked her ass. She tensed up, which felt like heaven on my cock. I alternated between tweaking her nipples, her clit and spanking her round little ass. She came in less than five minutes for the second time. It took her longer to ease down this time.
I never stopped pounding that pussy. She had the hottest, tightest, and wettest pussy I’d ever had. I knew I had to come this time. Reaching up, I grabbed her hair and pulled her head back and to the side. I made sure not to hurt her, though I knew it stung. I leaned over her and kissed her mouth as I worked myself toward her third orgasm and my second.
When I got done kissing her, I pulled back and looked at her gorgeous ass. I spread her ass cheeks to watch myself going inside of her. I saw the pretty little puckered opening to her asshole. I got an idea. I teased her folds again, getting her cream all over my finger, then I reached back and teased her asshole with the tip of my finger. She froze, pushing back into me and looking at me wide-eyed.
“Trust me, baby. You’ll like this,” I told her. She looked uncertain but didn’t tell me to stop. I eased the tip inside of her. She was tense but fighting to relax. After a couple of minutes of working it in and out, I got my whole finger in her ass. Watching for signs of it being too painful, I pulled back and then slid it back in, moving to the rhythm of my thrusts in her pussy. She moaned. I kept at it until I was fucking her pussy and ass with the same intensity. She was sobbing and begging me to make her come.
“God, please, Nick. I need to come. Oh, Jesus, I didn’t know it would feel like that. Don’t stop.” I assumed she meant my finger in her ass. I’d done a few women in the ass, but rarely. I could take it or leave it. But I found with her, I wanted to fuck her ass and not just once. I knew it would be amazing just like everything was with her. I knew I’d have to work her up to it, but I would have that ass. Soon. She tensed and then a wail broke from her throat followed by a scream as she clamped down on my cock and finger so hard, I thought they might be permanently injured.
As I kept thrusting, a wave came over me and I yelled out in surprise as my orgasm took me over and I was coming. Amazingly enough, it was an even bigger load than the first one. I filled her until she was dripping cum out around my cock. I didn’t stop until she fell to the mattress exhausted, and I grew too soft to continue.
I pulled her sweaty body into mine. We held each other, not talking. After several minutes, I kissed her. “I love you, Jocelyn. With everything in me. Never write me off again. I couldn’t stand it.” She smiled and kissed me gently.