At first, I’m in shock, but when I feel the way his lips move against mine, I can’t help but give in to him. It just feels right. After a few seconds, he lifts me into his arms, and I wrap my ankles around the back of him. Words might be being spoken, but I can’t hear a damn thing that is being said. The only thing I can focus on are Cooper’s hands on my ass and the delicious smell of his cologne invading my nostrils and hitting me right between my legs.
The next thing I know, we’re moving down the hallway and into a bedroom. Cooper sits on the bed with me still in his arms and tells me he’s thought about me often and regrets not getting my number. Hearing this from him sends my heart soaring. It gives me hope that when I tell him about our daughter, he’ll be accepting of her. Not a day has gone by that I haven’t thought about this man. I know I haven’t spent enough time with him, but when I’m with him it feels like all the pieces of the puzzle are put together.
When I tell him I’ve thought about him as well and make a joke about not knowing what the hell to call him since he has so many names, he laughs and then tells me I can call him whatever I want as long as I’m naked and in his arms.
Watching him go from the intense fighter in the ring to this sweet, funny guy makes me laugh. I love the many sides of Cooper. He graces me with the most beautiful smile before we go back to kissing. The need between my legs is getting so intense I can’t help but try to relieve some of the tension by rubbing up against him. Jesus, I’m like a damn dog in heat! He must realize what I’m trying to do because he flips us both over and pins my body under his.
While continuing to kiss me, Cooper moves his hand down my body and grabs the material of my dress to pull it up. Once it makes it almost to my stomach, I remember that if he looks at my stomach he’ll see the scar from my cesarean as well as my stretch marks. As much as I know I need to tell him about Bella, I just want a few minutes for whatever is happening to be just about Cooper and me. Once he finds out about our daughter everything will change.
Afraid of him seeing what’s under my dress, I grab his hand to stop him and he stills. I must’ve sent him mixed signals by doing this because he completely freezes and drops his gaze to mine. Needing to save this without explaining, I do the only thing I can think of and take control.
I slide out from under him and push him down onto his back. He looks confused, but once I move my hands down his shirt and to his pants, his expression goes from confused to pure want.
I move his shirt up enough so I can undo his belt and unbutton his jeans. I unzip his pants and look up at him, silently asking him to lift up so I can pull his pants down. He understands what I want and lifts up while I grab the top of his jeans and yank them down, taking his boxers with them.
Once his cock is free it springs up hard as steel. So many times, I got myself off remembering the taste of this perfect cock in my mouth.
Taking his shaft in my hand, I wrap my lips around it, taking the entire member into my mouth until it hits the back of my throat, causing me to gag for a second.
He goes to stop me when he hears me gag, but I shake my head and go back down again. I start bobbing my head up and down, getting it soaking wet with my saliva. His dick is hard as granite, and I know he must be close because I can taste the precum on my tongue.
Entwining his fingers into my hair tightly, he pulls my face up to his. “Slow and easy, baby. I’ve been fantasizing about this very moment for too damn long for this to end so soon. I need to take my time and get to know your body all over again.”
When he says shit like this, my body comes alive.
“I need to be inside you, baby girl. Please.”
His words have me dripping wet. I remove my panties and get on top of him, bunching my dress up so it isn’t in the way, but is still covering my belly and scar.
Since I haven’t been with anybody but Cooper I know I’m clean, and although I don’t consider Bella a mistake, I decided that getting on the shot would ensure I never get pregnant until I’m ready to again.