“That’s it. Take it. Take all of it.” He increased his pace and a new fear ran through me. What if his cock swelled, like it always did when he came? Would it choke me? I didn’t think I could survive without air for the length of time his knot lasted.
He was fucking my mouth at a furious pace, now. I was helpless to share my fear. Suddenly, he pulled out, and cum sprayed all over my face. I closed my eyes as the hot liquid ran down my cheeks and dripped onto my breasts. The warmth clung to my skin like wax, making my clit ache for more friction. Suddenly, his hand covered mine, taking control of what I was doing. The increased pressure was too much to take, and I moaned while my hips bucked against his hands. Sparks zipped from my clit straight to my womb. He forced my fingers to move faster, guiding them with his own. Before I knew it, I came apart, scrunching my eyes up as powerful tremors made my body writhe until every last drop of pleasure had been dragged out of my body.
In a daze, I let him carry me to the bathroom and clean me up for the second time in twenty-four hours. The shock of the icy water woke me up and dragged me out of the aftershocks.
“The hot water’s gone off again,” I gasped as he splashed freezing liquid all over my sex-starved body and reinvigorated my senses.
“Yeah. Sorry. I’ll just have to hold you extra-tight after this to heat you up. I didn’t want to leave cum on your face.”
I giggled as my brain replayed the moment when he had shot his load all over my face.
“So worth it,” I replied through chattering teeth.
“I hate the way those scent suppressing toiletries make you smell different,” he said, picking up my shower gel and turning it over in his hand before casting it aside.
“Different like what?” Did they make me smell bad? They seemed okay to me. A bit flowery, but otherwise okay.
“Sterile. Like part of you is missing.”
“I sort of know what you mean. If I couldn’t smell you when we were close, it would feel weird.”
He lifted me out of the water and dried me off. I decided not to use the scent-suppressing body spray. I could always put it on later if I needed to go out.
We made some lantana tea then spent the next half-hour curled up in bed drinking it. When the cups were empty, I rested my head on his chest while he purred.
“How do you make that sound?” It was something I’d been curious about for a little while.
“I don’t know. I just do. Alphas purr.”
“It’s such a deep, rumbling sound. It makes me feel... I can’t explain it properly.” I wasn’t very good at putting my feelings into words and telling anyone else about them. “I suppose it makes me feel safe and protected. Warm, but on the inside. That probably sounds silly, doesn’t it?”
“No. Not silly at all. It makes sense, because I am your protector. Your safe place. I will always keep you warm on the inside.”
I laughed as he echoed my words back to me, but the truth of them crept into my heart and made me feel like—in spite of everything suggesting the opposite—everything was going to be all right. As long as we were together, nothing bad could happen.
Ryon looked at his watch and groaned.
“Urgoth wants to see us both.”
I looked at the face of his watch. All I saw was a pink light and a green one.
“How d’you know?”
“The lights are a code.”
“Oh.” Another thing no one had told me about. I didn’t have a fancy watch that sent me special codes to tell me things.
“C’mon. We probably shouldn’t show up naked, even though it would be funny to fuck with him.”
I burst out laughing at the idea of showing up to a meeting on the ship with no clothes on.
“Miserable git would probably just use it as an excuse to give us an implant that messes with our brains so we can’t ever take our clothes off or something.”
“Don’t give him ideas.” Ryon pulled his pants back on and I found mine. I didn’t even remember taking them off last night.
Once we were dressed, Ryon pressed something on his watch.
“Trans-mat two from this location.”