“I don’t have a girlfriend. She’s my sister,” he says, tugging at the buckle of his slacks.
“We can’t do this,” I tell him.
“We can do this,” he adds as he lifts me in his arms.
“You said it yourself. I remind him that this will never work,” I remind him as he tugs my panties off and tosses them aside.
“What if I want it to work?” he asks, taking me by surprise. I pull back a little and take him in. God I’ve missed him. Not just the sex either, him.
“What are you saying?”
“I don’t know what I’m saying, Sky.” He tries to pull away from me, but I don’t let him. I need him. I need this.
“Touch me,” I tell him.
“What?”
“I said touch me. I need this, Justice.”
“I can’t go slow. I can’t be easy, not this time,” he warns me.
“I don’t want you to.” He lifts me in his arms and plunges inside of me. My back scrapes along the wall as he fucks me hard and fast, just like he said.
“You’re so fucking wet,” he growls as he pumps harder. The scruff on his jaw scratches my skin in the most delicious ways as he fills me to the point it hurts. I want it to hurt. I want to feel everything from him.
My heart nearly shatters in my chest when I feel myself fall over the edge of ecstasy. Justice swells inside me before he explodes, and tears leak down my cheeks. I know what this is. I know this isn’t something we can ever have, and it hurts to admit that. I never wanted anyone the way I do him, and I’m falling apart.
Justice pulls out of me, and I grab some tissue to clean myself up as he tucks himself back into his slacks. When I finally turn to face him, my heart drops.
“We need to talk,” he declares, but I shake my head. I can’t have him push me away anymore. I can’t handle that.
“I’m sorry. I just needed something,” I tell him.
“I understand that, but we still need to talk, Sky. I’m falling apart here.”
“I don’t know what to say. We knew what this was,” I remind him even though it hurts to say it.
“Come to the club tomorrow, to Dark Sinners. Let’s just talk. That’s it.”
“I don’t know, Justice.”
“Just come.” I see the pleading in his eyes as I nod my head. I don’t know if this is the right thing to do, but I can’t say no to him. How can I?
“Okay. I’ll come,” I finally give in. I don’t know what he wants to talk about, and I sure as hell don’t know if I want to be back inside those walls. But I can’t tell him no.
“Until tomorrow,” he says before leaning in and pressing his lips to mine. Justice turns and walks out of the bathroom as I slide to the floor in tears. This is all so messed up. I don’t know what the hell to do anymore.
The door flies open, and Christy walks in, staring at me.
“What the hell is going on?” she asks as she takes me in.
“I don’t even know,” I confess as I shake my head.
“He had tears in his eyes, Sky. I’ve never seen him like that,” she says as I shove myself up and wipe myself off. “Did you guys make up or break up?”
“I don’t know what we did. He asked me to meet him at the club tomorrow to talk.”
“Are you going?”
“Am I wrong for not telling him how I feel?”
“You want the honest, no bullshit answer to that?” she asks. I nod my head. I always want that from her.
“Yeah, you’re dead fucking wrong, Skylar. That man clearly has feelings for you. I saw the look on his face when he walked out of here. I don’t know what the future holds for you two, but I can tell you that you have to tell him the truth. You need to get it out in the open. If you say it, maybe he can too, and then you two can work this out.”