He shunts me up onto all fours and snakes his hand around to rub at my pussy until I’m a horny panting bitch. I moan as he pulls away to unbuckle his pants and free his cock, but I make sure I’m quiet enough that Gerwyn won’t hear me through the wall.
Ant doesn’t hold back, spreading my cheeks and spitting on me. He’s in my ass in three thrusts, and I have to hold my breath to stop myself crying out. I’m grateful when he starts working my pussy again, because I need it. The burn of his cock in my ass is almost more than I can take.
“You’re my slut,” he grunts. “I decide who touches you and when. Only me.”
“I know that,” I whisper.
“The whole team were drooling over you tonight, and they’d be drooling even more if they knew how fucking good your cunt and ass are at taking cock. So, you’d better tell me,” he says. “Who did you wear that dress for? For me or for them?”
I opt for honesty as he pounds my ass.
“For everyone… I wanted them to see I’m good enough for you… that’s all I want, Ant. To be good enough for you…”
“You’ll always be good enough for me, baby, so long as you always do what the fuck you’re told.”
I know for sure now that I don’t know this side of him. Not like this.
Even when he’s been leading men into the mattress room and telling me to take it, he’s never been like this. He’s always laced his manner with sweet and proud and encouraging whispers amongst the filth, but there’s no place for that right now.
All I am is a piece of flesh underneath him, his cock slamming me hard enough that he’s grunting like a beast.
This ice-cold side of him has me feeling like his slave, not his partner.
This is what makes him horny though, isn’t it?
Power?
Power to control me, and control who fucks me, and what they do to me. To control how I take it and when.
That doesn’t matter, though. It’s about sex, not about life.
That’s what I tell myself.
“You’re gonna take a lot more dick for me soon,” my boyfriend says. “I’ve got a whole fucking gangbang lined up for you, and you’ll take it like a slut for every single one of them.”
It only reinforces the contrast. Him loving me like I’m a princess in one moment, then treating me like a dirty piece of trash in the next.
I don’t ask him when I’ll be taking these guys, because there’s no point. He’ll present them to me whenever he wants to, and I’ll do exactly what he says. That’s what he wants from me, and that’s what he’ll get from me. Another reason for him to love me as much as I love him.
He gets me off in time with him, in perfect sync. He comes with hisses under his breath, as I come with moans under mine, fast and hard. Fuck, I have to fight to stay quiet.
We’re still lost in the aftermath of the climax when Ant pulls away and rolls over.
I’m left there on my front with my ass gaping and raw, but don’t get the chance to collect myself before he pulls me tight to him, landing a kiss on my forehead.
“I can’t deny the truth of this, baby,” he tells me, his tone back to soft and loving, like a switch has just been flicked. “Seeing you here has only made me realise how empty this place is without you. I’m so besotted with you that I can’t stand any part of my life without you. Not anymore.”
I get flutters in my stomach, wondering if Janie was right after all and he’ll get down on one knee right here and now, while I’m naked with my ass fresh from a pounding. But that’s not what he means, and not what he’s leading to.
He turns my face to his, up close and personal.
“I’m going to transfer locations. Finn and Evan can step up and handle our contracts in person, and I’ll set myself up to work remotely. It’s about time to set up home in Malvern. With you.”
I prop myself up on my elbow, staring at him in shock. He’s mentioned this before in passing, but never like this. Not with such serious eyes.
“You’ll move offices back to the UK? To be with me?”
He smiles and runs a thumb down my cheek.
“Yes, I will, baby. I’ll be coming home for good.”
“When?” I ask. “Have you decided when you’ll let people know? You’ll have to give a lot of notice, I guess.”
He smirks his usual smirk, and I know he’s one step ahead of me.
“I already have, sweetheart, and fuck the notice period. I’ll be transferring in three weeks’ time. I told Finn earlier tonight. A bonus to his congratulations. He’ll get a significant pay rise on the back of it.”