Chapter Thirty-Nine
Ash
We stripped down and got into bed. I lay on my side facing Lonan, resting my fingertips on his arm but not knowing if I should touch him more. I hated how uncertain I felt. He’d been the one thing during my time on unseelie land that I had always been so sure of. Until it all ended so badly.
I swallowed. “We—we don’t have to—”
“No.” He closed the distance between us and kissed me, clasping my face in one hand as our tongues met and glided together.
He moved in a rush, pushing me onto my back and climbing on top of me to straddle my hips. He leaned down and kissed me hard, thrusting his tongue into my mouth, his breaths already unsteady.
“Gods, I missed you so much,” he said raggedly between kisses. “Being with you like this. I thought I’d never be able to again.”
I managed a shaky smile, sliding my hands up and down his sides.
“Now you can forever.” I kissed him again, my brows pinching. “I missed you too. I want you so much, Lonan,” I added unsteadily. “But if you don’t—If you’re tired…”
He snorted at that, releasing some of the anxious pressure in my chest.
“Never too tired for you, Oak King,” he murmured as he began kissing down my neck and chest. My cock stiffened painfully fast, making me hiss.
I shuddered hard when he reached it and ran his hot tongue over the tip, but I lowered my hands to grip his head and gently pull him back.
“You need to rest your leg,” I said shakily, sitting up and urging him onto his back.
I kissed him to halt any protests, then quickly made my way down his body to suck his cock into my mouth. He gasped, hips flexing as his head tipped back and his throat bobbed.
He looked back down at me, chest heaving as he threaded his fingers through my hair. He went to speak, but only a choked moan escaped as I sucked up and off his cock to slide my lips down the side of his length.
“I—I wanted to do that to you,” he managed to get out, his husky voice already so much raspier.
I paused, lifting my mouth from the base of his shaft to grin up at him. “You can.”
Lonan’s eyes flared when I grabbed his hips and yanked him lower on the bed, then knee-walked up and turned so I was facing his stretched-out body. When I slung my leg over him and settled my knees on either side of his head, he groaned and immediately wrapped his arms around my thighs.
His hot mouth enveloped one of my nuts, his husky moan vibrating up the length of my shaft as he sucked, making me shudder hard. I palmed his inner thighs to spread them wider, then leaned down and slicked my tongue along the length of his cock from tip to base.
His hips strained up as he moaned shakily against me. His branch leg twitched against the sheets, which made me smile before I kissed the leaking tip of his cock, then sucked it into my mouth. When my head started to bob and wet sucking sounds filled the room, Lonan groaned helplessly with a shudder and turned his head to sink his teeth into my inner thigh.
I jerked at the feel, moaning around his length. His hands slid up to grip my ass with clawing fingers, encouraging my hips to tilt back until my dick was pointing down. I let out a ragged moan around his cock when he sucked me into his mouth.
His long fingers were splayed across my ass, and I felt his hand slide inward until a fingertip circled my hole, making my hips jerk as I moaned again. Lonan released my cock, breathing hard, and tilted my hips back down to bury his tongue between my spread cheeks.
“Mmfuuuck,” I moaned, my voice muffled by his cock. It bucked in my mouth, and Lonan let out a guttural groan as he licked frantically.
I couldn’t stop myself from pressing closer to his mouth, breathing hard around his length. Lonan’s cock bucked again, then swelled in a rush as his thighs started to tremble. He cried out against me as his hips jerked with each spurt of cum into my mouth. I moaned and swallowed it all, shivering at the familiar taste of him.
Neither of us stopped, even after his body sagged back onto the bed. He moaned and kept licking my hole, dipping the tip of his tongue just inside, as I sucked and licked his softening cock, even though it made him shake with sensitivity. Soon he hardened against my tongue again, his moans sharpening.
My dick bucked in the air, leaking profusely onto his collarbone and chest. My balls wrenched up tight, so I forced myself to pull away and stumble onto shaky legs beside the bed.
“Don’t move,” I panted before practically sprinting into the bathroom to get the oil.
When I came back into the bedroom, Lonan was stroking his cock and watching me with eyes darkened by lust.
I was too desperate to wait. I slicked up his cock before slinging my leg over his waist as I reached back and pushed a finger briefly inside my ass. Lonan’s fingers dug into my thighs as I lined up his cock, and we both let out shuddery groans as it sank inside me.
I felt only a brief pinch. It should have hurt much worse, and I allowed only a second to wonder if my fae body could adjust quicker and better, before I focused on Lonan below me.