I was still dazed when he stood up, his trousers creaking, fingers gripping my knees to steady himself. His cock was hidden beneath the tail of his shirt, but I could see in his posture just how achingly hard he had to be.
But before I could reach out, he turned to leave.
The fire reignited in my belly, making me snatch up his shirt and force him back. “No, wait.”
I could tell he was trying hard to calm his breathing as he stared down at me. It hitched when I reached under his shirt and found the stiff length of him straining against leather.
“You don’t have to.”
His voice was even huskier than normal, but it held an edge of tightly reined desperation I hadn’t heard from him before. My brows pinched with confusion for a brief moment. Had he really just expected to leave? Had he really just done that without anticipating anything in return? Like… being able to make me come had been all he was after?
“I want to,” I told him, my voice hoarse with lust as I fumbled to undo the bottom few buttons of his shirt, until I could see the flesh of his pale, lean stomach.
He sucked in a shaky breath, fingers clenching into fists as I unlaced his trousers. When I tugged them down just a little his cock sprang up, long and pale and slender. It was so hard that it bobbed with his pulse, the flushed head smeared with wetness. I moaned and sucked him into my mouth immediately, fingers creeping under his shirt to slide over his warm sides.
Lonan choked out a groan, his hands flying up to my head. Long fingers slid through my hair, gripping the strands tighter when I flicked my tongue over the head of his cock. He was impossibly hard in my mouth, and as I sucked him deeper, he made a strangled sound and drew my head back with shaking hands. I knew that meant he was too close already, especially because his cock jerked when I enveloped just the head in a wet, sucking kiss.
A gush of salty fluid landed on my tongue, making me moan and suck harder. More pre-cum leaked, flowing steadily as Lonan sucked in trembling breaths above me. Wetness brushed over my cheek when I slid my mouth free and ran my tongue down his length, dipping my head to lick his balls before slicking back up the other side.
“I—I—” Lonan’s chest was heaving, his voice hoarse.
My hands slid down to palm his ass, urging his hips forwards when I sucked him back into my mouth. I moaned around his length, my own cock coming back to life as Lonan tried to hold back a desperate sound, his fingers clenching in my hair.
“W-will you—look at me?”
Lonan’s voice shook, breathless and vulnerable. I raised my eyes to his immediately, brows pinching when I saw the tight desperation on his features. His eyes were soft and wide open, and he looked anguished, like he didn’t want this to end but he knew it was about to.
“Ash.”
I’d never heard him say my name before, and it made me moan desperately as I sucked harder until Lonan let out a choked sound and he bit down hard on his bottom lip.
His cock flooded my mouth, pulsing hard between my lips. Long fingers gripped my hair too tight as Lonan tried to hold in his cry, his hips jerking helplessly with every spurt of cum that hit the back of my throat.
I held his gaze, smoothing my hands over his hips as he shuddered out a breath when his cock finally stopped pulsing. The dim light behind him framed the messy strands of his hair and the delicate, pointed tips of his ears peeking through. His shoulders heaved with his breaths, and his fingers trembled as he slowly uncurled them from my hair.
I stood up before he could vanish, grabbing his face and kissing him hard. Our half-hard cocks brushed, making us both moan as our tongues slid together, sharing the dual tastes of us.
“Don’t leave again,” I murmured when we finally broke apart, gripping the front of his shirt.
Lonan exhaled a trembling breath as his fingers fumbled with the lacing on his trousers. “I… I have to go.”
My heart sank, but I nodded. “Then don’t stay away again for weeks. Please.”
Hesitant, he reached up and cupped my jaw as he nodded once. “I won’t.”
Despite everything that had just happened, he seemed equally as unsure as he leaned in until his unsteady breaths hit my lips. I closed the remaining distance and kissed him, never wanting to stop.
But then he was moving back and turning to leave, his hand trailing over my shoulder and down my arm until our fingers tangled briefly, clinging together like they didn’t want to let go.
After he left without another word, I pulled up my trousers, lacing them up with fumbling fingers as I headed outside without bothering to rebutton my shirt. Lonan had already vanished, no doubt turning into a big black crow to get to the palace quickly. I bit my lip as I eyed my discarded shopping bag on the ground, holding back a ridiculous smile.
When I made my way to the back of the cottage, the wolf was waiting for me in his usual spot. I grinned wide as he blinked up at me sleepily, all his sharp teeth glinting when he yawned.
“Hi.” I dropped down beside him, leaning into him when he sat up to snuffle at my neck. “Sorry to keep you waiting.”
I couldn’t stop grinning. I didn’t know if the wolf picked up on my mood, because he let out a low chuff and licked my face frantically, panting hot in my ear. I laughed as he bounded back a step and dropped low on his front paws, back end in the air and tail wagging madly, like a pet dog wanting to play.
He lunged forwards, and I felt only a brief flash of fear as I thudded to my back with a grunt, but then I was laughing as he licked my face and snuffled at my hair and neck, tickling me with his breaths.
I’d never seen him act so playful and happy. Maybe his happiness was linked to mine. The thought filled me with warmth, and I buried my fingers in his coarse black fur and let him shower me with affection as I grinned up at the sky.