I opened myself up impatiently as I licked all over his cock then sucked his tight balls into my mouth one at a time. He was panting, fingers clenched in my hair, knocking the crown of oak leaves askew. When his cock bucked under my tongue, he frantically pulled my head back.
“I’m—I—N-not yet.”
That was fine, because I needed to fuck him. I fisted his cock in my oily hand and pumped fast, just to watch his head tip back as he gasped and his body shook. Then I was clambering over his hips and holding his cock steady as I pressed back.
His hands found my thighs and gripped, black eyes fixed on his cock sinking inside me. I clenched hard around him, groaning as I finally let go and rested my hands on his chest, sinking down until he was fully seated.
I knew I should have given myself more time to adjust, but I was too desperate for him. I rose up and dropped back down, establishing a fast, frantic pace as I braced myself on his chest.
“Ash,” he choked out, eyes darting between my face and my stiff cock bobbing between us.
I grabbed it and stroked, coating it in the last of the oil on my hand, shuddering hard from the feel. I slammed down harder on his cock, gritting my teeth as the head slid over my prostate.
“Fuck,” I rasped, fisting the sheets beside his head and leaning down to crush my mouth to his.
Lonan moaned hoarsely into my mouth, our tongues clashing feverishly. His hands slid up my thighs to palm my ass, pushing me down harder as his hips thrust up to fuck me even deeper. I cried out against his lips.
I felt completely wild. Animalistic. Like I wouldn’t have stopped even if someone had peered through the window or burst inside and seen us.
I clenched up around Lonan’s cock as pleasure raced up my shaft, making pre-cum drip onto his stomach. He broke the kiss to crane his head back, lips parting with a choked groan. His cock bucked inside me, tagging my prostate with a burst of pleasure so intense it made me shake.
“God, your cock feels so fucking good,” I practically snarled, grasping Lonan’s face and forcing him to look up at me as he panted desperately, black eyes flashing with anguished lust.
“I want it inside me all the time.” I kissed him hard, biting briefly at his lower lip and making his hips jerk up into me. “I’ve never wanted anyone like I want you.”
“Ash,” he gasped, hands moving frantically over my thighs before grabbing my ass tight again, squeezing to open me up wider for his tunnelling cock.
“I want you so much,” I told him desperately, unable to mask it as I stared down at him, my eyes tight with pleasure.
He gazed back up at me, breathing hard, black eyes overly bright and pleading with me. I knew exactly what he wanted to hear.
“I love you,” I rasped between breaths, my thighs trembling as I rode his cock fast and hard, my breath hitching with every smack of his hips as he fucked up into me just as frantically.
His brows pinched and teeth clenched, flashing sharp and white in the dark before he lurched up and wrapped his arms round my back, pinning me to his body as he moaned into my neck.
I gasped and clenched my fingers in his long hair, my hips jerking harder and faster as my cock slid against his firm stomach, my sac tightening with my impending orgasm.
“Lonan—” My head fell back as I tightened my grip in his hair, my chest heaving against his. The crown of oak leaves slipped, threatening to fall, but it managed to stay on, snagged in my curly hair.
I shook wildly as I came, sucking in shuddering breaths, white light bursting in front of my eyes and blinding me momentarily. My cock jerked between us, painting our chests and stomachs, making them slippery as we moved together frantically.
Lonan cried out against my neck, shuddering in my arms as his cock flexed inside me, hips straining up to press it as deep as he could.
Even when my body started calming, my heart was still beating too hard and fast. My skin was hot and damp, my breaths trembling out of me. I lowered my head and pressed my nose into Lonan’s sweat-damp hair, inhaling his scent.
I couldn’t stop shaking and I didn’t know why. It wasn’t just from coming so incredibly hard. As Lonan sighed softly into my neck and kissed me there, hands smoothing up my damp back, I grew convinced that I was on the verge of a panic attack for some reason.
Not wanting to ruin this, I sucked in deep trembling breaths, trying to will my pounding heart to slow, hoping Lonan wouldn’t notice.
He did. Of course he did. He was so in tune with me, and he could surely feel my heart thudding too hard against his own chest.
“Ash?” he whispered, lifting his head to look up at me. His cock had softened and was still inside me, but I was too scared to move in case I had a heart attack.
Lonan stiffened, hands coming up quickly to cup my face. “Ash, what’s wrong?”
Black eyes darted over my face, brows furrowing and sated softness fleeing from his features, replaced with fearful, tense worry.
The sight of it forced me to calm down through sheer willpower. I let out a long, trembling breath as my heart finally started to slow, the sweat cooling on my body.