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They say letting go ishard.
That it will come with time.
That forgiveness is key. Forgiving the others for surviving, and most of all, forgiving myself. For remaining.
But I don’t buy it.
Because the others didn’t just survive.
Survival is passive.
It implies clean hands and a clear conscience. It implies innocence.
It assumes that survival is something they earned, or were destined for, or just happened upon.
That they deserved life more.
And that would be a lie.
Survival is something they stole.
Because Chelsea and Kennedy and the others created the tragedy they survived.
They’re killers.
And I can’t wait any longer.