I smile up at him. “You are stupid handsome when you smile.”
His brows raise. “Is that a good thing?”
I cup his face. “Yes, but I like your scowls too.”
He shifts his body further up and I feel the heavy weight of his erection against my belly. “I want to fuck you raw. I don’t want anything between us anymore. Not even a condom. You on the pill, angel?”
I shake my head.
“Do you want me to use a condom? I will if you insist, but I’m claiming this pussy and if that means I put a baby in you, then so be it. This is just the beginning.”
“Don’t need a condom. I just want you.” I pull on his underarms. I spread my thighs wider and raise my legs up. “Fill me up, Quinn. Now. I’ve been waiting for you for so long.”
His intense blue eyes meet mine and I almost say the words. I almost tell him I love him. But I don’t know if we’re truly on the same page, and I don’t want to risk breaking the fragile place we’re in.
He reaches between us and glides his cock through my arousal. Watching him do it is so sexy, I gasp. “This is going to hurt, so I’m gonna do it fast, then it’ll get better. I promise.”
“Okay.”
He thrusts inside of me and I feel a sharp pain and then stretching, so much stretching. I wince and he places sweet kisses all over my face.
“It’ll never hurt again, angel, I promise. I’m sorry, Amber. I’m so damn sorry.”
“It’s okay. It isn’t really hurting anymore.”
He drops his face into the crook of my neck. “Your pussy feels so good. Feels like it belongs to me.”
I want to tell him he can have my pussy, my heart, whatever he wants. I’ll be his, now and forever. But that’s when he starts to move and all I can think about is the slide of his cock inside me and how it hits every nerve. I think he’s hitting my G-spot when he presses in and then when he pulls back, he’s somehow rubbing against my clit.
“Oh wow. It feels amazing. So good, Quinn.” I wrap my arms around his back and my thighs around his waist. Then he picks up speed and pounds into me.
“I need you come on my cock, angel. Think you can do that?” he asks.
“Yeah, I’m getting close. It’s so good. I know I already said that.”
“That’s it; I can feel your pussy getting tighter. Oh fuck, you’re getting close. Goddamn, angel, you’re gonna strangle my dick.”...” He leans up, bracing himself above me so he can look into my face.
A couple more thrusts and the orgasm explodes out from my core. I cry out his name, clawing at his back. He stills and I feel the hot wet spurts of his release inside me. Then he collapses on top of me and kisses my neck and face.
He withdraws from my body and I feel the loss immediately. But he smiles down at me so sweetly. “I’ll be right back. Don’t move,” he tells me.
Then he comes back with a damp cloth and cleans his spend off of me.
“Sleep in here with me,” he says. It’s not a request or a question.
“If you hold me for a while.”
He nods, his resting scowl face back in place. He climbs into the bed behind me and pulls the covers over us.
Then he’s the big spoon to my little. I’ve never felt so safe and loved. I just wish I knew if this was for tonight or forever.