Pride filled me and I wrapped my arms around his neck. I listened to the sounds as others began to do exactly as we had done and was surprised when Jasper lifted me again, carrying me through the forest.
“I’m taking you to my bed and I’m going to fuck you again,” he said. “I’m taking you over and over until the sun rises.”
I let him carry me all the way back to the lodge, cum still dripping from me all the way. The cool air inside the massive house made me skin prickle as he took us inside, taking me all the way up the stairs to our bedroom.
He kicked open the door and then kicked it shut behind us.
I kissed him as he lay me down in the center of the bed, crawling over me.
“You’re already hard again,” I gasped, feeling his hard cock against me.
“I am,” he said, his voice low and seductive. “I’m going to take you more gently this time,” he said, kissing me.
I relaxed beneath him, every touch bringing me delight. I felt cherished for the first time in my life— like someone truly wanted me.
Jasper cupped my face, kissing my forehead. Tears sprang to my eyes again, his tenderness tearing me apart more than his cock had.
“Don’t cry,” he said softly. “Don’t cry, love. Your Daddy is here now. I will take care of you.”
Fuck. Why was I crying? I’d never been like this during sex.
Jasper made me look at him, his expression softening. “You can let me get close, you know. You don’t have to be the perfect architect when you’re in my arms. You can be the goofy comic artist who likes to drink hot tea and read books.”
“Fuck,” I whispered.
Jasper thumbed away my tears and then hummed. “How about we have a good bath and some food and hot tea instead?”
“But, I want you,” I said, although my voice cracked.
“And you’ll have me,” he said. “You have me forever, Alex.”
Forever. I felt the fear rise up again, the one that I thought I had put away in a dark corner for the trip. Did I want this forever?
Jasper gave me a loving smile, sliding off me and pulling me into his arms. I lay my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat. I could barely wrap my arm around his stomach or chest, but I still tried.
“I’m sorry,” I whispered. “I want more—”
“I’m not disappointed in you and I think it’s perfectly alright to lie here and enjoy cuddles,” Jasper said.
I swallowed hard, burying my face against him.
He stroked the top of my head, his breathing lulling me almost to sleep. “We should get washed up. Then, we can go make some grub. Everyone will be out late into the night, so there won’t be anyone in the kitchen. Anyone else who didn’t partake will be asleep.”
I nodded. “Okay. That sounds nice.”