But Renee wasn’t about to let me go. She grabbed me and pulled me back to her. “I haven’t been saving myself for marriage, I have been saving myself for the right person. That person has nothing to do with the man I am supposed to marry. I want that person to be you.”
Thatmade me feel really special.? Overwhelmingly so. No one had ever seen me as someone so worthwhile. There was a sincerity to her voice as well, which was too much for me to resist.
“Are you sure?” I whispered while delicately kissing her earlobe and throat. She didn’t answer me with words, instead she groaned loudly and raised her hips to me, trying her hardest to guide me inside. She made me lose my freaking mind. I couldn’t even think of a better place for this to happen. It was here, and it was now.
I continued to kiss her as I slowly pushed inside her. Her tight, soaking wet pussy clamped around me instantly, pulling a primal roar from me. It was extremely hard to hold myself back when every inch of my body needed her in a way I had never needed someone before. Renee had been affecting every fiber of my being since day one, and now…
Now I had her in my arms, and I wasn’t about to mess this up.
Renee sensed my hesitation, my desperation to make things right for her, so she gripped my hips and guided me inside her, inch by inch, ever so slowly, but in a way she enjoyed. I couldn’t take my eyes off her face the whole time. Seeing the intensity of her pleasure as it ricocheted through her body was everything.
“Oh, Wes,” Renee moaned as her body stiffened once she had taken every inch of me inside her. “This feels…it feels…”
Any self-doubt simply melted away. If Renee was waiting for the right man and the perfect moment, then this was it. I was one hundred percent sure. On the surface it might not have looked like the perfect moment, but the chemistry between us proved otherwise. Every single time I pulled back and slipped inside her again, making sure I learned what she liked so the next time I moved I did so in a way that caused her eyes to roll back in her head in desire, I fell harder for this woman.
She couldn’t marry Diego, she was far too special for someone like him. I hoped I could at least make her see that there were so many more options out there for her. So many better men who could make her life something incredible.
“Oh God,” Renee cried out as she used my cheeks to pull me back to her. “Fucking hell, Wes. This is…this is…”
She wanted to say something, but she’d spent her whole life suppressing her emotions and didn’t know how to say what she was really feeling. I wanted to unlock that, to unleash the beast, and I truly felt like I was doing that as I made sure I hit all the right spots.
“Wes… Wes…” Renee started to cry out my name, over and over again like a prayer. I could feel a shudder starting to creep through her, the pleasure hitting her and stiffening her muscles. “Oh, Wes, fuck, Wes...”
Her cries got louder, her words hitting my heart in time with the beats. Making love to Renee was a brand new experience, unlike anything I had ever been through in my life. There were feelings involved, emotions in the middle of it all, and I knew that intensified the bliss. The burning hot, sizzling bliss that wanted to consume me whole.
Renee’s nails dug deep in to my skin as her words fell apart and the gasps of desire grew louder. I kissed her hard, letting her know that I was there for her, ready to swallow up her screams when she finally lost her mind. It was so much nicer to see her like this, all happy and in ecstasy, rather than broken. Who was doing that to her? Who wanted to see her that way? It honestly didn’t make a scrap of sense to me.
Eventually, the orgasm hit her. I could feel the waves rocketing through her. Renee screamed into my mouth and held me so hard I was pretty sure scratch marks would be left behind, but I didn’t care. This was the happiest I had ever been in my life. I never wanted the pleasure to end. I never wanted to let this woman go.
“Oh wow,” Renee rasped as she fell back from me, hitting the floor hard. “Wes, you are something else. I cannot tell you how amazing this feels.”
As much as my body screamed at me to keep moving, to greedily chase my own pleasure, this wasn’t about me. I wanted to do what was best for Renee, and she needed a break. My cock screamed at me not to slide out of her, but rationality won out.
“Are you okay?” I asked as I stroked the stray strands of hair out of her face. “How do you feel?” The last thing I wanted was for her to feel regret, but I knew that was a very real possibility. “You can tell me anything.”
Her eyes met mine, and I was floored by the endless stream of emotions dancing in her gaze. Luckily, it seemed to me like they were all happy emotions, like she was still swimming in the joy that was running through her system. Good. I always wanted her to feel that way. I wanted the best for Renee.
“I’m not done with you yet,” she finally said seductively. Renee hooked her arm around the back of my neck and yanked me down to her to kiss some more. A deep, passionate, and needy kiss that spoke volumes. “I want more.”
Renee managed to surprise me by rolling us over and flipping me on to my back. She pushed herself up in to a sitting position and flipped her hair behind her so it spilled down her back, then ran her hands down that smoking hot body of hers.
“Holy shit, Renee,” I rasped out. “Do you even know what you’re doing to me?”
She shot me a suggestive smile but didn’t say a thing. Instead, she kept her eyes firmly on me as she took hold of my thick, throbbing erection and angled it inside of her. She was still needy, still wanting me, still flooded with desire for my body, and that was electrifying. I knew I didn’t stand a chance with this woman. She was something else.
She rode me, harder and faster as the pleasure gripped her all over again. I lost my fucking mind, that was the only way to describe it. I barely even knew what the hell was going on anymore. It was only me and Renee in the world now, no one else mattered, no one else existed. That was the way I wanted it to be forever.
I held it together for as long as I could, but Renee was too much for me. Being around her, near her, inside her was insane. By the time I erupted like a volcano, my brain was finally ready to accept the emotions I knew I shouldn’t be feeling, but I couldn’t stop them from coming.
I was falling for Renee. No, I had fallen for her. I was head over heels in love with her, and this had only confirmed as much. I didn’t know if it was possible for her to ever be mine, but I was going to have to try. Somehow or another, I needed to make her see.
But not now. Not when her head was all over the place. All I could do now was hold her close to me, lean her head against my chest, and hope the pounding of my heart soothed her. Listening to her slightly ragged breaths was certainly soothing me.