As he reached my deepest depths, I sucked in a steadying breath, but it felt so good that I was frozen like that, breathless and hollowed out with pleasure and surprise.
As he gripped my hips and pulled me even further into him, he let his hands trail down to the cleft of my buttocks, rubbing the round domes before, unexpectedly, he hit me with a sharp spank. That sting of pain on my backside was just what I needed to exhale again.
Taking my hips forcefully in his hands, he drove into me again and again. Every drive was more mind-blowing than the last. It felt so good it was almost unbearable.
Almost painful.
Almost too much.
Almost.
“Vasile,” I gasped as he pounded me into dizziness, “I don’t know if I can…”
“You can take it,” he snarled, teasing and intense. He filled me with another drive and another. I was at my breaking point, right there on the razor’s edge between pleasure and pain.
I didn’t want him to stop, I couldn’t ask him to stop. And so I breathed into the pain, into the bliss, into the pleasure and the spinning room.
“Good girl,” he said, as he felt me relax. “That’s how you take this cock. That’s exactly how you take it. Now fucking beg me. Beg me for my cum. Beg me to fill you with my seed.”
When I opened my mouth to speak, all that came out was a primal, bestial, dirty scream.
“Fuck yes,” he roared as he fucked me harder and harder still.
“Please,” I said. “Vasile, please. Please. Please, pleeeeeease,” I begged. “I need it. I want iiiiiit.”
“But do you fucking deserve it?” he asked, with another drive so savage that it slammed the big old mahogany headboard against the plaster with a whack at the same time he brought his hand down again on my rear end, sending a wave of heat and an explosion of pain outward.
I could barely take it anymore. He was so big; I was so inexperienced. My world was now nothing but my pussy and his cock and I didn’t know which way was up or down. But I desperately wanted that seed. I desperately wanted to own his pleasure as he had owned mine. And so I plumbed my own depths for my darkness and fury. In his hands, I let myself go.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” I screamed with each savage thrust not remembering using that vulgarity before. “Vasile, please!” And as I screamed that final please, I clenched down on his cock with all my might, willing him with my entire body to release inside me.
And just like that, he was pulsing his seed into my womb, roaring and thrusting and growling my name.
Such an animal. Such a beast.
I was dripping with him.
With his cum.
Oh my God.
What had I done?
CHAPTER 14
Valeria
We lay tangled up together in his bed for a little while, but as soon as I felt his breathing become more regular and steadier, I began to slip out from his embrace.
What we had just done was so powerful, so life-altering, that I wanted the time and space to appreciate it without the reminder of what I knew was most likely true—I was just the next in a long line of lovers.
He was my first, but as for him? I studied his magnificent body, his half-flaccid cock… I was certain I was just one of many. What we’d done meant something to me, and I was unwilling to let him show me that it hadn’t meant anything to him. If I left first, I’d be able to get back some of the control that I had handed over so readily. Re-center my focus on the plan. Stop getting lost in this intoxicating man.
Carefully, I moved his massive arm off of me and let my legs slide off the bed. The wood floor was chilly, but much warmer than what I was used to at my parents’ estate. I sat there for a moment, blinking off my sleepiness, and then walked softly to where my half-shredded nightdress lay on the floor.
“Where the fuck do you think you’re going?” Vasile growled, his voice doubly dark and deep from sleep.
I froze with the soft white fabric dangling from my hooked finger and looked back at him. He had one eye open, his hair was messy, and he was looking at me with such dreamy warmth that my words got caught in my throat.
“I was…”
He narrowed his eyes, making his long lashes nearly dust his rugged cheeks. He lifted up the blanket and sheets to make a space for me and raised his eyebrow.
“Get your ass back in bed and I’ll pretend you didn’t just try to sneak out. Deal?”
A pulse of desire radiated out from between my legs at simply the sound of his voice. So much for taking control of the situation.