“He fits so well into the family,” she continues to gush. “I don’t know why I was so afraid of bringing him around. Ford loves having him work at Landry Security. Lincoln loves kicking his ass on the golf course,” she giggles.
“Sounds great.”
Stop. Biting my cheek, I have to remind myself that I’m not there because I chose not to be. I’m the one who opts out of living there. I’m the one who doesn’t want to end up in pearls and heels alongside my mother and sister. I don’t want to be a pawn in a world with reporters and security guards and paid drivers. I don’t want to be a piece of something. I want something I’m a part of. Something that I need as much as it needs me.
“It’s been great,” she admits. “But what about you? What’s happening up there? Tell me your good stuff.”
I consider telling her about Walker’s truck. I think for a brief moment about replaying my day in the auto shop, about Walker and Peck and Nana and all the things I’ve done over the past few days, but decide not to. She’d understand, probably even love it. But the follow-up questions would be too much, and besides, what’s the point? I’m leaving here soon anyway. There’s no sense in making this anything more than a distraction. Instead, I focus on facts.
“Delaney is going to work for her family,” I tell her.
“What does that mean for you?”
“Just that the business will be mine. I’m going to call Graham tomorrow and have him get the papers together for me,” I say, wondering how our brother will take that bit of news.
There is a part of me that hoped I could impress my brother by striking out on my own. I understand design and I understand the business behind it and somehow, by Delaney leaving, it feels like I didn’t keep it together.
“How do you feel about that?” Cam asks.
“She has to do what she has to do. It’s her family, you know? I’d do the same for you guys.”
“I was hoping you had happier news.”
“Well,” I start, an eruption of warmth swelling from deep within me. I can’t stop it. “I met a hot-as-hell car guy.”
“Oooh, car guys,” she squeals. “Tell me about him.”
“It’s not like that,” I warn.
“It is. I hear it in your voice.”
“It really isn’t,” I say, the seriousness in my tone not matching the grin on my cheeks.
“Then tell me about him that’s not like that,” she laughs.
My mouth opens, but nothing comes out. The words get jumbled on my tongue, the descriptions, the place to start gets fuzzy as I mentally jump from one thing to another. I don’t know where to begin.
Pacing the room, one foot in front of the other, I search desperately for words that I can’t come up with.
“Got it,” Cam says after a long pause.
“I didn’t say anything.”
“That’s how I got it.”
“Oh, shut up,” I say, rearranging magazines on the coffee table for a distraction. “There’s really nothing to tell. I just hit his truck with a bat and then—”
“Wait. You did what?”
“It was an accident.”
“I . . . I don’t know where to start with that.”
“Don’t, because that’s not where we’re going,” I tell her. “So he owns a car repair shop and somehow I’ve managed to spend a little time down there to pay off my debt.”
“Does he not take cash?”
“He does, but it’s a long and convoluted story, Cam.”
“So, let me get this straight,” she says, clearing her throat to hide the amusement laced in her tone. “You damaged his truck and are now working it off. Like, manual labor? You. My twin sister, Sienna Jane Landry, working in a car repair shop?”
Laughing, because it sounds even crazier hearing it out loud from someone else, I throw up my one free hand. “Basically. That’s it.”
“Who are you and what have you done with my sister?”
“It’s crazy, right?” I say, Walker’s face now firmly affixed in my mind. “Thank God it’s only for a couple of weeks. Or, maybe it was just for today. I’m not sure, actually . . .”
The words no more than enter the world and I wish I could take them back. Even I can hear the way my voice dropped off at the end.
“Tell me about him,” she says easily, prying me for information in the most unobtrusive way. “What’s he like?”
Heading into the kitchen, I try, once again, to figure out where to start. As I try to come up with a good description, I grab a bottle of water out of the refrigerator and take a good, long drink.
Finally, after I’ve put the cap back on and wiped my mouth with the back of my hand, and stalled for as long as I can, I suck in a deep breath. “His name is Walker. He’s infuriatingly difficult. A total grump. Broody.”