C H A P T E R N I N E
Holli
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“Eating you is enough repayment for any debt.” Lincoln easily flips me onto my back, my chest still heaving from the orgasm his mouth just gave me.
He’s on top of me in a heartbeat, staring down into my face with such intensity I flinch involuntarily, wondering for a moment if he’s going to hurt me. His eyes search my face. Then his lips take mine, and without thought, I draw back, the salty flavor of his cum still thick on my tongue.
“What the fuck is that?” He grips my chin, planting his lips hard there before pulling back to let me answer.
“I didn’t think...” My cheeks are hot and getting hotter as his chest rests against my tits. “I didn’t think you would want to kiss me right now.”
His massive cock hasn’t lost any of its thick hardness as it rests on my thigh.
“I want everything that has to do with us. I’ll kiss you when I please. I don’t care what you just swallowed. I want it all, Kick.”
With that, his lips take mine, his tongue driving forward without apology and licking inside my mouth, licking every corner he can reach until I’m breathless and limp beneath him.
He growls as I yield any power I might have to him. My hands drag up his forearms until they rest at the back of his neck. Every muscle and tendon there feel like iron piping under his skin.
“So...” I whisper, unable to think of any words to form a sentence.
“Consider your debt cleared.” His raw voice sweeps through me, and I feel lost for a moment. Thinking this is over. That that’s really all this was to him. The world continues to turn, but I’m lost, unable to accept it. For what feels like forever, our eyes lock, and I try to read him. But he has no tells, he has no expression. He just is. And then he takes a breath, and his voice comes low and thick. “But, I want more. I need more. I want all of you.”
The head of his cock grazes against my opening. His massive body shifts into place over me, and I open my legs for him.
“I want more.” My voice is husky as I hold eye contact, unwilling to let him out of my sight. The ferocity in his eyes is frightening and exhilarating, and I need to feel his fury.
“I want to give you everything, Holli. Everything you could ever want.”
“Then give me what I want.”
I arch into him, lifting my hips to try to grab at the tip of his cock as it teases me. The scent of our sex is still thick in the space between us, and it only makes the hunger inside me more ragged, more needy.
“Ask, and you shall receive. You deserve to be given anything and everything you want.”
With that, the tip of his dick begins to spread me open. His eyes lock onto mine as he slowly eases inside of me, leaving me gasping and on the edge again.
“I want to tell you something else.” I’m panting, the words flowing out of me as he pauses, holding himself half inside me, showing so much restraint, so much control.
“What?”
His body is shaking with the effort it costs him to wait, but I need him to know.
“I’ve never come before. Except on my own. Like, by myself. You’re the first man I’ve ever had an orgasm with. From. With. I don’t know—”
Something passes over his face, halting his breath and making his eyes darken. “And I’m going to be the only man.”
He pushes inside me in a harsh thrust, baring his teeth and growling.
I shake and yelp, but I want more. His size is more than I can take, but I enjoy the pain. I like it. I want this; I want him so far inside of me I’ll remember with every step I take for a week.
“Wait, what about—” I’m stupid, and I should have thought of it before this moment. But for whatever reason, I want him inside me like this, with nothing between us. Though that little voice inside my head tells me I should say something. I should be responsible.
“What about nothing. If you’re asking about a condom—” That word comes out like he’s just tasted something horrible. “I’m going to tell you something too.”
He slides in and out of me as his hands come to the back of my head, holding my gaze to his as he speaks.
“I’ve never done this either. Never touched a woman like this. Never wanted to. But with you, if anyone tries to put anything between us, I’ll fucking kill them. So, Kick, no condom. I’m clean. I haven’t touched a woman in more years than I can remember, and before that, I got tested. I wouldn’t put you in danger. I’d die first.”
He begins to thrust harder, faster. His lips dance against mine as we breathe one another’s breaths.
“I’m on the pill, though,” I whisper, and he doesn’t miss a beat. But I want him to know, just in case.
“Well, I’ll live with that for now. But just so you know, I hadn’t planned on pulling out. Never will.”
He lowers his head to take a nipple into his mouth, teeth meeting tender flesh as I push into him and he drives his manhood forward.
We move together, and I lose myself completely in how good it feels. How deeply connected we are right now.
His mouth sucks and tugs on my nipple as we rock into each other. I push up on my heels, trying to take even more of him.
“Sssshhhh, I don’t want to hurt you.” His voice shakes.
“I want it all. Please. I want to feel so full of you that I’m ready to burst.”
“Fuck, Holli, you’re too tight. If I ever harm you, I’d kill myself.”
“It’s okay. It hurts, but it feels so good. Like you belong right here. You are that man, the one I told you about from my dreams. We belong together, and this is right—this is fate.”
I can’t believe when those words come out. But they’re true. If he’s the faceless man in my dreams, the one who stands behind me, the one I’ve known for so long, then that means this moment was already written in our stars. It was preordained. And if that’s true, then all this pleasure and pain were meant to be.
“Jesus, I’m not going to last if you keep talking like that. You feel too good. Too perfect. I want to fucking own you. Fucking possess you. Forever.”
With that, he sets me off. I’m raking my nails into his skin, and he follows me again into the moment.
Hot jets of cum fill every space as he seats himself as deep as I can take, holding hard inside me as we both spasm and push against one another.
Lincoln buries his face into my neck on a primal growl. Biting me at the nape, sending another fresh wave of pleasure through me.
After what could be a few minutes or an hour, my breath finally slows, and I look up to see him staring down at me.
“I think we solved your little...problem.” His lips turn upward, and I try to make sense of what he’s saying.
“You mean my debt?”
He chuckles, and I feel it in the slight jerking of his cock, still held securely inside my cunt.
“No. The other problem.”
I think for a moment before a smile sweeps over my lips. I take a deep, heavy breath and let it out in a satisfied sigh, then whisper, “You were right. My orgasms are safe with you.”