CHAPTER23
Justin took in the sight before him...took in her positioning. He removed a hair tie from one of the drawers and moved to stand behind her. Gathering her hair, he secured it up and out of the way.
“Where did you learn to kneel like that?” He’d noticed her palms up the last time she’d knelt in front of him. At the time, however, he’d been too busy trying to convince himself not to take what she was obviously offering to comment on how she was presenting herself.
“Am I doing something wrong?” The sides of her mouth pulled down into a frown. “I did some research on the internet and it showed a woman kneeling like this.”
“Kneeling with your palms up is a positioning common in a very specific practice of this lifestyle. I would prefer you to have your palms facing down, resting on your thighs.”
Kim made the correction.
He smiled, even though she couldn’t see him.
Taking his time, he walked around her, inspecting. While he didn’t normally have subs spread their legs while kneeling, he had to admit he was enjoying the view. Still, if he told her to get into a kneeling position out on the main floor of the club, he didn’t want there to be any confusion. “Bring your legs together. While I love the visual, holding that position for long periods of time may get uncomfortable for you.”
She did as he asked.
Once he was satisfied she was kneeling the way he wanted her to, he stood in front of her and lifted her chin. “Whenever I tell you to kneel, this is how I want you.”
“Yes, Sir.”
He dropped his arm and moved to the far wall that contained a variety of implements. The scene tonight would need to be simple. He didn’t want to overwhelm her.
Given her curiosity regarding the flogger, he selected one that most subs loved. It was heavy and the falls were soft. When welded correctly, it felt almost like a massage.
Justin pulled her head back using her ponytail. Her neck stretched as she met his gaze. “Since you were so fascinated by the flogger earlier, we’re going to explore that tonight. You’ve never been flogged, correct?”
“No, Sir, I haven’t.”
He lifted the arm holding the flogger and glided it over the front of her, letting her feel the falls as they grazed her skin. Her eyelids fluttered a little as the toy rose over her chest and up her neck.
Taking his time, he ran the falls of the flogger over her arms, her legs, her back...everywhere he could reach while she was in her current position. He paid close attention to her breathing, noting it was slow and even. She was relaxed.
“Lean forward and place your hands on the floor. I want you on all fours.”
Kim shifted her body weight and adjusted herself into the new position.
“Spread your legs a little more. I don’t want you losing your balance.”
As she opened her legs, his gaze was drawn to her sex. Her pink lips were wet and swollen...ready for him. His cock swelled even more in his pants, demanding attention. It would have to wait, however. He wanted to play first.
Again, he let the falls of the flogger skim over her back...her butt...her thighs. He wasn’t in a hurry. They had plenty of time.
The first blow landed solid on the right side of her backside. Kim liked to be spanked, so he had no doubt she’d enjoy having her ass flogged.
She sucked in a breath, but other than that, she didn’t react.
Justin repeated the motion on the other side. He gave her a moment to get used to the feel, then be began alternating his blows until her ass was a nice warm pink.
Kneeling, he inspected the abused flesh, now much more sensitive, and was pleased when Kim pushed back against his hand as he rubbed her cheeks. He reached between her legs, running his fingers through her wet heat. She rocked against his fingers as he circled her clit, trying to increase the pressure he was using. “Not yet, baby.”
A soft whimper escaped her lips when he moved his hand away, not giving her the release she wanted.
He stood and landed a slightly softer blow to her upper back and shoulders. Once he’d warmed that part of her body, he moved back down, this time targeting her inner thighs. With each hit, the flogger would kiss her pussy lips.
As the session continued, he noticed sweat forming on her back and neck, and her breathing had picked up. She’d been in this position for more than twenty minutes and was often easing back, almost begging for more of the flogger. Kim was completely in the moment.
That was good, but his cock was in desperate need of attention. It was pressing painfully against his fly.
Laying the flogger down, he grabbed a chair and set it a foot or so from her face. Then he unfastened his pants, pushed them and his underwear down around his ankles, and sat. “Come here.”
Her eyes were glazed over when she looked up at him. He held the base of his cock in one hand, and she crawled toward him.
Justin didn’t need to tell her what he wanted. Kim’s mouth engulfed his erection. She began bobbing her head with an enthusiasm he hadn’t seen from her before.
Closing his eyes, he relished the feel of her lips and tongue as she sucked him. He liked blow jobs as much as the next guy, but it was close to an out-of-body experience every time she got her mouth on him. Justin knew it wasn’t only her skill. It was because it was Kim.
He cupped the back of her head, guiding her movements. As his orgasm drew closer, he took hold of her ponytail and removed her lips from him. He needed to be inside her and he needed to be inside her now.
The chair fell as he stood, and he didn’t care. He’d worry about that later.
Justin finished kicking off his jeans. Swiping a condom from the room’s supply, he ripped it open and rolled it down his very hard length.
Kneeling behind Kim, he spread her legs even more, making room for himself. It was good Katrina had chosen a padded flooring for the playrooms. They came in handy when he didn’t want to be bothered to move his submissive to a higher horizontal surface.
From his new position, he could smell her arousal. The desire to taste her was nearly overwhelming, but his need to feel her tight heat surrounding him took priority. There would be time for more later. It was still early and he planned to have her in his bed that night.
He coated his cock with her juices, teasing her clit before he lined himself up and thrust his hips forward. Her head dipped as he sank into her. She pushed back against him, urging him deeper. He relished the feeling of her muscles contracting around him, welcoming him inside.
Balls deep inside her pussy, he dug his fingers into her still rosy ass and began pumping his hips. He wasn’t gentle about it, but he’d learned Kim liked it that way. She met him thrust for thrust and he was soon teetering on the edge again.
Snaking one hand around her middle, he found her clit. Wanting to draw it out, he was careful not to apply too much pressure. He wanted her to beg for it.
At first, she tried tilting her pelvis to increase the pressure. When that didn’t work, she spread her legs more to get lower, closer to his hand. That didn’t get the desired result, either.
She let out a high-pitched whimper. “Please.”
He lifted the hand still on her ass and gave her skin a hard smack. “Please, what?”
“Please, let me come, Sir. I’m...I’m so close. I just need...”
“Tell me what you need, baby.”
“More. Please rub my clit harder, Sir.” Her voice was full of desperation.
Justin teased her a little more, then he gave her what she wanted.
It didn’t take long. Within a matter of seconds, she was grinding on his hand and chanting Please. And it didn’t take much longer until her interior muscles were clenching and milking his cock.
She came with a scream, one that in any other place would have had anyone who’d heard it coming to see if she needed help. Given their location, it was more likely to inspire envy from the other subs within earshot.
Feeling her pussy spasm around him was the final nail in the coffin for Justin’s control. His climax hit him hard and seemed to go on forever. By the time it subsided, he felt spent. Completely content, but spent.
As soon as he was able, he pulled out, disposed of the condom, and moved to check on Kim. Her head was pressed against the floor, and she was still breathing hard.
“Are you okay?” he asked, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear.
“I don’t know. I can’t feel my legs again.”
He lowered himself back to the floor and gathered her into his arms. Kissing her temple, he cupped her face and met her gaze. “You did well, baby. I’m proud of you.”
The smile that greeted him sent his heart racing in a completely different way. The fact that he was in love with Kim resonated in every bone in his body. He wasn’t going to be able to give her up after their month was over. Seeing her look at him that way, knowing he’d put that smile on her face, did something to him. They had to figure it out. All of it. Including how they were going to tell Mark.
Kim didn’t know how long they sat on the floor of the playroom before they dressed and headed downstairs. She was feeling very clingy, which wasn’t like her. Justin had gone to get them some more waters and she’d been left feeling somewhat lost.
He’d returned with two bottles of water and handed her one as he sat down beside her. “Drink. I don’t want you getting dehydrated.”
She was thirsty. He’d made her drink an entire bottle of water before they’d left the playroom, but her mouth still felt like it was full of cotton. “I don’t understand why I’m so thirsty,” she said.
Justin rested his arm along the couch behind her and she moved closer, wanting to be touching him. “I worked you hard. And you’re not used to it.”
Her gaze darted to the people around them, but no one seemed to be paying much attention to them. Granted, it was Beth, Drew, Nicole, Jeff, and Daniel, but that didn’t make her any less embarrassed about it. Having sex in the club was strange enough. She wasn’t ready to announce to the world what they’d done.
As she thought about it, she realized how it sounded. She’d joined a BDSM club where people had sex, often with other people watching, all the time. What they’d done upstairs was normal.
Actually, it wasn’t normal. Their scene had been in private. No one had been watching them. Of course, her very loud scream as she came couldn’t have gone completely unnoticed. Heat flooded her cheeks and she recalled how the sound had reverberated in the room.
Justin turned to whisper in her ear. “Remembering what we did upstairs?”
She tucked her head into his shoulder. “Yes. Please don’t say anything.”
He kissed the top of her head and combed his fingers through her hair. He’d removed the band that held it away from her face before they’d left the playroom, so her hair was flowing free once more. She closed her eyes, loving the feel of his hands threading through her locks. “You have nothing to be embarrassed about. No one here will judge you.”
It was true. “I know.” Kim took a deep breath. He smelled of sweat, and soap, and sex. It was a dangerous combination. At least it was for her. “I can’t believe I did that.”
His chest vibrated beneath her. “I will very happily give you orgasms like that every day.”
“It’s never been like that for me,” she admitted. “Not like that.”
He didn’t seem shocked by her admission. “I doubt you’ve ever given up control like that before to your partner. You are submissive, baby. You just need to embrace it.”
If a man had said that to her a year ago, it would have brought her hackles up. She was no one’s doormat. But the more she learned about this lifestyle, the more she realized that wasn’t what submission was at all.
She tilted her head to look at Drew where he sat on the floor at Beth’s feet. More often than not, that was his position when they were sitting around talking with their friends at the club. He appeared to be completely relaxed as he chatted with Jeff, who was also kneeling on the floor beside his own mistress. It wasn’t typical as far as the outside world was concerned, but here it fit.
And Drew wasn’t a pushover. At their submissive meeting, he’d taken charge and led the conversation like a pro. She’d known he was a firefighter, but she’d learned from Ali he was a captain. He wouldn’t have gotten in that position by letting people walk all over him.
Returning her attention to Justin, she brushed her lips against his neck, and he tightened his hold on her. “I’m trying.”
They ended up staying for another hour before Justin decided he was ready to leave. While she wasn’t feeling as needy anymore, that didn’t mean she wanted the night to end.
Kim had expected him to head back to her place, but instead he drove in the opposite direction. She wasn’t concerned as to where they were going, which said a lot. Her normal need for control would have had her asking questions.
Fifteen minutes later, they pulled into his driveway. “I should have had you pack a bag,” he said before exiting the vehicle and coming to open her door.
“It’s okay. With this coat, you can’t tell what I’m wearing.” She lowered her voice, knowing what it would do to him. “I won’t have to worry about doing the walk of shame tomorrow.”
Justin crushed her against him and gave her a lingering kiss. The air around them was cold, but her internal temperature was heating up as his lips moved against hers. “Let’s get inside.”
She laced her fingers with his and they made their way to the door. His thumb grazed across the skin of her wrist as he turned the key, letting them into his house. Given the incredible orgasm she’d had earlier, she couldn’t believe how much she wanted him again.
He pushed the door open and led her inside before locking the door behind them. Tossing his keys down, his gaze met hers and her heartbeat kicked up another notch. He stalked toward her, pinning her against the wall. “You’re wearing too many clothes again.”
Kim met his gaze, loving the heat in his eyes. “Maybe you should do something about that.”
His reaction had heat rushing to her core. He cupped her face with one hand as he captured her mouth with his. With his other hand, he began undressing her.
Her coat hit the floor first. Then her dress. His hands explored with every inch of skin he exposed. He was still fully dressed...coat and all...while she stood in his living room in nothing but her shoes. For some reason, that realization made her incredibly hot.
Justin’s hand grazed over her abdomen as he slid lower until he cupped her sex. He hummed as he moved his fingers through her heat. “You’re so wet, baby. I’ve been dying to taste you all night.”
“Please.”
He knelt on the floor in front of her and ran his nose along the neat patch of hair between her legs. “I love it when you beg me.”
She threaded her fingers through his hair, closing her eyes and letting her head fall back against the wall with a thump.
Bang. Bang. Bang.
At first, the sound of someone banging on the door didn’t register. She was too in the moment. It was only when Justin stood, leaving her, that she noticed.
Whoever it was, banged at the door again. It sounded as if they were trying to break through the door. After the third series of knocks, it was clear they weren’t going away.
“Go to my bedroom. I’ll get rid of whoever it is and we’ll pick up where we left off.”
Kim didn’t bother to gather her clothes. She wouldn’t need them until morning. Rushing down the hall, she ducked into his bedroom.
Mumbled conversation followed the sound of the door opening. She couldn’t tell what they were saying, though. Not unless she opened the door. And given her current state of undress, she was afraid whoever it was would glance down the hall and see her.
Walking over to the bed, she sat down and waited, anxious for whoever it was to leave so she and Justin could pick up where they’d left off.