If she ever gets a whiff that I’d broken every rule in my book with her, she’d know just how much power she has over me. Can’t let that happen, she’s a handful as it is.
Carrie
Oh shit, shit, shit, I gave it up to crazy boy, what the fuck happened dammit? Now he’s gonna think he won, I’m such a slut. But damn that shit was good.
From the first to the fifth time the sex was fuck hot, but what did it mean for us, where did we go from here? I know he spewed all that shit about relationships and us being a couple but for all I know that could be his usual modus operandi, how the fuck should I know?
I got out of bed and followed him into the bathroom where I could hear water running. He was standing in front of the his and her sinks, head bent as if contemplating something.
He turned his head and looked at me, his frown lines disappearing at the sight of me.
“Come here.”
And like a sap I went right into his arms, it felt nice to be hugged, his body so warm, the strength of his arms making me feel safe. Too much of this and I’ll be just another one of his skanks, can’t let that happen.
Just a little more time spent in his arms then I’ll regroup, get back on track.
Josh
I can almost read her thoughts; they’re probably not much different from mine. The game was on in full force now, before I only thought I knew what she would taste like. Now I know, I knew her taste, her smell, her feel, there’s no fucking way I’m ever giving her up.
“Don’t pull away from me babe, not now, I know what you’re thinking, I can see it in your face, but you’re wrong, you’re so wrong.”I nuzzled her, her softness calling to me again.
“I can’t trust you, can’t trust this.” Those might be the most honest words she’d ever said to me, but in that soft voice, so different from who she tried to be, it was heart wrenching.
“I know that too, just give it time, it’ll all work out I promise you, just give us time.” I kissed her hair as I held her tighter.
Of course I understood her fear, from everything I’d gathered through my investigation into her past before coming to Sea Crest, not to mention my reading of her private thoughts while she slept in her bed unaware of my presence, I knew all about her abandonment issues and her distrust of everyone. Her mother was a piece of work, I’d like to smack the bitch in her face, but that’s for another time.
It’s going to take time to get her to a place where she’s comfortable enough, where she could start to believe in me, in us.
“Get in the tub babe, you’ll feel better.” It hadn’t escaped my notice that she was walking a bit gingerly. I know she had to be raw, I’d not been easy on her during the night, in fact I was having a hard time not attacking her sweet ass right now.
I only held off because I didn’t want to cause her that kind of pain, not to mention the fact that my dick was also a little sore.
I washed her as she sighed and relaxed against the bath pillow, she must be really out of it if she was letting me wash her like this.
I took my time and cleaned her before joining her in the tub, leaning her forward I climbed in behind her and drew her back against me.
Damn my dick had no manners he was poking her in the back but she didn’t say or do anything, I wiggled a little so she could feel me, she fucking giggled. Damn, progress, the hard ass would be back at some point I’m sure, but for now she was just a girl.
I cupped her breasts in my soapy hands as I nibbled her neck, she was so short I had to bend, damn; with that mouth of hers it was easy to forget she was such a tiny thing.
“How’re you feeling?” I reached my hand down to her pussy; she raised her leg, bent at the knee as I fondled her.
I would like to say I was a true gentleman and left her alone, but I wasn’t.
I positioned her over my staff and eased her down gently, working my length into her slowly. Pulling her back against my chest so I could play with her nipples.
It was soft, slow, and sweet, nothing like I’d ever been before with anyone. I rocked us to a shattering climax while sucking on her tongue.
We were gathered around the breakfast table with my family, mom was going on and on about the preparations for her party later that night, Vanessa was gushing about some new dress she’d bought and I remembered that I had Carissa’s dress upstairs. I smirked when I recalled that that was how this whole thing started, how she ended up in my bed under me.