Ciaran grabs my jaw, pushing hard until my mouth opens. He slips three fingers inside and gags me with them. He fucks my mouth with his fingers just as violently as he fucks my pussy with his cock. “My pretty little toy. You’re being such a good girl taking this cock for me, baby.”
I’m desperate to give him what he wants, how he wants. I wrap my lips around his fingers, encouraging him.
He removes his fingers, cradles my face, and smiles. “You ready, baby?”
“Ready?”
“To get the full effect?’
Excitement surges in me, and I nod. “I told you. Don’t hold back.”
Ciaran nods, his hand moving from my nape to the top of my head. His blue eyes take on a gray hue as his fingers tangle in my hair. The pain shoots to every nerve ending in my scalp as he yanks hard. “Watch how well we fit together. How your cunt grabs onto my cock.”
He takes my index finger and places it above my clit while his other hand keeps a firm grip on my hair, holding me in place, making me watch how he fucks me and how wet I am from his assault. “Be a good girl and rub that clit for me.”
My finger moves in rhythm with his cock. “You look so hot with the blood caked on your face. Naked, bloody, and so fuckin’ tight.”
I open my mouth, but his fingers restrict my vocal cords. Their firm grip encircles my throat, squeezing. Oh, god, what if he kills me? I gasp for air, but it’s only coming to me in brief spurts. I try to look up at Ciaran, but the way he’s holding me makes it impossible. All I can see is his cock entering me and the dead body on the floor.
One hand grips the handle of my blade while the other is busy trying to get myself off. What’s wrong with me? This man could choke me to death, and all I can think about is coming. It might be stupid. I might live to regret this decision, but I let the knife drop from my hand and wrap my fingers around Ciaran’s biceps as I come in powerful waves.
There’s a look in Ciaran’s eyes, panic, maybe? I’m not sure, but it’s quickly replaced by something else when he comes in a rush and collapses on top of me.
He removes his hand from my neck and buries his face there. “That was a stupid choice, Hellcat. I went too far. You should have stabbed me.”
I brush my hand through his hair. “I’m living.”
Ciaran’s lips twitch, and he smiles. “Not for long.”
He winks before moving down my body, spreading my legs wide with one hand. “I want to watch my cum leak out of your sweet pussy.” He fingers me before removing it, placing it in his mouth and licking it completely clean. “Fuckin’ delicious. I think I’m gonna need more of that.”
He moves up the bed, laying down and lifting me on top of him “Sit on my face, sweetheart. Let it all drip into my mouth. I want to lick that sweet cunt until it’s clean.”
Holy shit. This man is kinky, and I like it. The idea of him being so turned on by cleaning me up drives me insane with lust. I move up to his mouth and hover. Ciaran groans, grabbing my hips and forcing me onto his mouth. I almost come again as his tongue dips into me, licking up all the way up to my clit. The sensation drives me crazy in the best way and I grind my pussy on his face.
“So greedy,” he chuckles
My fingers twist in his hair, and I tug, bringing him closer. Ciaran doesn’t object. He just sucks my clit into his mouth and uses the tip of his tongue to pull me into the abyss. I collapse on top of him and close my eyes as a sense of safety I’ve never felt before washes over me.
I am not sure how Ciaran has claimed me so quickly, owning me in a way I never thought I’d allow. I know this isn’t forever. It can’t be. There are things I need to finish, and someone like Ciaran will just be in the way. But right now, I’m going to allow myself to feel something I haven’t experienced for nine years. Freedom.
Chapter Five
CIARAN
“Rise and shine, sleeping beauty.”
What the fuck is Enzo doing in my dreams? I groan and reach for Parisa to pull her closer. We fell asleep with her nestled in my arms, but she must have moved away while we slept. I pat the bed, but the only thing beneath my hand is the tangled sheet covering the mattress. I force my eyelids open, coming face to face with my brother and my best friend, both of whom are grinning like insane clowns.