“I honestly don’t know what I’m doing. You?”
“Yeah, I know what I’m doing,” I admit. I want her, and I’m done fighting this shit. It was pointless to begin with. All I was doing was torturing myself and drawing this out. She and I were going to happen one way or another.
“Will you spend the night?” she asks with a yawn.
“Yeah, go get into bed.”
“You’re not going to sleep with me?” Her bottom lip puffs out in a small pout.
I’m not sure if it’s still the alcohol at play here because Addilyn isn’t one to pout usually, but I love that she does it with me. I want to lean down and suck her bottom lip into my mouth and squeeze her ass so badly. Fuck it.
I do what I want. I slip my hand down to her ass as I swoop in and claim her bottom lip. She gasps, pushing herself more into me as I fondle her plump ass. For a small girl, Addilyn has curves in all the right places. A whimper leaves her when I release her lip. Fuck, she tastes good.
Honey.
“Go get in bed. I’m going to get you some water and Tylenol.” She opens her mouth, but I give her ass a smack. She lets out a small scream before she glares at me.
“Something is going on with you.”
“You have no idea.” I laugh as she darts off toward her bedroom.
When I make it back to her room, I see that she’s climbed into the tiny ass bed. The thing is maybe a full size. She’s sitting right in the center. I hand her the pills. She takes them without a thought before grabbing the water from me. She really does trust me.
I kick my shoes off before pulling my jeans and shirt off. Addilyn watches me the whole time, her eyes wide.
“You’ve gotten bigger lately.” She licks her plump lips as her eyes continue to roam over my body.
“Been working out more,” I admit before flipping off the light and climbing into bed with her. I’ve been hitting the gym pretty hard since Addilyn came into my life, needing to get this tension out somewhere.
“Is that required for your job?”
“Not so much anymore, but it helps.” I pull her over into my arms. She melts into me.
“I don’t know what is happening here,” she says again.
“You'll realize soon enough.”
“Realize what?” she mumbles, sleep already claiming her.
“That you're mine.”
The second the words are past my lips, a weight lifts from me. This is right. Addilyn is my woman. Now I only have to convince her of that too. She might want me, but that doesn’t mean she’s going to let herself have me.
6
Addilyn
“Kane.” I sigh as I lift my hips to meet each of his thrusts.
“Addilyn,” he groans. I love how he always calls me by my real name. I love it more when he says it filled with pleasure. “Fuck.” His hands grip my hips hard, holding me in place so I can’t move another inch. Why the hell is he stopping?
My eyes fly open, realizing this isn’t all a dream. I’m in fact on top of Kane. In my dream, I was under him, and he was thrusting into me. It takes me a minute to get out of my sleep fog. But once I do, everything from the night before comes rushing back. Images flash through my mind.
The kiss. Kane kissed me. Told me he wanted me. Flutters explode through my body. That was all real. All of it. The things he’d admitted to.
“Addilyn!” he barks.
“Oh!” I gasp when I realize I’m not only on top of Kane, but he’s partly inside of me.
The head of his cock is, at least. How the hell did that happen? I’m guessing coming to bed without panties on has something to do with it. And the fact that I’m so freaking wet. I’m sure it was easy for it to slide right in.
“You have sex dreams about me often?” he asks, making me whimper.
I do. A lot. I’ve actually orgasmed a few times from them in the middle of night. You know you have it bad when you’re getting off by humping your pillow at night. I have a feeling I made my way on top of Kane and started humping him.
I would crawl into a hole and die right now if I wasn’t so damn turned on. I want to press down more and have him fill me completely.
I gasp again when Kane gives my ass a small slap. My sex contracts around the head of his cock. He’s only a little inside of me. It wouldn’t take much for him to push right through my virginity.
“Asked you a question.”
“Yes,” I breathe. My whole body is on fire. My clit is throbbing so badly it’s almost painful. Unable to control myself, I wiggle against him again.