“Wyatt…God, Wyatt…” I gasp.
His lips move to my neck again, sucking on the sensitive skin there, earning another pleasure-filled moan from my lips. He knows exactly what to do to make me feel good. I pump his cock harder, wanting him to reach the same level of pleasure he’s making me feel. He lets out a hungry snarl and begins to rub my clit with his thumb, making my legs shake uncontrollably. It’s all too much.
“I’m going to come…oh my God, I’m going to…”
I buck hard against his fingers as I ride the wave of my orgasm. My hand is still wrapped around his cock, but in the heat of the moment, it’s like my body locks up, unable to do anything but feel pleasure. I pant, trying to catch my breath as my orgasm subsides.
Wyatt's fingers slip out of me, earning another moan from me. He steps back from the desk taking me with him.
“What’s wrong?” I ask him, wondering why he stopped. He clutches my ass, bringing my body flush against his.
“Nothing. Except I don’t want to come until I’m deep inside your tight little pussy,” he says, voice rough with lust. “I need you, baby. Let me fuck you.”
I can feel my heart hammering in my chest. This is it. I’ve been waiting for this moment for so long. But now that it’s here, it feels like I can barely breathe. I’m excited but anxious. This is my first time. If it hurts then maybe it won’t be as good as I dreamed it would be. I know Wyatt said he’d never hurt me, but how does he know? How can he guarantee that I’ll be okay?
Wyatt holds me close to him, as though he can sense my anxiety. “I’m sorry, baby. I know I can get carried away. I don’t want you to be nervous, it’s just you turn me on so much. It feels like I can’t wait another second to have you. I need you like I need to breathe, and I want to feel your tight pussy clamping around me. But if it’s too soon…if you have doubts…”
“It’s not that…I want this, I really do. It’s just…well, there’s something you should know before we do this.”
“Of course. No more secrets between us. I want you to share everything with me,” he says, gently kissing my lips.
I’m trembling as I take a deep breath. It feels scary to tell him I’m a virgin. What if it makes him think I’m too young and immature? What if he decides to call things off between us because it’s another huge secret that I’ve kept from him? I suddenly feel as though everything might fall apart…
But I know Wyatt. And when he promised that nothing would keep us apart, I know he meant it. I know deep down that whatever I tell him, he won’t walk away from me. Not when we’ve come so far and built so much. Not when we’re so close to both getting what we want.
I take a deep breath again, composing myself.
“I’m anxious because…this is my first time. I’m a virgin.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Wyatt
I can’t believe what I’m hearing. I take a step back away from Lucy and stare at her in shock. She’s a virgin?
I guess in the back of my mind I hoped I’d be her first but it seemed ludicrous to me that she would be untouched. After all, she’s the most gorgeous woman I’ve ever laid eyes on. Other men must have chased after her too. But this means she’s been waiting this whole time for the right man…the only man who can give her what she truly wants, give her the love she deserves.
And that man is me.
“Wyatt, please say something,” Lucy pleads, her face furrowed in worry. “Are you angry with me?”
“Angry? No,” I growl, stepping toward her and grabbing her wide sexy childbearing hips. As soon as I do, electricity sparks between us. How could she ever believe I’d be angry with her over this. “I’m not angry at all, in fact, it’s the best thing you could ever tell me.”
Her eyes widen in disbelief. “Really? I thought…I thought maybe you’d think that I’m immature…”
“Not at all. It’s perfect,” I counter. “That no other man has ever had you the way that I have…You’re mine now, baby. I’m never going to let you go, never going to let another man get his hands on you…just the thought of it makes my blood boil.”
“You don’t need to ever worry about that,” Lucy says, gazing up at me. “I’m yours. I waited all this time because I didn’t want to settle for less than the best, and that’s you. Even after everything I’ve told you, even after the ways I’ve let you down…you’re still so good to me. You had every right to run a mile and never look back. But I know you’re a good man…that you’d never do anything to hurt anyone, especially me. You’re forgiving and good. I trust you with my life. I want to be with you, Wyatt. The rest we’ll figure out later. For now, all that matters is I want to be with you. I want you inside me. I want you now.”