“We only recently notified them that they’ve been selected. Our associate director is contacting them to make sure they can all attend. She saw the list and vetted them, if that’s what you’re worried about.”
“I’m not worried, I just wondered…never mind. What do you need me to do?”
“Present the awards. This was one of the final projects Daddy was working on before he passed. A few of these leaders he hand-picked. When he died, this fell by the wayside for a little while, but we have a committee who chose the leaders Daddy didn’t get to.”
She pauses and clears her throat. “He, um, actually left special instructions asking you to present the inaugural group.”
“What?” I lean against the wall, weak and spent with missing my daddy for a moment. “He…he said that? He wanted that?”
“Yeah,” Kayla says softly. “That’s what he told the committee.”
I pass a thumb under my eye to catch a surprise tear. Grief gives no warning sometimes. “Thank you for telling me, Zee. I’ll do it, of course.”
“Good. Now are you sure you’re okay? You sound…off.”
Kayla is such a mother. I mean, the woman does have five children, the last one still in diapers. Her fertility is actually quite disconcerting. No one person has had that many kids in our family since like… Reconstruction. But along comes Kayla, bringing fruitful and multiply back.
“I’m fine, Zee.” The edge falls away from my tone, too. I think we actually enjoy sparring because it’s hard to find anyone who can hold their own with either of us, but ultimately we love each other.
“You’re in between campaigns, right?” she asks. “Why don’t you consider staying in Atlanta for a few weeks? We miss you. Mama misses you.”
“I do!” Mama yells. “Need to bring those hips home for a while.”
I hear the affection behind the chiding. And that she misses me. Hidden beneath all the chaos of my life and demanding schedule, I miss them, too.
“Well there’s always something popping off,” I say. “We’re gearing up for a few campaigns, but I’ll see if I can stay a while. I hired some new staff to help now that Lennix is gone.”
“Go, Lennix,” Kayla says, and I can almost see her beaming. “That’s my girl. You know we’re proud of you doing big things up in D.C. Electing presidents and such. You sure about turning down President Cade’s cabinet position?”
“Lennix asked me that just this morning. I’m sure.”
“I saw she’s pregnant. A baby in the White House. Ain’t that something?”
“It is,” I agree with a smile. “Okay. I’m gonna be late for my appointment if I don’t go.”
“See you next week.”
“K. Bye.” I disconnect and hurry through the office suite door and sign in. I flip through a magazine until they call my name and take me to my doctor’s office.
“Do I need to undress or anything?” I ask the nurse.
“No. Sorry if the message wasn’t clear. She just wants to discuss results.”
“I’m not dying, right?” I joke.
“I don’t know,” the nurse replies with a straight face and walks out.
“Okay. She could use some interpersonal training,” I mutter, settling into the
seat across from the doctor’s desk.
Dr. Granden strides in moments later, her salt and pepper hair pulled into a bun pierced with a pencil. She always gives a very harried impression, almost absent-minded, until it’s time for her to actually talk to you about your health. Then you feel like she’s in absolute control and you have her full, expert attention.
“Kimba, hi.” She sits down and opens a file on her desk, a small frown bunching her brows when she looks up at me. She closes the file. “We got your bloodwork back.”
Please don’t let me be pregnant.
Please don’t let me be pregnant.