“Here, now. This’ll make you feel better. And then significantly worse. But since I won’t be there to deal with the consequences…” He gave a careless shrug.
I took a sip and shook my head.
“I’m not good company right now. You’d have a better time striking up conversation with the bartender or one of the tourists.”
“Darling, you’re barely civilized, and still better company than anyone in this zip code.” He gave my hand a quick but warm squeeze.
“Why are you nice to me?” I demanded.
“Why not?” Again, he sounded completely at ease.
“I’ve been nothing but horrible to you in the past.”
I thought about the night I threw him out of my apartment, panicked that he’d somehow find a crack in my heart, pry it open, and sneak into it. The fact that he was here, pragmatic and unbothered, just proved that he had heartbreak written all over him.
“That’s not how I remember our brief but joyous history.” He sipped his Stinger.
“I kicked you out.”
“My arse had suffered worse.” He offered a dismissive flick of his wrist. He had nice hands. He had nice everything. “No need to take it personally.”
“What do you take personally?”
“Not many things in life, to be honest.” He frowned, giving it genuine thought. “Corporate taxes, perhaps? It’s essentially double-taxation, an outrageous concept, you must admit.”
I blinked slowly at him, wondering if I was beginning to see a hint of imperfection in the man everyone looked up to. Under the layers of manners and chiseled looks was, I suspected, a truly odd man.
“You care about taxes, but not that I humiliated you?” I challenged.
“Emmabelle, love.” He gave me a smile that would make ice melt. “Humiliation is a feeling. One must submit to it in order to experience it. You’ve never humiliated me. Was I disappointed that our affair had run its course faster than I had wanted it to? Sure. But it was your right to end things at any given moment. Now tell me what happened,” Devon coaxed.
His accent seemed to have a direct line to that place between my legs. He sounded like Benedict Cumberbatch reading an erotic audiobook.
“No.”
He studied me coolly, waiting. It annoyed me. How confident he was. How little he spoke, and how much he conveyed with the few words he used.
“What do you want? We’re complete strangers.” My tone was matter-of-fact.
“I reject that framing.” He slid a leaf of mint decorating his glass along his tongue. It disappeared in his mouth. “I know every inch and curve of your body.”
“You only know me biblically.”
“I’m fond of the Bible. It was quite a good read, don’t you reckon? The passages about Sodom and Gomorrah were rather action-packed.”
“I prefer fiction.”
“Most people do. In fiction, people get what they deserve.” He bit down on a smile. “Also, many would argue that the Bible is fiction.”
“Do you think people get what they deserve in real life?” I asked dejectedly, thinking about Doctor Bjorn’s diagnosis.
Devon rubbed a finger over his chin, frowning. “Not always.”
He seemed so seasoned, so much older than me at forty-one. I usually went for men who were the complete opposite of Devon. Young, reckless, and unsettled. Guys I knew who wouldn’t stick around and would not expect me to either.
Disposable.
Devon had the innate authority of a man who always had the upper hand, that royal male ethos.
“Why’d I even hook up with you?” I blurted out, knowing I was being bratty and taking my anger out on him and allowing myself to do so anyway.
Devon slid the pad of his finger over the rim of his glass. “Because I’m handsome, rich, divine in bed, and would never put a ring on your finger. Exactly what you’re after.”
It didn’t surprise me that Devon had figured I had commitment issues, considering how we had parted ways.
“Also: arrogant, much older, and the designated creepy family friend.” I made a cross with my fingers to keep him away, like he was a vampire.
Devon Whitehall was my brother-in-law Cillian’s best friend and lawyer. I’d seen him at family functions at least three times a year. Sometimes more.
“I’m no psychologist, but if it smells like daddy issues and walks like daddy issues …” An ice cube slipped between his full lips when he took a sip of his cognac, and he crushed it between his straight white teeth, a smile lingering on his face.
“I don’t have daddy issues,” I snapped.
“Sure. Neither do I. Now tell me why you were crying.”
“Why do you care?” I groaned.
“You’re Cillian’s sister-in-law. He’s like a brother to me.”
“If this is the part where you make us sound loosely related, I’m going to throw up in my mouth.”
“You’ll be doing that tonight, anyway, at the rate you’re drinking. Well?”
He wasn’t letting it go, was he?
“I’m not giving you an inch, Whitehall.”
“Why not? I gave you nine.”