I take a deep breath and nod. “You’re right.”
He smiles, and it’s cute how he keeps trying to look at my face, but I see his eyes dropping to look at my body. “You can look at me, JD. I want you to look.”
His gaze drops instantly, and I pull my shoulders back and watch him watching me. He adjusts himself and then reaches for me, but I step out of his grasp. “No, I want you to tell me how to please you. I want to do the same for you... that you did for me earlier.”
He grunts, and his upper body seems to turn to steel. “Fuck, Willa, I won’t last with your pretty little mouth on me.”
I push him again, and he lies back. I move between his legs and start working on his belt. “It’s okay. We have all night.”
“We have forever,” he corrects me.
A thrill goes through me. It seems that all my dreams are coming true right now. He lifts up, and I pull his slacks down his long, lean legs. I then go for his black underwear that is already formed in the shape of a tent because of his erect manhood. I pull the waistband out and then down. I put my hands on his thighs and just look at him. He’s big, both long and a wide girth. “Please, tell me what to do.”
JD smiles. “Just put your hands on me, honey. I’m dying here.”
I tentatively reach for him, touching the tip of my finger to the tip of his penis. A little drop of precum is on my finger, and I hold it up. “Can I taste it?”
He’s trying to be patient, but it’s obvious he’s uncomfortable. His hips flex, raising him off the bed a little. “You can put your mouth on anything you want.”
I look at my finger and then the tip of his cock. Leaning forward, I stick my tongue out and rub it across the tip of his manhood. He groans, and the sound comes from deep in his belly. Encouraged, I take him further, opening my mouth this time and letting his velvet pole slide into my mouth. He makes another sound, and I reach up, cupping his balls, and lick him again. His sack draws up, and I squeeze him gently there.
His hand goes to the back of my head, and he grips my hair. I move up and down, taking him deeper and deeper. His hips are moving gently up and down, meeting me with little thrusts. When he hits the back of my throat, I moan without thinking, and he grunts loudly, saying my name as his hands go under my arms and he pulls me up his body. He rolls us over until he’s hovering over me. “I need to be inside you, Willa.”
I still have a tiny fear of the unknown, but this is JD. I know he would never hurt me. Plus, this is what I want. I want to be JD’s.
“Me too. I want you inside me, JD. Make me yours.”
Chapter 13
JD
I’m not going to last. When she tells me to make her mine, I can feel her words ignite something possessive in my body, and the urge to plow into her and fill her with my seed is almost unbearable.
But I have to remember that like me, this is her first time, and I don’t want to hurt her. My need for her is almost violent, but I can’t let that need hurt her in any way. I kiss her, trying to bide my time, but all that does is excite me even more. Her timidness from earlier is gone, and now she’s ready for the next step. Her need is obvious by the soft mewls and the way her body is rocking against mine.
I slide my hands down her body, across her breast, plucking her nipples between my forefinger and thumb. She moans, and I suckle her, moving from one breast to the other. She’s so responsive, and I don’t even have to touch her between the legs to know she’s soaking wet for me. I can smell her desire, and I breathe it in, inhaling her sweet, honeyed scent.
I let my hand trail down her belly, and she sucks in a breath, her lower body lifting as if electrified. She shivers and shakes the whole way until I take one finger and slide it along her wet, slick channel. “Yes,” she moans. “Please, JD. Do… something.”
She wants it badly, but not as badly as me. I move over her, and looking at her, she seems so tiny. I’m a bear of a man, big and powerful, and half the time, I don’t know my own strength. It would kill me if I hurt her. “I can’t. Fuck, Willa, I can’t hurt you,” I tell her.