I don’t know what we’ll end up doing in her room, but I have a feeling that it isn’t going to involve a lot of words. I can see in her eyes that she wants me to send her to heaven and back, and my goodness that’s what I want myself.
28
Lucie
He loves me? Kade loves me… he just said it! And he meant it too. It wasn’t one of those spur of the moment things, because he went on to explain it which means it’s there, deep down. Actual love. That has my head spinning like crazy, I don’t know how to deal with that. I feel like I need to come to terms with that before I can even think about anything else. Kade finally loves me… after all this time.
We sneak into my bedroom and I close the door behind us. As I spin back to see Kade, there’s a lustful haze surrounding my gaze. He looks even better than he did before, my entire body is on fire. I can feel a burning and fizzing at my core, the passion is almost melting my panties off. I need him right now.
“Oh, Kade.” I mold into his body, giving up any pretense that we’re actually here to talk. I don’t have anything that I need to say to him right now. Or maybe I do, but I can’t think of anything.
We kiss again, his tongue darts into my mouth and I groan maybe a little too loudly. Kade seems hesitant to take the next step, I think he’s waiting for an indicator from me which is very different from the last time we were together. He was in complete control then, he had all the power because he knew what he was doing. but now he seems shyer, and that might be because he’s just laid his heart on the line and I didn’t reply…
Shit, I didn’t say anything, I think in a panic as it hits me. I didn’t tell Kade that I lo
ve him too.
Of course, I do. There’s no denying that. I’ve always loved him. I guess there’s a part of me that deep down thought that he already knew. What was I thinking? He won’t, not until I lay it out there.
But still I don’t say anything, it’s as if the words have gotten stuck in my throat. The pleasure is driving me more than anything rational right now, so I grab hold of his tee shirt and I pull it from his body. Then I race my fingers over the wonderful muscles that are still there. Maybe they aren’t quite as sculpted as before, but actually I like this version of his body much better. It’s more adult and real, it isn’t there to impress.
“Mmm, you feel so good,” I murmur while slightly hooking my fingers through the waist band of his trousers. I’m desperate to get in there, but I’m trying to hold myself back just in case. “Oh, Kade.”
Before I can get carried away, I step backwards and I fall back onto the sheets with a smirk. Then I raise one finger and I indicate for him to come over to me with a flirty giggle. I’m acting like a sexual goddess, it isn’t like me at all. There’s something about Kade that brings this out of me, it’s awesome.
Kade unbuckles his jeans and he allows them to slide downwards as he climbs over me. He kicks them off and hovers over me in just his underwear. I notice some ink on the top of his thigh that definitely wasn’t there before. I run my fingers along it, wondering what it’s supposed to be, I can’t tell from this angle.
“Where did you get this tattoo?” I gasp out while his mouth moves over my neck. “I like it.”
“London,” he groans, and he moves ever so slightly, allowing me to feel the rock hardness of his cock as he does. He’s turned on, he’s on fire, and it’s all for me. This has been a long old time coming for both of us.
“Oh wow, that’s fascinating, what is it?” I’m buzzing, my back arches, I press myself into him.
“It’s Japanese writing, and it says ‘just for you’.” His hands slide up to the outside of my vest top. Even through the material his touch feels phenomenal. “And I got it with you in mind.”
If this is true then he really does love me, and it seems like he always has done. I always thought that he left without ever giving me another thought, whereas I didn’t stop thinking about him. I couldn’t, because of Logan. But unless he’s lying, and I really don’t think that he is, then I was wrong. I think he’s proven to me tonight more than any other night that it’s time for me to tell him the truth about everything. I’m pretty sure that he can handle it. Not now, of course, I’ll have to do it in a much calmer environment, but soon.
My top flies up, and he unhooks my bra. My breasts have grown since the last time he saw them, having a baby has done that, and Kade instantly seems to like what he sees. He wraps his hand around one and brings his mouth down to suck and flick his tongue all over my nipple. It feels fantastic. I gasp and I roll my hips. Everything he does sets me alight, I feel even more turned on that the last time we were together. There aren’t the same nerves, I don’t feel so left behind, I also don’t feel so scared… this man loves me.
Then his mouth moves downwards. He kisses all over my stomach, my hips. His lips taste me everywhere and every so often his tongue flicks out to cover my hyper sensitive skin. It’s wonderful. It’s as if the past five years has just been foreplay as I wait for this moment and I can’t wait to explode like a firework.
“Oh God, Kade.” I’m trying to remember to be quiet because we aren’t alone in this house, but it’s challenging. I can’t quite seem to keep control of myself. “Oh, that feels so good.”
My sweat pants slide down easily, and Kade’s fingers tantalizingly brush against the silky material of my panties. At least I don’t have big underwear on, it seems that on some level I was prepared…
“You’re so hot,” Kade murmurs against my thighs, making me shiver. “You’re on fire.”
The fingers on his other hand brush against my thigh which makes me moan. That area is all ready, getting increasingly desperate to have him everywhere. I can still remember the wonderful sensation of having him inside of me, I can’t wait to see how it feels now. I wonder if it’ll be different…
“I need these gone.” Kade drags my underwear down, leaving me cold and exposed for him. I life my butt up, encouraging them to go in an instant. “They’re just in the way, don’t you think?”
“Oh….” I’m just about to answer him, but before I do he gives me yet another kiss… only not in an area of my body that I expect. He kisses my core, causing my hips to buck right off the bed into his face. That just encourages him and his tongue flips out of his mouth. It plunges into me, he massages me with his rough, warm, delicious mouth. This is new, this is a feeling that I haven’t ever had before and I have to say that I love it a lot. As he takes his tongue out and he slides it along my slit until he finds my clit, I can’t take it anymore.
“Fuck, Kade.” I knot my hands up in his hair as I slide closer to the edge rapidly. “It’s too much. Stop!”
I need him to stop now or the orgasm is going to get me. Now that we’re here in bed together, I want to have him inside of me, I want to feel those incredible thrusts… but Kade doesn’t stop and I can’t contain myself. The boiling hot bliss swallows me up and switches my brain off completely. I become a slave to the amazing sensations that rush over my body in wave after wave. My head spins, I barely know what’s happening, I’m probably pulling Kade’s head hard as I writhe desperately beneath him.
“Oh wow…” Once I break off, panting, I tug him back up to me. Even though I’ve just had pleasure shatter through my body, I’m not done with him yet. I want him everywhere. “Oh, Kade.”