I grab a condom and hand it to him, and wait impatiently for him to cover himself up. As he does I wonder if there’ll ever be a time when we don’t use protection on purpose. When we’re so settled and in love that we want to have children. I’ve never thought about having a family of my own, I’ve always been so wrapped up in my parents, but now there’s potential that the world might be opening up to me in ever single way and I love that plan.
“Now, come over here.”
Brandon pulls me to him and he slides into me instantly, without any messing around. His thrusts are slow, purposeful, intense, so damn powerful that I think they might send me insane. My head falls back, I gasp loudly, as he touches me everywhere all over me. His touch is phenomenal and I think I might want it for the rest of my damn life.
“Oh God,” I moan as his thrusts brush part my clit. “Oh, Brandon.”
My heart beats so powerfully I think it might explode free from my chest, my breaths are ragged and painful, my whole body tingles as the orgasm trickles through my veins and consumes me entirely. I’m on fire, I’m burning, and it’s all because of him…
Once we lay on the bed next to one another panting desperately, I realize that I’m definitely not done with him yet. Of course I’ll have to wait until he’s ready for me…
“Right,” Brandon says with determination and he props himself up onto his elbows to look at me intently. “Turn onto your front.”
“Are you serious?” I gasp with a laugh as I instantly catch his drift. “Already?”
“Just do it already.” His commanding tone is sexy as hell. I love that about him. But then I also adore it when he’s vulnerable and ready to do whatever I ask of him. “I need you on your front already.”
I do as he asks and bury my face into the pillow. He parts my legs and he tickles his fingers up and down my thighs until I’m shuddering and shivering like a crazy person. My core is desperately screaming for him, I need him inside of me, but now he’s making me wait. I feel like he’s teasing me to the point of no return and I’m about to actually lose my mind.
“What are you doing?” I groan while raising my hips to him, trying to lure him in towards me. “Stop teasing me already, will you?”
“Will you just be patient?” he chuckles, sounding like he loves the way I’m begging for him right now. “God when did you get to be so needy already?”
I twist my neck to stare at him over my shoulder. I flick my hair out the way and look at him through shiny, happy eyes. He smiles down at me while he’s rubbing his hand all over my butt. “It’s just you,” I tell him sincerely. “It’s just you that does this to me. No one else makes me feel this way.”
“Yeah well, no one else does what you do to me either.”
“Oh fucking hell, Brandon, I can’t take it anymore.”
Those are the magic words. He grabs onto my hips and pulls me towards him, then he slides himself into me all over again, making me feel incredible. The sexual thrill consumes me, it takes over all of me, and it’s all because of Brandon. He touches me deeply, his cock massages all of me, and fuck me it feels wonderful. I fist the sheets beneath me as he moves so I can fix myself in place and present myself to him. All of me.
He’s the one, I think to myself as he thrusts in and out of me, sending me to heaven. He’s definitely the one for me.
As the hot bliss rolls through my body a second time I forget where I even am. The pleasure is so intense that I don’t even know what to think anymore. I’m crazy, animalistic, wild, insane…and I love every damn second of it. I love that I get to keep this feeling going forever more. I don’t think that this is a sexual chemistry which will end up burning out. This is the real deal. The sort that doesn’t stop.
***
I stare down at Brandon’s sleeping body, watching the heavy breaths fall in and out of his mouth while he sleeps and a smile creeps up onto my mouth. This man makes me so happy, he’s absolutely the best thing to ever happen to me. Of all the shitty luck that I’ve had in my life, finally something good has happened to me. I might have lost my mom, I might have spent the majority of my life caring for my dad and looking after his farm, but now something is happening that’s just for me.
I slide out of the bed and throw a tee shirt and some
panties on. Then I set about making some breakfast for me and Brandon. I want just a little bit of a calm before the storm of the day that awaits me. I have a lot of conversation to get through, a lot of plans for the future to make, and much as I cannot wait to get started, I just want a bit of time with my man first. The man I intend to marry, that I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one that I get to keep just for myself. The farm, the caring, even the music… that’s all the stuff I can still do but I can have a piece of life that’s just for me as well.
“Good morning.” A sleepy voice makes me jump out of my skin. “What are you up to?”
“Oh you know,” I reply with a playful wink. “Just planning the rest of my life.”
“Ooh, that sounds interesting. And it smells delicious too. Can I get in on that?”
I giggle loudly. I find myself laughing a lot around Brandon which is wonderful. He cheers me up and makes me light and happy even when it feels like things are dull. “Well, it does involve you so I suppose you should get involved. Take a seat, I’m making you some breakfast.”
Brandon takes his seat and he grins expectantly up at me. “That sounds awesome, I think I’m going to like having this whole girlfriend thing.”
“Oh, so I’m your girlfriend?” I ask with a smirk. “When did that happen? I don’t remember you asking me.”
“No, I suppose not.” He taps his chin thoughtfully. “And I suppose just saying I love you doesn’t quite cut it anymore. Fine, I suppose I better ask. Will you be my girlfriend?”
“Hmm, no.” I play about with him at first. “Or maybe I mean yes, I’m not quite sure.” Then I lean down as I hand him a plate of food and I press my lips lightly against his. “Of course yes, I’ll definitely be your girlfriend.”