“Noel offered and she was going to see Nate, anyway. I did talk to Keith over dinner about that though.” Molly walked into the kitchen and placed a large bag on the counter as my eyes glossed over with hunger. “He has a friend that owns a car lot by the movie theater and we’re going there tomorrow to have a look. I want something for myself so I don’t need to borrow the Jeep so much. I’ve been saving for a year or so for something and that way, I could just go to work from here and let you sleep in, as often as you’d want that.” I faint blush covered her cheeks as she turned to walk towards me, her eyes bright. “I know that you’re probably hungry, but I need a kiss.” Molly slipped her arms around my neck, pulling herself up to press her sweet lips to mine. That was meal enough for the moment and I pulled her closer to deepen the embrace as our tongues danced gently together. God, I loved the taste of her eager mouth, feeling my hand slide down her body to cup her ass, making Molly jump. I squeezed gently as she gasped and pressed her body closer to me.
I could think of many women that had let me push them back on the counter and fuck them after just a kiss, needing me to control them. That was what I wanted more than anything before Molly, and now I was willing to wait for her. I wanted to ease her into this life of mine, knowing that she was all in when I was taking her. The thought of being inside of her made me jerk and she moaned as I pressed against her stomach, hard and throbbing inside of my sweats. “Robert,” she whimpered against me as I gripped her tighter and tilted my head.
“I want you,” I told her as I pulled away to kiss her jaw. My words became clear in my head as I blinked and tried to force my strong desire away. “I want to see you come.” I lifted her up onto the counter and she groaned as I spread her legs open.
Chapter 18
Molly
The second my ass hit the counter, I froze. I was incredibly turned on yet also scared as he pressed into me, his cock hard against my soft, wet core. I knew that there was a part of me that wanted him to strip me bare and take me right here and now, but I’d never get my first time back. I’d hate to give in and then lose Robert, since I was getting attached to him. How much would it hurt if I was that intimate with him? Lance was devastating enough with his cruel words and behavior. I stilled against him and Robert pulled away to look into my eyes. “Are you okay?”
I remained quiet for a moment as he dropped his hands, taking a step back. “I’m sorry.” I slid down to the floor and pressed my hand to my face as I took a deep breath. “I just got scared.”
“That moved fast. I didn’t think about what I said and then the counter…I just lost control for a moment.” Robert told me as he set about plating some of the food to heat up.
“It isn’t that I don’t want you as well,” I assured him as he smiled and nodded. He’d loaded up a plate with two pieces of chicken, some of the potato wedges and a roll. He looked like he was in heaven.
“This looks great. Thank you,” Robert popped the plate into the microwave and I relaxed for a moment. “You made this for them?”
“Noel taught me how to do it and Marta taught her. I just join in because Marta deserves a break. She does so much for everyone.” I laughed. “She made the cookies yesterday though and I saved those for here. I wanted to share some of the meal with you.” I reached for that bag and removed two as he chuckled. “I’d like to cook for you here.”
“After I do it for you first, sure.” Robert pulled the plate from the microwave and carried a beer with him to the couch as I followed. I watched him, seeing how amazing he looked as I wondered why he was with me. Any other woman would’ve gone with that back there for Robert. It was one of the hottest moments I’d ever experienced and my body was still tight with need. I still wanted him and I considered the night ahead as I nibbled on a bite of the rich treat. I could take care of him a little more than before since I wasn’t ready to give myself completely to him. I could make him happy because I needed to touch that gorgeous body. I liked seeing him break under me.
I was always getting the pleasure from him. Robert must go to sleep so tense after the things that we did. Tonight, he would feel it as well and I smiled at the thought.
He finished his plate, full of praise for Noel and me before he went to wash it. I gathered my backpack and carried it to the bathroom before returning to the living room, seeing it empty. I walked into the kitchen and found him just finishing. Wrapping my arms around his waist, I squeezed tightly and breathed him in. I was throbbing from want as I inhaled the outdoor scent that was all Robert and one of my hands slipped down to the waistband of his sweats. He tensed and I moved to kiss his back. “Come to bed.”
“Okay,” he murmured, turning as I stepped back. His eyes were wide as he stared at me, but I couldn’t miss the doubt that was on his face. I reached down to take his hand and lead the way, feeling my heart jump in my chest.
We walked into the large room and I freed my hair from the ponytail, shaking it out as I gathered my strength. I glanced at Robert as he watched me with darkening eyes, pleased that I did this to him. “It was uncomfortable earlier and I apologize,” I started as I lifted my sweater over my head. “It just caught me off guard.” I moved towards him, kissing him as I slid my arms around his neck.
Robert pulled me against him as my nipples hardened under the t-shirt that I was wearing. I skipped a bra for this trip, all too aware of what happened to my clothes over here. He slid his tongue into my mouth and I felt the same intensity as earlier, only I wasn’t going to freeze up. I was going to touch him, feel him and fight with my head to decide what I wanted. I had a beautiful man that wanted me and there was no reason I should hold onto my virginity, not at this age. It was time to start living and put Lance behind me. I didn’t need to be scared any longer.
It was Robert that moved back and lifted the shirt over my head. His hands cupped me, stroking my nipples as I gasped. “I’ve been thinking about this all day. I was half-hard most of it thinking about you.” I stared at him as he smiled at me. “I had to play boss at work too, so there was some adrenaline involved.” I imagined him bossing me around and moaned as one hand slid down his tight body to stroke the bulge in his pants. My core softened and ached as he groaned my name and I squeezed a little tighter.
Robert backed us up to the bed and pressed me down as I stared up at him. He slid the sweats down, revealing his hard cock as I wiggled out of my jeans. I only wore a lace thong that I’d recently been brave enough to purchase. Robert stared at me before he joined me on the bed, crawling over me to kiss me hungrily. I wrapped my hand around him, stroking up and down as he grunted and moved with my touch. His hand slid between my legs to find my clit, making me gasp his name.
Robert moved to his back and told me to straddle his face as I blushed. I complied and looked at my pussy positioned above his mouth as he slipped the material aside to lick me. My eyes moved to him and I took his cock in my hand again, stroking him slow and hard as my body heated up to his mouth. I bent over slowly, my mouth close to him as I looked at the drops oozing out of his tip.
Lance begged for me to do this for him, but he was always so rough with me that I refused. I knew how he’d be and I wanted this particular act to go at my speed, and I stroked my thumb over him as he jerked up. I went down further to take him into my mouth, just a little bit as I sucked. Robert locked his arms around my thighs as his tongue found my sensitive bundle of nerves, his moan reverberating through me as I parted my lips for a moment. I recovered and focused on my task, sinking further down his body as our groans filled the air.
I came first and Robert warned me that he
was close as I backed away, scared of the volume of his release. I rolled onto my back and my body screamed for him as I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Robert bent over me, his hand on himself as he aimed for my stomach. He came, crying my name as heat washed over my skin. He made quick work of getting a damp towel to clean me off before dropping beside me and sliding his hand between my legs as I groaned. “That felt so good, Molly. Your mouth is perfect.”
I could only feel his hands stroking me and parting me. “I want you,” I murmured, knowing exactly what I meant as the words slipped out.
“What?” Robert breathed as he paused, staring at me. I couldn’t even think how long I’d known him but my need for Robert had been instant as well as constant. He was the right choice no matter what happened in the future. How often would I feel this way about a man in my life?
“Take me,” I whispered as I opened my eyes. Staring bravely at him, I slipped my hand over his and slid his fingers inside of me. My pussy was sensitive and hot as we moved together, and I smiled as his lips covered one nipple to suck gently.
“Are you sure?” Robert asked me as I looked into his eyes.
“I want you. I can’t hold out forever and you’re the right one.” Robert reached over to the drawer beside the bed and got a condom out as I felt my heart pound in my chest. I was really going to do this.
“I’ll make this the best night of your life,” Robert promised me as he went to his knees to roll it over his length. I watched quietly as he swallowed and moved between my thighs, positioning himself before leaning down to kiss me. Our lips parted, tongues meeting as he slid slowly inside of me, spreading me open. I moaned softly as he inched slowly inside, kissing him eagerly as I memorized these feelings.
There was a pinch and I froze for a moment as Robert went a little deeper, then paused as he kissed my face. It wasn’t a horrible pain and as the seconds passed, I felt it fading away as I was replaced with need. I rocked my hips impatiently, making him grunt as he sank inside of me. I wrapped my legs around him tightly to hold him close, feeling our bodies touching as I stroked his back. “Are you sure you’ve never done this?” Robert asked in a hoarse voice as he looked down at me.