McNab knew Lammelle was referring to what would-be intel officers are taught often on the first day—certainly within the first week—of their training: “Never look in the mirror. Your enemy doesn’t think like you do.”
“Did she have anything to say about what happened at Langley?” McNab asked.
“She said that Porky Parker was the first in the long line of people Clendennen plans to knock off, one at a time. Porky’s disappeared, by the way.”
“Yesterday, he and Roscoe Danton were in Cozumel with Castillo.”
“What’s that all about?”
“I don’t have a clue, Frank. Did Natalie tell you what she plans to do?”
“Yes, she did. She recommended that you and I not do anything at all that would give Clendennen a chance to fire us. She said she was going to talk with you. I gather she hasn’t?”
“No. She didn’t say anything about warning Montvale? Or, for that matter, Naylor?”
“I guess she figures both of them haven’t been looking in the mirror. And if Truman Ellsworth has—which I doubt—Montvale will warn him. So far as Naylor goes, I get the feeling that he wouldn’t be grief stricken if Clendennen relieved you.”
“I can’t believe General Naylor would be complicit in something like that.”
“You’re looking in the mirror, General. Naylor the soldier probably wouldn’t. But above a certain level—and Naylor is way above it—senior officers have to be politicians and play by their rules.”
McNab didn’t reply.
“In this,” Lammelle went on, “I’d say that both Natalie and Naylor really believe they’re doing what they do—for the country; it’s not a personal ego trip—better than anyone replacing them would do. And they’re probably right. They want to keep their jobs for the good of the country, and will do whatever they think is necessary to keep them. Naylor thinks you’re dangerous, and you know it. He wouldn’t throw you under the bus, but if somebody else did, he would be able to put someone else in SPECOPSCOM he could control.”
Again McNab didn’t reply.
“I was there,” Lammelle went on, “at Drug Cartel International when Naylor suddenly decided to help. And he even told us why. If Operation March Hare failed, that would’ve been worse for the country than if it succeeded.”
“Is that why you changed sides, Frank? For the good of the country?”
“No. I changed sides because I realized I was being used, by Clendennen, by Montvale, and—maybe especially—by Jack Powell to do something I knew was wrong. And I’m like you, I guess.”
John J. Powell was the former director of the Central Intelligence Agency. Lammelle had replaced Powell when he resigned two months previously.
“What do you mean, you’re like me?”
“I’m a simple soul who sees things in black or white. Sometimes I’m a little slow in making the distinction, but once I do, I try to act accordingly.”
McNab didn’t answer.
“Two things about Natalie . . .” Lammelle began, then added: “Why do I have a hard time using your first name?”
“It’s Bruce. Use it.”
“Two things about Natalie, Bruce. Not only does she want to keep her job, but she really believes the way to deal with Mexico—and especially with this latest outrage—is to talk about it and keep talking about it until reason prevails.
“She was willing to resign over Clendennen’s trying to swap Charley, Sweaty, and Dmitri to the Russians. But Charley waging a war in Mexico—especially with Aleksandr Pevsner—that’s something that’ll make her just as mad.”
“So you don’t think I should tell her that Charley just talked Pevsner out of snatching the Russian rezident in Mexico City? They decided to wait until they see if Ferris is hurt; then they’ll whack him.”
“Jesus Christ!”
“The trouble with what you just told me, Frank, is that it all makes sense. It just took me a little time—like a decade—to figure it out.”
“Watch your back, Bruce.”
“You, too.”