Guilt eats me alive, and right now, I don’t even know if it’s that bad to die at his hands.
Maybe I deserve it.
“My memories never came back,” he says, looking up at Luca, who’s desperately clinging to himself, despite the blood pouring from his wound. “Until that fucker found me and forced it all back in. And that’s when I finally understood the burning rage in my veins.”
Luca.
All this time, I thought Luca was the one threatening to hurt Jasmine and then his own brother.
But he was just trying to keep Liam away from me.
The gun clicks.
“Thanks for coming here, Jill. That makes things a lot easier for me.”
Oh God, what have I done?
Luca roars, snatching the knife off the ground before grabbing my sister and holding the knife over her throat. Jasmine’s shriek reverberates in my fucking bones.
“If you kill Jill, I’ll kill Jasmine,” Luca growls.
I shake my head at Luca, but he’s relentless.
“Please, don’t do this. Both of you,” Jasmine pleads.
“I’m sorry, Jasmine, but my brother leaves me no choice,” Luca says through gritted teeth.
“Let her go. Now,” Liam growls, his voice so low it makes all the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
What happened to the Liam I once knew, full of joy, full of kindness and wonder? The guy who wanted nothing more than to escape this dark and fucked-up life?
“This isn’t you,” I tell Liam. “Please, stop.”
“This is me, Jill. This is what you made of me. The old Liam you knew is dead.”
“It doesn’t have to be this way, Liam,” Luca says. “I’ll let Jasmine go when you let Jill go.”
“Don’t pretend you suddenly have feelings,” Liam bites back at him. “You don’t feel anything for Jill. Nothing compared to what I felt for Jasmine.”
Jasmine seems shocked at his admission like she didn’t know he was pining after her years ago.
“You have no fucking clue,” Luca retorts, the blade sinking into Jasmine’s skin. “I would kill for her.”
“You’d kill her own damn sister,” Liam says gruffly. “She’d never forgive you, right, Jill?”
I’m so in shock I don’t even know how to respond.
“I’d rather have her hate me for the rest of our lives than lose her.”
My eyes widen.
It feels like someone reached inside my chest and kick-started my heart.
“I’ll fucking do it,” Luca says, drawing blood. Jasmine whimpers in fear. “You know I will.”
Liam and Luca both look like lions ready to fight. Suddenly, Liam roars and throws the gun away. “Let her go!”
Fuck.
That was intense.
Luca shoves Jasmine aside, farther away from us. “Run. Hard.”
“What? No!” Jasmine shouts back. “I’m not leaving you two here with my sister.”
“Do you know why I told you to come with me? Because I used you as bait,” Luca growls, making me gasp. “He wants you.”
Jasmine shakes her head, confused. “No, I don’t care. I’m not leaving Jill.”
“Shouldn’t have done that, Luca.”
Suddenly, Liam grabs my throat and turns me around. My body dangles above the dropoff. “Someone needs to pay for my pain.”
“NO!” Luca screams.
Liam holds me up high so my feet no longer touch the ground. His grip is so strong I can’t breathe. Life ebbs away from me.
OOMPF!
Liam’s knees collapse with my throat still in his hands. I struggle against his grip, impending doom down below.
He grunts in pain, reaching for his thigh.
A knife is stuck in his flesh, blood oozing out.
His grip loosens. Too much.
I fall.
Fast.
“JILL!”
Chapter 33
Luca
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I lunge at the edge, grasping her wrist just in time before she tumbles to her death. But my own legs are halfway across the ridge, and I’m almost falling off too.
“Luca! Jill!” Jasmine’s terrified voice echoes across the ledge.
I’m holding on by a thread, my fingers interlocked with hers as I desperately try to hold on. Even as the rock begins to give way.
No matter what, I won’t let go.
“Luca!” Jill screams in panic. “Please!”
“I’ve got you!” I yell back.
“What the fuck, Luca,” Liam grunts, clearly in pain, but I don’t give a shit about him right now.
Because if Jill dies, I have nothing worth living for anymore.
“Hold on,” I growl at her, giving it my all to pull her back, but the more I pull, the more the ledge caves in. The water has eroded its stability, and with us both hanging by a single point, the ground is crumbling underneath us from our sheer weight.
Liam crawls toward me, and I throw him a look. “Don’t you fucking get close!”
I turn my head to Jill, trying one last time to pull us both up. But the earth caves in beneath me, and I fall off, holding on with just my hand now.
“Luca!” Jill squeals.
It fucking hurts, and I can feel my wrist dislocating. I won’t last long.
I look down at the only girl I ever cared about and say, “You have to climb up.”