Daria only shook her head, but the queen knew no reticence. Her voice was sharp. “Yours, naturally, Roland.”
“Mine? But that isn’t possible. I never—” Again he stopped. All became clear to him. The earl had had two months to ravish her, and doubtless he had whenever he’d wished to. God, the girl was pregnant with the Earl of Clare’s babe. He felt a wrenching pain in his gut. He felt a spurt of hatred so strong for the man he nearly choked on it. And Daria hadn’t told him, hadn’t even hinted at it, damn her. He wanted to strike her; he wanted to yell and strike himself. Instead, he drew a deep breath and said to the king, “If you would forgive us for a moment, sire, I would like to speak to Daria in private. As you and the queen have guessed, I hadn’t realized any of this. She hadn’t told me a thing. Daria, come outside.”
She obeyed him instantly, her head down, pale as death, the queen thought, watching the couple leave the tent, as if she were going to her execution.
The king stared after the man he’d known for six years, the man who’d worked for him tirelessly in the Holy Land, risking his life with every breath he took, with every word he spoke in Arabic, the man he trusted with his life.
He turned to his wife. “There is some sort of problem here, Eleanor?”
The queen looked as confused as her spouse. “I didn’t mention her pregnancy to her, Edward; the child isn’t a wife, after all, and I had no wish to embarrass her. I assumed she knew she was with child, assumed that Roland was her lover. She conceived the child about two months ago, I’d say. It’s very odd. She didn’t know she was with child. Evidently she’d known no illness, no vomiting.”
“Not so very odd,” the King said. He leaned over and kissed his wife. He laid his hand on her swelled belly. “Do you not remember our first babe, Eleanor? One of your women who suggested to you that you might be with child. You didn’t know, hadn’t guessed.”
“You’re right, dear lord. By the saints, whatever will we do? I had no idea both of them were ignorant of the fact.”
“They will wed, as is fitting. They are both of the proper rank, they are both young and of good health, and you said the girl cares for him.”
“She loves him.”
The king waved that consideration away. “Roland will come about. He has no choice and he isn’t a cruel man or an unjust one. She is a lady and he will wed her. She is also an heiress, and she will bring him sufficient dowry to buy the land and keep he wishes in Cornwall. A good solution. I’ve worried about him and his future. In the near future I might even raise him to the rank of his sour-natured brother, the Earl of Blackheath.”
The queen was chewing over the more romantic side of the situation. “The girl loves him more than—why, I cannot think of a good comparison, my lord, save to say that she loves Roland de Tournay as much as I do you, husband.”
“Ah, well, that is sufficient, I should think,” the king said, and sat back in his chair with satisfaction.
Outside the tent, Roland saw the several dozen soldiers posted around the royal tent and knew that he must contain his anger. He jerked her along with him, feeling her resistance. At the perimeter of the royal encampment, he paused and turned to her. Words and curses and confusion all whirled about in his mind, but he contented himself with, “Speak, Daria.”
“I don’t understand how the queen—Perhaps she is mistaken, because I haven’t felt ill or—It must be very complicated—”
“Being with child is the simplest thing in the world. All that’s required is that a man plow a woman, nothing more, not a single blessed thing.”
“I didn’t know, I tell you. I suppose the queen recognized signs in me that I hadn’t noticed. I haven’t been very aware of things, Roland. A prisoner isn’t, you know.”
His hold tightened on her arm and she winced but made no sound. He shook her. “All right, you didn’t know you carried a babe. Now you do know. It’s true, isn’t it? Have you had no monthly flow? Have your breasts swelled?”
She shook her head. He wouldn’t stop; she knew him well enough to realize he would keep questioning her, keep pounding at her, until she told him the truth. Ah, the truth. That was the only thing he wouldn’t believe. He had no memory of that night. What was she to do?
“Very well. Now, you will not lie to me. It will do neither of us any good. The earl had you, didn’t he, took you before I got back to rescue you? Did he rape you when he first caught up with you? I thought that he would take you, for there was no priest to try to hold him back from going to your bed. It is his babe you carry. Why didn’t you tell me he’d ravished you? Why? You know I still would have rescued you if you’d wished it.”
“The earl didn’t force me,” she said, her voice low and dull.
He cursed and stomped away from her. He yelled at her over his shoulder, “Damn you, Daria. A female is born with lies in her mouth, just waiting for a gullible male to come along. More fool I. By all the saints, I will take you back to the Earl of Clare this very night. You said he didn’t force you. Therefore you were willing. No wonder you left me in Wrexham. You couldn’t before, but then I was too ill to know what you were about.” He smote his forehead with his palm. “Will I never cease being a fool?”
“Evidently not.”
He turned on her then, fury radiating from him. “There was no need for you to escape with me this second time, at least none that I can think of. He must have taken you until you were well used to it. Unless you wanted me to punish him? I cannot fathom your mind, curse you. Tell me why you escaped with me. Why?”
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“The earl didn’t ravish me, nor did I give myself to him willingly. He made a vow that he wouldn’t touch me until we were wedded, and he kept it. I believe he was quite proud of himself that he didn’t break his oath. It’s not his child that grows in me.”
Roland could but stare at her. He’d believed her guileless, candid, faultless as a child. But she wasn’t a child. She was a woman and she was with child. Whose could it be? He’d been with her constantly, save when he’d been ill in Wrexham. If the earl had forced her, why didn’t she admit it? Did she think he would blame her for that whoreson’s violence? When he’d come to rescue her that second time, he’d fought the knowledge that the earl had raped her, for it had made no sense to him that he wouldn’t have. But she was claiming that he hadn’t taken her. He shook his head.
“Then who took you?”
She looked at him straightly. The time for deception was long over, as was the time for protecting him from the knowledge of what he’d done. He wanted the truth; very well, then, he would have it. “You did.”
She winced as he laughed, even though she wasn’t surprised at his reaction. He marveled aloud, “Such a lie as that can never work, Daria. A man knows when he takes a woman. It isn’t something that passes unheeded like a belch. When is this babe of yours to arrive?”