I jerked.
“Shh,” she said again. “Let me. Trust me.”
I did trust her, but tension filled me.
She moved her lips from my cock and began to work it with her hand. She withdrew her other hand from the crease of my ass and wet it with her tongue. Slowly, that hand drifted down to where it had been.
Still tense. Still afraid.
But again her soft voice. “Take it back, Talon. Take your body back. It was never theirs. It’s yours, and it’s mine.”
And she gently probed through the tight rim of muscle.
I gasped.
“Easy,” she said. “Getting through that ring of muscle is the hardest part.”
I’d said the same words to her.
Her voice soothed me as I eased the tension from my muscles. Determination surged through me, determination to do what she had asked. To take my body back. To give in to the pleasure.
“Let yourself go. Let this feel good,” she said.
I lifted my neck, keeping my eyes open, so I could watch her, to know that it was her.
Needed to know it was her.
She worked farther in, still pumping my cock with her other hand.
I was still hard, still wanted her so goddamned much.
And as I watched her, her steely blue eyes fixed upon me, her gentle hands working parts of my body, I began to relax.
I began to feel pleasure.
“That’s it,” she said. “It’s me. Always me. No one but me. And I love you. I love you so much.”
My breath caught, and I leaned back onto the pillow, closing my eyes.
Her mouth replaced her hand on my shaft, and she continued to probe my ass as she sucked me.
Oh my God. So fucking good.
When my balls bunched up and the tiny convulsions started, I groaned. “I’m going to come, baby. I want you to swallow all of me. Swallow me, baby. Make me yours.”
And when I climaxed, and she lapped up all of my essence, I finally, finally…let go.
* * *
We woke together the next morning, sunlight streaming in through my window, Roger nestled at her feet.
She looked up at me as I stroked her soft cheek.
“Okay?” she asked.
“Better than okay. This was the first night we slept all night together.”
She smiled. “And nothing bad happened.”