CHAPTER ONE
JESS PULLED UP in front of the grand old manor house and shut off the engine of her rental four-by-four, suddenly wondering whether she had just made an enormous mistake. But what choice had she had? The hotel she’d booked for the conference near by would be occupied by someone else now that the research symposium was over, and she was meant to be meeting her best friend, Lara, here. If she managed to fly in from skiing in the Alps as planned, that was. She didn’t have many options for finding somewhere to stay in York three days before Christmas. And driving home wasn’t an option: the news was full of stories about the gridlock in the south of the country, and the impassability of even the motorways.
At least she’d had enough foresight to reserve a car well suited to Yorkshire in the winter, and so she’d driven it to their destination, deep in the moors, and now could only hope that her best friend’s plane was going to be able to land, and that she’d get here before the blizzard that had suddenly taken meteorologists by surprise reached the north of the country.
She checked her phone to see if she had a message from Lara, but there was nothing. No signal. She was going to have to log on to the Wi-Fi in the house and check her messages to find out whether her friend had managed to get on a plane before the flights were all cancelled. Otherwise this was going to be a lonely weekend. And if the travel reports were to be believed, a lonely Christmas as well. Her parents’ town in the south of England was already a couple of feet deep in snow, and the news was full of warnings not to try to travel.
A pre-Christmas getaway in a country manor, courtesy of her BFF’s social media queen career, had seemed like the perfect way to prepare herself for the trauma of a family Christmas. And if she had fantasised about a series of events—adverse weather conditions, perhaps, a freak blizzard—making it impossible for her to return to the stultifying atmosphere at her parents’ house, it had been just that—fantasy.
She hadn’t really believed when she’d booked her mid-December conference and her weekend with Lara that she would end up missing Christmas with her parents for the first time.
Any time she’d contemplated not going home before, she’d imagined the heartbreak on her mum’s face when she’d have to tell her, and it had been enough to kill the fantasy. At least this way she could tell her mum that there had been nothing that she could do about it. And she would go home as soon as the roads were clear.
She wasn’t a monster. She was just...relieved.
The annual torture of a ‘family’ Christmas had been cursed ever since her sister died when Jess had been fourteen, and her sister only eleven. And then her parents’ marriage had died along with her. Not that they were willing to declare it dead. The prospect of Christmas overshadowed everything, from the moment she pulled on her first black tights of the autumn, until she escaped back to her own home the day after Boxing Day. New Year had always been the beacon at the end of the holiday season, the light at the end of the tunnel that had got her through the trying week before. And Lara had always been her partner in crime, always known the most exclusive parties or hot new restaurants. Something to break her out of the sadness imposed by her parents.
She cracked open the car door and shivered. Good thing that she was kitted out for a Yorkshire winter. Her conference packing had included full thermals underneath and a long down coat on top, and she regretted nothing about her decisions. She grabbed the coat now and searched on her phone for the access instructions she’d screenshot back when she’d had phone signal.
Someone should be at the house to welcome you. However, if there’s no one available to greet you, use the key safe...
Blah-blah-blah...
Well, there were no other cars or tyre tracks in the snow, so unless someone had walked here through the woods she was all alone. She shifted the leather holdall from the passenger seat of the four-by-four and ventured out of the safe warmth of the car.
The door to the house was grand and imposing, a huge arch of dark wood towering above her head. The key safe was tucked discreetly into a corner of the church-like porch, and she keyed in the code with rapidly numbing fingers.
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The door opened into the hallway of all her Hogwarts dreams—dark wood panelling and exposed stone everywhere she looked. A staircase eight feet wide and gloriously uneven rose along one wall, leading to a gallery that traversed the other two sides of the hall. Decked out for Christmas, the house shone. Fairy lights wove through boughs of greenery draped along balustrades and bannisters, LED candles covered the huge sideboard. A fire was laid in an inglenook fireplace so large she could comfortably sleep in it, and at the centre a tree that must have topped twenty feet, rising through two storeys of ancient house to the rafters above. Lara had seriously undersold this place. But then, with her life of luxury goods arriving unsolicited on her doorstep in the hope of a mention on her social media channels, perhaps Lara had grown accustomed to this sort of grandeur.
Good job she was here to keep her friend down to earth, Jess reflected. She hunted down the welcome pack from the owner of the house and found a folder on a sideboard with the all-important Wi-Fi code.
She tapped it into her phone and synced her messaging app, but there was nothing from Lara yet. There was still a chance she could get here tomorrow, she supposed, though as she checked her weather app she felt a sinking sensation. The roads were bad. And getting worse by the hour. In all the excitement of missing her nightmare family Christmas, she hadn’t really considered that if Lara didn’t get here she would be in this huge old house—looking a little spookier, now that she thought of it—completely alone, in the middle of the Yorkshire moors.
She traipsed through to the kitchen and cracked the door of the industrial walk-in fridge. A full Christmas dinner was ready for the oven—a turkey the size of a light aircraft, with all the trimmings. The owners of the house clearly had no interest in skimping on Lara’s stay. Either they had more money than they knew what to do with, or they were blowing the last of their marketing budget on the hopes of a business-changing endorsement from Lara.
Who wasn’t here yet.
Given the fact that they were paying to let someone stay here over Christmas, rather than charging through the nose for it, she was going to go ahead and assume it was the latter option. Which meant if Lara didn’t make it, their big gamble was a bust. She felt a twinge of sadness if that meant someone losing their livelihood.
She knew what it was like to have only a tenuous hold on your income. It wasn’t as if she hadn’t known going in that academia was a notoriously insecure profession. But her research into the cancer that had taken her sister from her was important enough to make it worth it.
She and every other academic in their twenties and thirties were scrambling to secure a handful of permanent, secure research positions. And then out of the blue, at the York conference, she’d landed a job offer. But one that would mean uprooting her life, and moving hundreds of miles away from her parents—which would devastate them. They had already lost one daughter, and they liked to keep her close.
But, of course, she could be massively overthinking this and the house and the decadent contents of its fridge might be owned by some faceless venture capitalist who didn’t give a damn about anything other than it turning a reasonable profit.
Eventually, as she explored the house, peeking round doorways and opening cupboards, a message from Lara pinged.
Sorry, battery died. Still at airport in Geneva. They’re telling us no flights landing in UK until Boxing Day. Don’t hate me? Merry Xmas?!
So, it was official. She was stranded, alone, for Christmas, in a house that had probably accumulated centuries’ worth of ghosts. She looked around the place and suddenly the flickering faux candlelight, with it shadows and dark corners, was more sinister than charming.
A glance at the window confirmed that it had been snowing heavily in the time that she’d been exploring, and the light was fading fast. Even if she had been having second thoughts, and her parents’ awkwardly silent Christmas had started to seem more appealing, it was too late to change her mind. She had no doubt that the roads that had seemed a little dicey a couple of hours ago would be completely impassable by now.
The overhead lights in the kitchen flickered, and she narrowed her eyes. If those ghosts were even thinking of coming out to play, she was going to have to...sit here and let them? Oh, she was an idiot, she told herself. She had walked straight into horror movie territory—willingly. And all for the sake of pretty content for Lara’s social media feeds. She was every terrible millennial cliché.
A deafening peal of bells sounded at the same time as the lights cut, and she was left in darkness, the only light from the flickering candles on the sideboard. Before she had a chance to decide just how terrified she was, the bells pealed again, and she realised the sound was coming from the direction of the front door.
She turned the huge iron handle reluctantly, knowing that this was the point in the movie at which she would be yelling at the heroine not to be so stupid. As the hulking great door cracked open, a gust of snow and ice rushed at her, pricking goose bumps all over her skin. Just as she had decided that this was a terrible idea, and she should bolt the door and find the nearest duvet to hide under, a heavy weight crashed against her and took the matter out of her hands. She staggered backwards as a tall, stubbled man with reddish-brown curls sprawled on the floor at her feet and started melting snow all over the mat.
Jess stepped away from him in alarm, but really, sprawled out on the floor he didn’t look all that frightening. He looked pretty vulnerable, actually. And cold. Really, really cold. He was shivering violently, huge, racking shakes coursing through his body. His jeans were soaked through above his boots, and his face was pale above the beard.
‘Need...to...warm...up,’ he said through chattering teeth. It was snowing hard, the temperature well below freezing. Leaving him on the doorstep would be effectively leaving him to die. She’d no choice but to let him in, but she would keep the fire irons handy, just in case. Except, he didn’t seem to be moving. At least, not very effectively.
‘You need a hand there?’
She took the grunt and subsequent lack of movement as a Yes, please, I’d be ever so grateful, slipped a hand under each armpit and heaved.
Between them, they somehow got him far enough inside that she could slam the door shut and forestall the snowdrift accumulating on the doormat. He lay on the ground, still racked by those shivers, but not otherwise moving, and she realised she was going to have to do something more proactive than just watch him die from hypothermia in front of her.
She gave him the look-over from head to toe again and realised that the wet clothes would have to go first. And the wettest part of him was his jeans. She grabbed a couple of candles from the sideboard and ran quickly to the kitchen to stick the kettle on the mercifully hot plate of the Aga. Then stopped again on her way back to light the fire in the great hall and collect the fur throws from the backs of the chairs. She had no idea if it would make a difference in a room this size, but she also had no idea whether the heating would be working with the power outage, and it would surely be better than doing nothing. When she got back to him, he was reaching for his boots with little success. She grabbed the first and pulled, nearly falling on her butt when it slid from his foot without the satisfying pop that she’d been expecting. The second went just as quickly, which left the prospect of wrestling this man—at least a foot taller and quite possibly a hundred per cent heavier than her—out of wet jeans. There was no place in this situation for either of them to fully maintain their dignity, but she didn’t fancy sharing this old house with a corpse, so what choice did she have?
She closed her eyes and reached under his jacket for the button for his fly. He batted her hands away immediately, then tried to do the job himself with clumsy fingers.
‘I’m sorry, but we need to get your wet clothes off you and warm you up. I’m not exactly thrilled about this either.’ She pinned his arm under one knee as she tried again—eyes open this time.
The button slid reluctantly through the hole and she breathed a sigh of relief as the zip slid all the way down without catching on anything. It was only when she had the jeans undone that she realised she had no idea how she was going to achieve this next part of the operation. She reached for the fabric on either side of his hips and tugged, but the trousers went nowhere, weighed down by the considerable bulk of his body.
‘A little help here?’ she suggested, shoving him none too gently in the side. He lifted his hips, just enough for her to be able to pull the wet denim down to his ankles and then off completely.
CHAPTER TWO
WARM.
That was all he needed. To feel warm again. And to sleep. He was so tired. Stupid heading out into the snow rather than coming straight here. Stupid. Should have known better. Did know better.
He just needed warmth. And sleep.
The woman who’d opened the door was tucking blankets around him and muttering something about finding a phone. He tried to speak. To tell her he just needed to sleep. But the sounds that emerged didn’t resemble words. Lara. Was that her name? She was gone anyway. His legs were starting to feel like they belonged to him again. If he cracked an eyelid he could see his jeans in a puddle of snow melt so he closed his eyes. Tried not to think, to remember how they got there.
The fire was burning in the grate, but it was too far to feel the lick of the heat from its flames. He tried to sit, but found his body simply wouldn’t obey. Closing his eyes again, he was blissfully heavy, sinking into the floor. He wanted so badly to give in to it. To sleep for days. But the warmth of the room was starting to clear the ice from his brain, and he remembered that sleep was bad in these situations. He tried to snap himself back to consciousness but settled on woozy.
The woman was talking in the other room but he could only hear one side of the conversation and guessed that she had called 999. No chance. The roads would be blocked for hours. No way a chopper could land. Didn’t need an ambulance anyway, just needed to be closer to the fire.