I snorted.
“It doesn’t really matter, because I’m not planning to go.”
Vidal raised his eyebrows.
“Don’t tell me you’re not a skeptic like I am and that you want to reach the marriage bed pure of heart and loins. That you’re an immaculate soul eagerly awaiting that magic moment when true love will lead you to the discovery of a joint ecstasy of flesh and inner being, blessed by the Holy Spirit, thus enabling you to populate the world with creatures who bear your family name and their mother’s eyes—that saintly woman, a paragon of virtue and modesty in whose company you will enter the doors of heaven under the benevolent gaze of the Baby Jesus.”
“I was not going to say that.”
“I’m glad, because it’s possible, and I stress possible, that such a moment may never come: you may not fall in love, you may not be able to or you may not wish to give your whole life to anyone, and, like me, you may turn forty-five one day and realize that you’re no longer young and you have never found a choir of cupids with lyres or a bed of white roses leading to the altar. The only revenge left for you then will be to steal from life the pleasure of firm and passionate flesh—a pleasure that evaporates faster than good intentions and is the nearest thing to heaven you will find in this stinking world where everything decays, beginning with beauty and ending with memory.”
I allowed a solemn pause by way of silent ovation. Vidal was a keen operagoer and had picked up the tempo and style of the great arias. He never missed his appointment with Puccini in the Liceo family box. He was one of the few—not counting the poor souls crammed together in the gods—who went there to listen to the music he loved so much, music that tended to inspire the grandiloquent speeches with which at times he regaled me, as he did that day.
“What?” asked Vidal defiantly.
“That last paragraph rings a bell.”
I had caught him red-handed. He sighed and nodded.
“It’s from Murder in the Liceo,” admitted Vidal. “The final scene where Miranda LaFleur shoots the wicked marquis who has broken her heart by betraying her during one night of passion in the nuptial suite of Hotel Colón, in the arms of the tsar’s spy Svetlana Ivanova.”
“That’s what I thought. You couldn’t have made a better choice. It’s your most outstanding novel, Don Pedro.”
Vidal smiled at the compliment and considered whether or not to light another cigarette.
“Which doesn’t mean there isn’t some truth in what I say,” he concluded.
Vidal sat on the windowsill, but not without first placing a handkerchief on it so as to avoid soiling his classy trousers. I saw that his Hispano-Suiza was parked below,
on the corner of Calle Princesa. The chauffeur, Manuel, was polishing the chrome with a rag as if it were a sculpture by Rodin. Manuel had always reminded me of my father; they were men of the same generation who had suffered too much misfortune and whose memories were written on their faces. I had heard some of the servants at Villa Helius say that Manuel Sagnier had done a long stretch in prison and that when he’d come out he had endured hardship for years because nobody would offer him a job except as a stevedore, unloading sacks and crates on the docks, a job for which by then he no longer had the requisite youth or health. Rumor had it that one day Manuel, risking his life, had saved Vidal from being run over by a tram. In gratitude, Pedro Vidal, having heard of the poor man’s dire situation, offered him a job and the possibility of moving, with his wife and daughter, into a small apartment above the Villa Helius coach house. He assured him that little Cristina would study with the same tutors who came every day to his father’s house on Avenida Pearson to teach the cubs of the Vidal dynasty, and Manuel’s wife could work as seamstress to the family. He had been thinking of buying one of the first automobiles that were soon to appear for sale in Barcelona and if Manuel would agree to take instructions in the art of driving and forget the trap and the wagon, Vidal would be needing a chauffeur, because in those days gentlemen didn’t lay their hands on combustion machines or any other device with gaseous exhaust. Manuel, naturally, accepted. Following his rescue from penury, the official version assured us all, Manuel Sagnier and his family felt blind devotion for Vidal, eternal champion of the dispossessed. I didn’t know whether to believe this story or to attribute it to the long string of legends woven around the image of the benevolent aristocrat that Vidal cultivated. Sometimes it seemed as if all that remained for him to do was to appear wrapped in a halo before some orphaned shepherdess.
“You’ve got that rascally look about you, the one you get when you’re harboring wicked thoughts,” Vidal remarked. “What are you scheming?”
“Nothing. I was thinking about how kind you are, Don Pedro.”
“At your age and in your position, cynicism opens no doors.”
“That explains everything.”
“Go on, say hello to good old Manuel. He’s always asking after you.”
I looked out the window, and when he saw me the driver, who always treated me like a gentleman and not like the bumpkin I was, waved up at me. I returned the greeting. Sitting on the passenger seat was his daughter, Cristina, a creature of pale skin and well-defined lips who was a couple of years older than me and had taken my breath away ever since I saw her the first time Vidal invited me to visit Villa Helius.
“Don’t stare at her so much, you’ll break her,” mumbled Vidal behind my back.
I turned round and met with the Machiavellian face that Vidal reserved for matters of the heart and other noble parts of the body.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Never a truer word spoken,” replied Vidal. “So, what are you going to do about tonight?”
I read the note once again and hesitated.
“Do you frequent this type of venue, Don Pedro?”
“I haven’t paid for a woman since I was fifteen years old and then, technically, it was my father who paid,” replied Vidal without bragging. “But don’t look a gift horse in the mouth …”
“I don’t know, Don Pedro …”