"Yeah, let's see what we've got."
CHAPTER TWENTY
It was a rambling and rather pitiful video journal. A year in a man's life when that life shatters into pieces and begins to fall away from the core.
Eve supposed Mira would have called it a cry for help.
He referred to his mother a dozen times or more. His true love, whom he canonized in one entry and vilified in the next.
She was a saint. She was a whore.
The one thing Eve was certain of at the end was that she had been a burden, one that Simon had never shirked, and never understood.
Every Christmas she had re-boxed and re-wrapped the gold cuff bracelet she had purchased for her husband, engraved with the words "My True Love," and placed it under the tree for the man who had left her and her young son. And every Christmas she had told her son that his father would be there on Christmas morning.
For a long time, he believed her.
For a longer time, he allowed her to believe.
Then on Christmas Eve the year before, sick of it, revolted by the men she let use her, he'd smashed the box and destroyed her illusion.
And she hanged herself with the pretty garland her son had strung around the tree.
"Not a cheerful seasonal tale," Roarke murmured. "Poor bastard."
"A lousy childhood's not an excuse to rape and murder."
"No, it's not. But it's a root. We grow our own way, Eve, one choice leading to another."
"And the choices we make we're responsible for." She dug out an evidence bag and held it open. After a moment, Roarke ejected the disc and dropped it inside.
Taking out her communicator, Eve called McNab.
"No luck on his hidey-hole, Dallas. I traced the father. He relocated to Nexus Station nearly thirty years ago. Got a second wife, two kids, grandchildren. I've got data if you want to contact."
"What's the point?" she murmured. "I've got a video diary from Simon's place. The crime scene techs and the sweepers missed it. I'll transmit to EDD. Go in and file it, will you, McNab? Then you're off duty. Relay that same status to Peabody. Both of you remain on call as long as subject is at large."
"That's affirmative. Hey, he's got to come out sometime, Dallas. Then we'll have him."
"Right. Go hang your stocking, McNab. Let's hope we all get what we want for Christmas. Dallas out."
Roarke watched her pocket the communicator. "You're too hard on yourself, Eve."
"He'll have to move tonight. He'll need to move. And he's the only one who knows where. And who." She turned back to the closet. "He's got his clothes organized -- color, fabric. Even more obsessive about it than you."
"I see nothing obsessive with organizing your wardrobe."
"Yeah, especially if you own two hundred black silk shirts. Wouldn't want to pull out the wrong one and make a fashion faux pas."
"I take that to mean you didn't buy me a black silk shirt for Christmas."
She glanced over her shoulder, grimaced. "I kind of messed up on the shopping. I didn't understand the deal until Feeney pointed out you're supposed to buy in bulk for a spouse. I've just got this one thing."
He tucked his tongue in his cheek. "Do I get a hint?"
"No, you're too good at puzzles." She looked back in the closet. "So puzzle this. You've got shirts and trousers here, white to cream to whatever this color is."
"I'd say taupe."