“Jealous men, angry men?”
He lifted a brow. “Do you mean someone might have killed her because she wouldn’t give him what he wanted? Needed?” His eyes stayed steady on hers. “It’s a thought. A man could do a great deal of damage to a woman for that, if he wanted or needed badly enough. Then again, I haven’t killed you. Yet.”
“This is a murder investigation, Roarke. Don’t get cute with me.”
“Cute?” He stunned them both by flinging the half-empty snifter across the room. Glass shattered on the wall, liquor sprayed. “You come bursting in here, without warning, without invitation, and expect me to sit cooperatively, like a trained dog, while you interrogate me? You ask me questions about Yvonne, a woman I cared for, and expect me to cheerfully answer them while you imagine me in bed with her.”
She’d seen his temper spurt and flash before. She usually preferred it to his icy control. But at the moment her nerves had shattered along with the glass. “It’s not personal, and it’s not an interrogation. It’s a consultation with a useful source. I’m doing my job.”
“This has nothing to do with your job, and we both know it. If there’s even a germ of belief in you that I had anything to do with slitting the throats of those two women, then I’ve made even a bigger mistake than I’d imagined. If you want to poke holes in me, Lieutenant, do it on your own time, not mine.” He scooped her recorder off the desk and tossed it to her. “Next time, bring a warrant.”
“I’m trying to eliminate you completely.”
“Haven’t you done that already?” He moved back behind his desk and sat wearily. “Get out. I’m done with this.”
She was surprised she didn’t stumble on her way to the door, the way her heart was pounding and her knees were shaking. She fought for breath as she reached for it. At the desk, Roarke cursed himself for a fool and hit the button to engage the locks. Damn her, and damn himself, but she wasn’t walking out on him.
He was opening his mouth to speak when she turned, inches from t
he door. There was fury on her face now. “All right. Goddamn it, all right, you win. I’m miserable. Isn’t that what you want? I can’t sleep, I can’t eat. It’s like something’s broken inside me, and I can barely do my job. Happy now?”
He felt the first tingle of relief loosen the fist around his heart. “Should I be?”
“I’m here, aren’t I? I’m here because I couldn’t stay away anymore.” Dragging at the chain under her shirt, she strode to him. “I’m wearing the damn thing.”
He glanced at the diamond she thrust in his face. It flashed at him, full of fire and secrets. “As I said, it suits you.”
“A lot you know,” she muttered and swung around. “It makes me feel like an idiot. This whole thing makes me feel like an idiot. So fine; I’ll be an idiot. I’ll move in here. I’ll tolerate that insulting robot you call a butler. I’ll wear diamonds. Just don’t—” She broke, covering her face as the sobs took over. “I can’t take this anymore.”
“Don’t. For Christ’s sake, don’t cry.”
“I’m just tired.” She rocked herself for comfort. “I’m just tired, that’s all.”
“Call me names.” He rose, shaken and more than a little terrified by the storm of weeping. “Throw something. Take a swing at me.”
She jerked back when he reached for her. “Don’t. I need a minute when I’m making a fool of myself.”
Ignoring her, he gathered her close. She pulled back twice, was brought back firmly against him. Then, in a desperate move, her arms came around him, clutched. “Don’t go away.” She pressed her face to his shoulder. “Don’t go away.”
“I’m not going anywhere.” Gently, he stroked her back, cradled her head. Was there anything more astounding or more frightening to a man, he wondered, than a strong woman in tears? “I’ve been right here all along. I love you, Eve, almost more than I can stand.”
“I need you. I can’t help it. I don’t want to.”
“I know.” He eased back, tucking a hand under her chin to lift her face to his. “We’re going to have to deal with it.” He kissed one wet cheek, then the other. “I really can’t do without you.”
“You told me to go.”
“I locked the door.” His lips curved a little before they brushed over hers. “If you’d waited a few more hours, I would have come to you. I was sitting here tonight, trying to talk myself out of it and not having any luck. Then you stalked in. I was perilously close to getting on my knees.”
“Why?” She touched his face. “You could have anyone. You probably have.”
“Why?” He tilted his head. “That’s a tricky one. Could it be your serenity, your quiet manner, your flawless fashion sense?” It did his heart good to see her quick, amused grin. “No, I must be thinking of someone else. It must be your courage, your absolute dedication to balancing scales, that restless mind, and that sweet corner of your heart that pushes you to care so much about so many.”
“That’s not me.”
“Oh, but it is you, darling Eve.” He touched his lips to hers. “Just as that taste is you, the smell, the look, the sound. You’ve undone me. We’ll talk,” he murmured, brushing his thumbs over drying tears. “We’ll figure out a way to make this work for both of us.”
She drew in a shuddering breath. “I love you.” And let it out. “God.”