I shove him as hard as I can and get away from him. I’m so thankful that Levi wasn’t there to witness that. I can’t believe that I trusted Zack. Damn, Levi was right. I knew that I should have been honest with him. But, it’s best that he doesn’t know what happen.
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I can’t breathe after Levi hangs up on me. He knows. I was calling him to find out where he was, and he knew that Zack kissed me. Tears are in my eyes. I broke Levi’s heart. He trusted me, and I shattered it.
Anger builds up in me, like nothing I’ve felt before. I know that it is going to be bad, but it has to happen. I walk through the party, searching for Marley. I find some of Trevor’s friends and ask where he is. They tell me that he’s upstairs. I don’t care if they are having sex. I need Trevor and Marley.
Finally, I find them. Thankfully, they weren’t having sex. I can’t hold back the tears. Trevor catches me as I collapse on the floor. Marley keeps asking me what is wrong, but I can’t answer. It feels like my heart is being ripped out of my chest. Levi is my everything and I can’t believe that I did this.
“Pres, tell me what happened?” Trevor is holding me tightly.
I’m finally able to tell them what happened and once the tears dry, the anger returns.
“Man, I know that face. You’re gonna kill someone.”
I nod at Trevor and stand up in search for Zack. I run down the stairs, and I hear Trevor and Marley behind me. I see him in the middle of the room talking to some guys.
“You fucking jerk!” I ball my fist and clock him right in the nose. I know it breaks, because I hear the crack and see the blood flow. “He broke up with me because of you. You were supposed to be my friend!” I shout at the top of my lungs. Trevor grabs my arms as I lunge for Zack again.
“Let it go, Pres. Come on.”
I shrug Trevor off of me and get right in front of Zack as he grips his nose. “Don’t you ever come around me again. I hate you.”
I can’t even think as Trevor and Marley get me home. I don’t want anyone around me, and I tell them that I will call them later. I wait until they are gone, and then grab my keys and jump in my car. I hope that Levi will be at his apartment, and I race over there as fast as I can.
Nichols answers the door.
“Where is he?”
“He isn’t here, Pres. I swear.”
“Then tell me, please.” My voice is shaking, and I can feel the tears in my eyes. Nichols looks down to the ground.
“Pres, I really don’t know where he is. I’m sorry.”
I nod and head back outside. Where would Levi go? My first thought is Victor, but I look at my watch, and I know it’s too late. A wave of nausea hits when I wonder if he is with Sunny. Oh God, I just have this feeling that he might be there. I head over to her place and pray that I won’t find him there, doing something that I don’t even want to think about.
I pull up to her home, and I take a deep breath. I can’t believe that I’m doing this, but I need my Levi. I walk up to her door and knock. I feel lightheaded, praying Levi isn’t here.
“Yeah?” Sunny opens the door in a very short skirt and a shirt that’s two sizes too small. “Oh, you.”
“Is…Is Levi here?” My voice is shaky.
“Levi? No, why?” She puts her hands on her hips and sly smile comes across her face. “Oh, did something happen in paradise?”
“Please Sunny.” I hate that I’m begging. I’m begging Levi’s Bunny.
She sighs. “He isn’t here, I promise, and I don’t know where he is.”
Tears escape my eyes and the one thing I thought would never happen, actually happened. Sunny steps out and hugs me.
“I know Levi and he loves you more than anything. Whatever happened, just give him some time to calm down.” She releases me and gives me a small smile. I nod and head back to my car.
I need to at least make sure he is okay. I drive back to my apartment and go inside. I begin to send him text messages. Asking where he is? Telling him I love him. Telling him that Zack and I are nothing. Over and over, I keep sending texts. I sob harder each time I hit send. I finally crawl into bed and cry myself to sleep.
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The next morning, my body aches and my head is pounding. There is still no word from Levi. There are only a few t