“Yes, there is,” Rarev purred in her ear. He was behind her, running his hands up and down the sides of her body now. “It’s because if I look into your gorgeous blue eyes while I fuck you, I’m afraid I won’t be able to stop myself from bonding you to me. You’re too beautiful, Emilia—I won’t be able to resist taking you all the way if I look at you full in the face.”
This confession took Em by surprise and touched her. She well remembered how intense their connection had been the night before when they were staring into each other’s eyes as the big Monstrum tasted her. She had never felt such an intense intimacy with any other lover and it was clear now that Rarev felt it too…and he didn’t trust himself to look too deeply into her eyes while he made love to her for fear that he would lose himself and do what he had vowed not to.
“I understand,” she murmured, facing front again. “Then…when do we begin?”
“Now,” he growled softly. “Just relax, Emilia, and let me get you warmed up.”
“I’m already warmed up,” Em told him. Which was the absolute truth—the dose of Bonding Fluid she’d had from his spines had her so worked up she thought she’d never felt so needy before. She was so wet her juices were dripping down her thighs—which was both embarrassing and arousing.
But Rarev only purred in her ear,
“Not as warm as I want you to be.” And then his velvety hands were exploring her body, first over the wrap dress and then—after he loosened the sash at her waist—under it as well.
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Em threw back her head and moaned unsteadily as his big, warm, velvety hands roved over her body. Rarev had removed her dress entirely by this time and she was totally naked, but she no longer felt any self-consciousness or shame—there was no room for such emotions when she could feel him behind her, stroking her with that velvet touch and purring in her ear that he loved the way she looked, the way she felt, the way her body responded to his…
“So fucking beautiful, my l’eeja,” he growled as he stroked down her spine and then reached around to cup her breasts and pinch her tight nipples. “And so responsive. Tell me, are you ready to feel my shaft inside you now?”
“Yes,” Em gasped. She widened her stance, her knees spread wide on the mattress as she leaned forward against the crystal dome. She had forgotten they were being watched—forgotten they were “putting on a show” for the Rigellens. For her, at this moment, there was no one else in the entire universe except for Rarev and she wanted to give the big Monstrum Commander anything he demanded of her.
“Hold still then, sweetheart,” he purred in her ear. “Tilt your hips back and spread your pussy wide for me.”
Trembling with need, Em did as he commanded.
Every other time in her life that she’d ever had sex, she had never been able to stay completely in the moment. She was always thinking of work or some chore she’d left undone. But not now—now she was completely out of her own head and into the flow of what was taking place. She had never felt so exposed and yet so erotic—it was as though for once in her life she was a purely sexual creature with only one purpose in mind—to be bred by the male she so desperately needed.
She felt the warm, blunt head of his massive shaft slide between her pussy lips and bit back a cry as it bumped over her aching clit. Then Rarev drew back and slid forward again, again rubbing over her swollen button. Was he doing this on purpose? Was he trying to make her go mad with need, Em wondered?
“Please!” she moaned, begging shamelessly. “Please, Rarev—please, my L’eej—I need you in me!”
“Slowly, sweetheart,” Rarev purred in her ear. “We cannot rush this. I must spread enough of my pre-seed inside your pussy to help you open for me. You have such a tiny entrance and I am a very large intruder.”
Em knew he was right—she’d seen the size and the girth of his cock herself—but her body was crying out to be filled and it was terribly difficult to wait. She moaned again as the broad, blunt head finally found her entrance. But still Rarev didn’t thrust all the way in. Instead he slowly entered her, pressing gently in and out for a few shallow strokes before he finally allowed the entire head to enter her pussy mouth.
Em moaned and squeezed her internal muscles, welcoming him inside.
“More!” she begged, unable to believe how shameless she was being and yet unable to help herself. “Please, Rarev—I need more.”
“Mmmm, all right my l’eeja, I’ll give you more,” he purred. “But remember, we must go slowly and I have to stop before my Knot enters you. Are you ready to be filled with my shaft?”