I guess I’m not feeling safe no matter the danger just yet…because I know that because I love Nick, he has the power to destroy me.
After the wedding, however, something has changed. I know that Jeremy and Nick were talking when Carrie and I were, and I don’t think paranoia makes me think that they were talking about me.
When can barely keep our hands off each other the rest of the night, and when we finally get back to Nick’s apartment, we tear off our clothes and Nick slams me onto his bed, his cock inside me before I can catch my breath. He thrusts into me, deeper, faster, my legs spread wide as I can so that he can fill me with every inch of his perfect cock. I am in complete and utter bliss, and the orgasm that tears through takes me over with a fierceness I don’t expect, and I cry out.
Before my mind wraps around what's coming next, Nick is slamming his body into me even harder into me as my orgasm continues to rock my body. His cock filling me up only makes every thrust add to the intense desire building up with within me.
“Fuck, your pussy is so perfect,” he growls, his whole body crushing mine as he thrust deeper into me every moment and it makes me melt around him.
“I’m all yours,” I moan, the sensations too great to bear as I roll into another explosion rapidly. For a second I want to hold back, but the orgasms coursing through my body are blending one into the other.
“That’s right. Don’t fight it, baby. Give yourself to me,” he growls, plunging into me as I wrap my legs around his back, my ankles lacing behind him to make sure I have an ounce of leverage while he has a pound of, well, pounding as he slams into me.
“Oh God!” I gasp, my arms capturing his shoulders as I cling to him. His whole body feels like an instrument designed to please mine and I never want this moment to end.
“Caroline," Nick moans my name and it makes me shiver. "Your pussy is so tight on my cock. Fuck, you feel perfect,” he groans, and I haven’t even realized I’m doing it, but my body has yet to recover from my intense release and it is making my pussy strangle his cock. It reverberates through my body as I squeeze all around him.
“Oh, please," I moan, knowing that another orgasm is fast on the heels of the last one.
“Come for me again, Caroline,” he growls, fucking me faster and deeper. His perfect, muscular body is slick with sweat and sliding against me, his hard edges against my soft body so sensual that I moan from just that sensation as I cry out from the orgasm he's giving me.
“Oh god!” I yell, as a whole body orgasm that sends me flying takes over my body and erases all my thoughts inside my mind. I'm a clean slate when he's inside me, and I don't think about any of the pain that used to make me want to hold back, I just think about everything good when I'm with him that makes me want to hold on.
My legs and arms grip him tightly, bracing for the inevitable as he slams into me, hard. He’s moaning low in his throat in the way he does when he can no longer control himself, lost inside of me. I love when he lets go and give me everything he has..
“Caroline, come for me, baby girl,” He growls and without hesitation, my body heeds his command, colliding with my climax until I feel like I’m floating as he stills inside of me, shooting off another round of pleasure.
“Goddamn, Caroline,” he moans as my pussy squeezes him, his hips slowing to a stand still until he’s just lying in my arms, my ankles still interlocked on the small of his back.
“We're perfect together,” I whisper against his ear as we both breathe shallow breaths of two people who have just fucked each other's brains out.
"We are," Nick says. He pulls me into his arms, turning me around
so that I'm in his arms instead of me clinging to him. He kisses the top of my forehead and I hear him breathe me in. "You're my entire world. I want you safe. I want you mine. Forever," Nick says. He kisses my nose now, then pulls back and looks at my face. He wants to read my reaction. It hasn't be a long time, but both of us are fully aware that we've found something special in each other.
"I want forever, too," I tell him. My voice isn't recognizable to me. I feel like it is far away and I almost wonder if I said those words. But I did.
I know, because I hear with crystal clarity what Nick says next.
"I love you."
That's what he says.
"I love you, too," I say, without question or having to think. I knew I loved him before I thought I could ever say it, but now he has...and I'm beyond elated. The ecstasy that consumes my body, my heart, my soul, makes me feel as if I will float right out of this bed.
Carrie told me about how love makes you feel safe no matter the danger. I know that to be true. I know it because I felt it now, when a man that I cared for deeply told me -- before I told him about my feelings -- that he loves me. I wasn't afraid. I'm not afraid anymore.
Together, we've got pain, we've got pleasure, and we've got everything in between and everything we become together.
Nick pulls me in to an almost punishingly hard kiss with a tight grip on my hair, his other hand moving around my throat to hold me in place. His fingers squeeze my neck and claim my air, making my heart race with the exhilaration in the moment. My nipples and my pussy ache with need, desperate for anything he has to offer. He bites on my bottom lip and then pushes his tongue into my mouth. The kiss is so raw, so primal, that it makes me burn with more lust, desperate to have more. I can never have enough of Nick, and that’s safety. That’s happiness.
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