“I couldn't think of anyone better to lose my virginity to. And it would be perfect. My first kiss, my first date, and my first time? In the same week? It would be perfect!”
“Jane, you can’t have sex with Chance.”
“And why not?” she asked. “Because you can’t have sex with Grant?”
I felt my cheeks flushing hot as Jane sat down on the bed next to me.
“If it makes you feel better, I do think Grant likes you,” she said.
“Wait, you do?” I asked. “How? Why? Did he say something?”
“No, not really. He does ask me sometimes how you’re doing.”
“He does? Why would he ask you?”
“I don’t know. It’s kind of weird, but sometimes I catch him staring at you.”
“What? Why didn’t you tell me? This is massive.”
“It’s just some looks. Not nearly the same kind of looks Ike gives you,” she said.
“But Grant isn’t like Ike. He doesn’t wear is heart on his sleeve. Grant’s mysterious. And quiet. And wild.”
I felt a smile trickle across my cheeks as I sighed.
“You’ve got it bad for him,” Jane said.
“I do. You’re not pulling my leg on this, are you?”
“I’m not. But I’m worried about you getting your heart broken. You know your parents won’t ever allow it.”
“So? You’re about to sneak out of the house and go on your first date. Why couldn't I hide something like this from my parents?”
“For one, you both live here,” she said.
“We could work around that, you know. Staying behind sick on family movie nights. Staying up late and talking downstairs. Sitting on the porch. Riding around together in the car.”
“Wow. You’ve really thought this through.”
“I have,” I said with a grin.
“Hollis would have a fit,” she said.
“We could double-date. You know, if things don’t work out with Chance.”
I watched Jane’s cheeks tint with red as she shook her head.
“Oh, come on, Jane. I know you think my brother is hot.”
“I don’t have a crush on your brother,” she said. “And even if I did, he’s off-limits.”
“Why?” I asked.
“Because he’s your brother, Theresa!”
“I’d let you date him! Even though the idea of you guys kissing is awful.”
I gagged playfully, and Jane pushed my shoulder.