These names powerfully excited me. The history of the Merovingians I knew, but who was this blood drinker Rhoshamandes? Something told me I'd soon find out, not here perhaps but somewhere and in short order as the old ones, like Sevraine, continued to let down their guard.
I wanted to embrace this woman. The table stood between us. I had half a mind to crawl over it. Instead I squeezed her hands ever more tightly. My heart was pounding. This moment was too precious.
"You were like a Cassandra in that doomed old coven," I said. My words came in a rush. "Oh, you don't know the sadness I felt when they told me you were dead. They said you'd gone into the flames. I tell you it was anguish I felt! I had so wanted to take you out of those catacombs and into the light. I had so wanted--."
"Yes, young one. I remember. I remember all." She sighed and lifted my fingers to her lips, kissing them as she went on. "If I was Cassandra in those nights, I was unheeded and unloved even by myself."
"Oh, but I loved you!" I confessed. "And why did they say you'd gone into the fire?"
"Because I did, Lestat," she said. "But the fire would not have me, did not kill me, and I tumbled down, and down amid smoking timbers and old bones as I wept, too weak to rise, and was finally entombed with the remains of the cemetery beneath Paris. I didn't know my own age then, beloved. I didn't know my gifts or my strength. It was the way then of the very ancient, to pass in and out of history, and in and out of lunacy, and I think there are others still in those tunnels beneath the city. Ah, what an agony that slumber amid whispers and howls. Your voice was the only voice that ever actually pierced my uneasy dreams."
How lovely she was, the flower of the twisted old stem she'd been then.
I muttered something about how I'd longed even back then to see what she could have been. I stopped myself. It was so presumptuous and selfish. She was restored after all. She was here, vital, vibrant, part of this new and astonishing age. But she didn't correct me. She didn't shrink from me. She only smiled.
Sevraine was pleased with all this. And this woman who hardly seemed old at all now, nothing like the wretched hag she'd been in those eighteenth-century nights, was flushed with pleasure.
Finally I put my knee on the table and leaned forward and clasped Allesandra's face in my hands and kissed her.
In those earlier times, she'd been doomed, a dead thing in medieval garb, even to a filthy and ragged veil and wimple. Now her healthy silvery ashen hair was free and came down in dark waves over her shoulders. The robe she wore was fresh and soft like that of Sevraine, only it was a pale green, a green like the grass of the world of the day, that bright and beautiful. Around her neck was a single bright ruby on a chain. Allesandra, daughter of Dagobert. Her lips were dark and red like that ruby.
What a monster she'd appeared back in those nights, a face deformed by madness like the face of my maker, Magnus. But she was free now, freed by time, freed by survival to be something else, something entirely different and wondrous and sweet and vital.
"Yes, young one. Yes, and thanks to you, your voice, your videos and songs, your desperate revelations, I have slowly come back to myself. But I've been a pawn of this Voice. I have been the dupe of this Voice!" Her face darkened, and for a moment it seemed to crumple into that of the medieval horror she'd been before. "Only now I am in the helping hands of others."
"Put that aside," said Bianca. She was still beside me on my right, with Gabrielle on my left. "It is over," said Bianca. "The Voice will not triumph." But she was trembling with some sort of inner conflict, some battle between anguish and optimism.
Sevraine turned slowly to the spirit. He had stood quite still all this time regarding me with his bright but quiet blue eyes as if he could actually see through them, process through them all that lay before him. He wore a fancy, glittering decorative Indian garment called a sherwani, a kind of robe that went down to his ankles, I supposed, though I couldn't see below the top of the table, and his skin was amazingly realistic, nothing as synthetic looking as our skin always looks, but natural-looking skin made up of tiny changing pores and the soft down that covers humans.
"Gremt Stryker Knollys," he said, extending his hand. "But Gremt is my simple and true name. Gremt is my name for you and for all those I love."
"And you love me? Why?" I asked. But it was thrilling to be talking to this spirit.
He laughed softly and politely, unshaken by my sharp question. "Doesn't everyone love you?" he asked sincerely. It was as human a voice as I'd ever heard, tenor in pitch, even. "Isn't everyone hoping for you to somehow lead the tribe when this present war has been brought to the finish?"
I looked at Sevraine. "Do you love me?" I asked. "Are you hoping for me to lead this tribe?"
"Yes," she said with a radiant smile. "I am hoping and praying you will lead it. Surely you cannot expect me to lead it."
I sighed.
I looked at my mother.
"We do not have to talk about this right now," my mother said, but there was something about her remote half-lidded regard of me that chilled me. "Don't worry," she crooned with a cold ironic smile. "No one can crown you Prince of the Vampires against your will, can they?"
"Prince of the Vampires!" I scoffed. "I don't know," I said.
I looked back at the others. I wished I had a full night to take in all of these revelations, these new and startling encounters, just to try to fathom the limits of this splendid Sevraine, or why the tender Bianca was suffering so, because she couldn't conceal the pain.
"But I'll tell you that, why I am suffering," Bianca said, drawing near but talking in a normal and not a confidential voice, her arm slipping around me. "I lost one I loved in the attack in Paris, a young one, one I'd made and lived with for decades. But this was the Voice at work, not the one he'd brought out of the earth to do his bidding."
"And that was I," said Allesandra, "roused by the Voice. And given the unholy strength by the Voice to climb out of that tomb of bones and filth. That sin lies on me."
I saw it now in horrific flickering images, a wraith of a woman, a macabre skeleton of a creature with hag hair, sending a fatal jet of heat at the house in the Rue Saint-Jacques. And revenants rushing to their very doom as they fled the doors and windows right into the path of the murderous power. I saw Bianca down on her knees on the pavement wailing, hands pressed to the side of her head, face upturned. I saw the wraith approach and reach out for her, as if the very personification of Death had paused in its rounds to show compassion to one lone soul.
"Many have been duped by the Voice," said Gabrielle. "And not so many have survived it and turned away with such immediate disgust. That counts for much as far I'm concerned."
"It counts for everything," said Bianca gravely.