“Fuck!” His hands tangle in my hair. “Let me get this out of the way.”
“I love you getting it out.”
He bursts out laughing. “I love giving it to you.”
When I raise my face from his groin, he groans, and continues, “This isn’t just one night, Violet. I don’t want to put a name to what we are yet, but it isn’t one night. You’re worth so much more to me than that.”
My heart fills with joy even if my head is telling me by morning he could change his mind once again. I’m here with him now and not a moment is going to be wasted talking when I have him hard and aching beneath me.
His eyes dance and then he says, “Get your pussy up here. I’m going to eat you so damn hard that you won’t ever let another guy touch you.”
I blink not knowing what the heck to do. The truth is, I’ve never had anyone put their mouth to me before. In fact, I’ve never been like this with anyone else before. My one sexual experience was certainly nothing to ever mention, but with Blake he makes me lose all inhibition. With him I want to get down and dirty—the filthier the better.
“Up here facing the headboard. Knees on either side of my head,” he demands, wiggling his brows.
“Hmm,” I mumble.
Reaching for another pillow, I place it under his head and then turn, placing my face right between his legs. Okay, I may have lost my momentum and ended up here. But Blake sure as hell likes me like this.
He smacks my bottom and yanks my legs up until I’m straddling his face with my mouth level with his thick penis. “I like you this way so much better—” I take pride in cutting off his words when I use suction with my mouth to take him inside of me.
My tongue rubs the sensitive underside while I close my eyes and concentrate on the things that his talented tongue is doing. There’s no easing me into it. It’s a full onslaught of tongue fucking until he gets his thick fingers involved and then I’m full of Blake.
I bob my head on his twitching erection, suckling hard, but the minute I start pulsating on his tongue and fingers, I scream around his penis, which swells and starts pumping streams of thick cream into my mouth. I have to move before he chokes me because I can’t catch a deep enough breath to fill my lungs.
By the time he’s finished, we’re a mess. His release is all over my chest while I feel the wetness between my thighs.
Blake kisses my pussy before helping me roll onto my back, my feet to his head. “I don’t think I can move,” I admit.
“I never thought I’d say these words, but … I’m done in.” Blake pushes himself into a sitting position and winces when he sees the mess I’m in. “God, I wish I could walk right now. I’d be carrying you into the shower and starting all over again.”
Our fingers intertwine, and I hold on. “I thought you’d had enough.” I giggle, raising an eyebrow at him.
He shakes his head, smiling. “I haven’t had enough of you by a long shot.” He smirks. “The image of you and me in the shower with my hands all over your soapy body is giving me another erection.” I follow his eyes to his groin.
“I hate to say this, but I think I’m too sore to take you again right now.”
A lump of material, which I think is Blake’s shorts lands on my chest and then he’s wiping me clean. “We’ll shower in the morning … and change the sheets.”
Tossing the dirty shorts to the floor, he helps turning me around, and then spooning me, he wraps his arms around my body.
My face nuzzles into the hand on the pillow as I’m cocooned in his warmth, and I ask something that’s on my mind, “Are you starting to get a bit of feeling back in your legs?”
I sense him still behind me and then he exhales against my shoulder. “I don’t want you to get your hopes up, which is why I haven’t said anything.”
Turning in his arms, I cup his rough cheeks. “Will you please accept that I want to be with you regardless of whether or not you walk again? I don’t know how to make you believe me. You’ve never asked me what I want. Well, what I want is you. Tonight surely has proven to you that we’re more than compatible, and earlier in the day should have proven to you that we are a team. You and me, Blake.” I kiss his lips. “We don’t have to put a name to it if that scares the crap out of you, but tonight has shown me that you do care. So, there is no way that I’m going to let you shove me away ever again.” Tears hover on my lashes but I’m not hiding them this time.
I’ve hidden so much since I’ve met Blake and I refuse to do that anymore. He can see the happiness when I’m feeling it, and the sadness, no more hiding.
He swallows hard and tries to turn away, but I don’t let him.
“I want to be able to give you the moon, Vi.” He smiles softly when he calls me ‘Vi’. “I don’t know if I’ll feel anything more than I do now in my legs, but I’m sick and tired of being lonely. Every time I’ve pushed you away has hurt me too. It nearly killed me when I told you to start dating.”
Closing his eyes, he tips his forehead to mine. “Seeing my sister so happy with Kasey, and now that she’s a mom, it makes me want those things too.” He gives an embarrassed laugh. “I think I really need sleep if I’ve just admitted that.”
Because I know he’s embarrassed, I let him pull me to him, his chin on the top of my head.
“I want those things too, Blake,” I whisper as we slip into a sated sleep.