or if I was just overwhelmed by the bond. I have to admit I’m curious
and a little scared by all of it.”
“You liked what Beck did to you,” he pointed out. Meg could tell
he was carefully thinking out the problem. “Whether it was the bond
or your own needs, you enjoyed yourself.”
Meg nodded. “I loved it. It was the best sex I’ve ever had. I should
warn you, though, I hadn’t had great sex before that. It had been
mediocre at best. Beck was upset afterward. He doesn’t think I should
like it. It can’t work if the Dom hates h
imself for dominating his
female. It kind of defeats the point.”
Cian propped himself up on one elbow and brushed the hair back
from her face. “He’s fighting himself, darling. He’s trying to be
something we’re not. Give him time. Meanwhile, I am more than
willing to explore this with you. I’ll admit I’m not the dominant half. I
am very carnal, but I tend to be softer than Beck.”
“If you don’t…”
His finger came up to her lips. “Hush, I’m still male, my lover. I
think I can handle it just fine. How about we make a vow? I’ll fulfill
your fantasies to the best of my ability, and you’ll do the same for
me?”
Meg grinned. “Deal.”
He sat up and kissed her firmly. “But, for now, we work on being
friends. I want you to take this time I’m giving you, Meg. I’ll back
off, but the minute you say ‘yes,’ everything changes. Do you
understand?”
She nodded, seeing the trap he had laid. She would have to be
very careful with her words for a few days.
He laughed. “Smart girl. Now go get dressed. You’re entirely too
tempting like that. We have work to do.”