bonding with Cian had been so different.
“Because Beck didn’t offer you the full bond,” Cian said as
though he read her mind. He chuckled as she flashed a startled look
his way. “It was a good bet that was what you were thinking, nothing
more. I can’t read your mind. I can see images at times, but I can’t
hear your thoughts. When we make love, though, I will be able to feel
your pleasure and to give you mine.”
Meg ignored the last bit. It was best not to even go there. “So
Beck and I aren’t bonded?”
“Not fully, from what I can tell,” Cian stated as academically as
possible. “Many choose not to form a full bond with their bondmates.
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You can help Beck bridge with me without seeing his soul. I,
personally, think it’s a pussy thing to do. You’re my wife, whether
you accept it or not. I am your husband. I want you to know me, the
good and the bad. I don’t want to live my life without really knowing
my wife. I want to know what she likes and doesn’t like. I want to
know what makes her laugh. I want to know that she feels like
everyone will abandon her in the end because that’s all anyone has
ever done.”
Meg turned away because he had seen way too much. Her hands
were still shaking from the physical process of bonding.
He was suddenly behind her, winding his arms around her. His
hair was loose. She felt it on her skin. “I won’t ever leave you, wife. I
know Beckett can be hard to understand, but he is loyal. He won’t
abandon you. We’re here for you, Meg. We’re bound together
forever, wife. You’re safe with us.”
She didn’t believe that for a second. The door to the bedroom
opened, and Meg was glad for the distraction. A small brown woman