This wasn’t the first time she’d been in trouble. Back in New York, Skye had thought for certain that she was facing death. The memory of cold rain, of constant pain, flashed through her mind.
He hadn’t come to me then.
“Ten years is a long time,” she said. She hated the softness of her voice. Why couldn’t she act as if the past didn’t matter to her? “A lot can change over all those years.”
“And a lot can stay the same.” His fingers curled under her jaw. “I want you just as much now as I did then. When I saw you in my office, the same need hit me. Lust tore through me the way it always does when I’m near you.”
Her hands were trembling. She lifted them and put her palms on his chest. Skye wasn’t sure if she wanted to pull him closer or shove him away.
“Lust was never a problem for us, though, was it?” Skye whispered. His eyes were on her mouth.
Memories of their past flashed through her mind. She could almost taste him.
“I was your first.”
Heat flushed her cheeks.
“I thought about you over the years…”
His confession jolted her.
“I wondered what you were doing…who you were with…”
His gaze was still on her mouth. Still hot. Her hyperawareness of him pushed the aches and pains from her mind. “You don’t get to wonder about that.” Not when he’d been the one to tell her to hit the curb. He didn’t have that right.
“There are some things you can’t control.” His head bent toward her. “The way I feel about you is one of those things.”
She wanted his mouth. She wanted to run from him. “Trace…”
His lips feathered over hers. Not taking. Not demanding. Soft. Gentle.
“I can’t have what I want tonight, I know that,” his words were whispered against her lips. “But you came back to me. And you should know…that changes everything. I let you go once. You can’t expect me to do that again.”
Let her go? She pushed against him now. “You told me to get the hell out of your life.” Skye stumbled as she hurried away from him.
“I knew what your dreams were. I wasn’t going to stand in your way. You wanted the stage. You wanted to dance.”
His words froze her.
She looked back at him.
“I gave you what you wanted.” A muscle jerked in his jaw. “Isn’t that what I’ve always done? Given you every damn thing that you want.”
“No. You haven’t.” Because there was one thing she’d wanted desperately but never gotten.
The faint lines near his eyes tightened. His face was a dangerous mask in the firelight. “What did you want?”
You. He was the thing she’d wanted most, more than dancing, more than New York, more than getting out of the hell that her life had been when she’d been a teenager.
But Trace hadn’t given her a choice. He’d taken her choices away.
“What. Did. You. Want?”
He was coming toward her again.
Escape.
“Where’s my room?” Her gaze flew frantically around the penthouse. “I-I need to lie down.”
He kept coming. “You can’t sleep. I have to keep you awake. Those were the doctor’s orders. She gave me a whole list of rules for you to follow.”
“I won’t sleep.” I need space. She spun away from him. Her head was throbbing again. She hurried down the darkened hallway.
He was right behind her.
She threw open the first door that she saw.
Not the guest room.
This room was masculine. Filled with heavy, cherry wood furniture. A massive bed. She could even see Trace’s suit coat flung on the end of the bed—
She darted back around and found him in her path. His arms were up, blocking the door.