"Luna, I..." Enzo shakes his head, his focus blurring as my tears falls freely now. The pain, the tension. "Let go, stop tensing like that." He reaches for my face, gently stroking my cheek before he drops his hand between us and circles my clit with his thumb. The sensation of pain mingled with pleasure sparks in my brain like fireworks going off.
"Enzo," I call out his name, my back arching off the bed when he captures a nipple in his mouth and suckles on it while he teases my bundle of nerves with his expert touch. My thighs shake as pleasure takes over the pain, and Enzo starts moving slowly this time. He pulls out almost all the way, and gently, ever so torturously, slides inside me, his cock throbbing as it fills me, and I'm not sure where the fine line between pleasure begins and pain ends.
They live together harmoniously as he fucks me.
His mouth, his hands, his body worships mine like a sinner praising the darkness. Enzo makes my body pulse and drip, and when he moves faster, I meet him thrust for thrust. My hips lifting as he slams me into the mattress. The gentleness long gone, and in its place, is the hungry desire that's hung between us for weeks.
"Come for me, little dancer," Enzo coos against my cheek, capturing my mouth as a cry of pleasure is ripped from my core when his fingers pinch my clit and his cock seats deeply inside me.
"Oh god," I cry out as an orgasm strangles me and twists low in my belly. My pussy pulses around Enzo's cock and that's when I feel his hips jolt and warmth floods me on a low groan from the man who has just taken my virginity.
We lay in sweaty silence for a long time. When Enzo's cock finally slips from me, I wince at the emptiness I feel. He doesn't say a word as he pushes to his feet and leaves me for a moment to fetch a cloth from the en suite. He cleans me up, and I notice the blood on my inner thighs and on his cock.
He grips the shaft, his hand stained with my innocence, and he strokes it slowly. I snap my questioning gaze to his. The corner of his mouth tilts upward in a wolfish grin. "I love being coated in your blood, little dancer, but this," he says, lifting his hand to his nose, inhaling my essence. I want to crinkle my nose at the motion, but also, can't deny it is the hottest thing I've ever seen. "It’s like heroin. A shot straight to my vein."
My cheeks burn with embarrassment as I take in the man before me, tall, rugged, still in his clothes, bar for his cock that's now softening. He turns and leaves me once more, and when he returns, he's shirtless.
It's the first time I've seen him look so beautifully erotic. The way his slacks hang low on his hips, the smooth, tanned skin of his torso tensing and releasing with every step.
"I don't sleep with women," he tells me. "But I'll make an exception tonight." He slips into the bed beside me and pulls me closer. I'm thankful he didn't leave me in here alone, not tonight of all nights. "Sleep now, little dancer."
"Are you happy you were my first?" I ask, my back cocooned to his front so I can't see his eyes, I can't see his expression when I voice my question. But the way his arm tenses around me tells me that his possessive nature has now taken hold.
"I told you you're mine," he whispers in my ear. "And it didn't matter if I got your virginity or not, but yes." A smile on his lips curves across my cheek. "I'm a caveman, and if you weren't in my house right now, I would've dragged you by your hair and locked you up right here."
"I think I'd like that," I mumble as the image of him acting like a crazy person just for me lingers in my exhausted mind. It's been a long day, but right now, I'm safe. I haven't felt like this in... forever.
"Perhaps one day we'll play that game," Enzo says gently. "Sleep now." The order comes swiftly, but softly, and I nuzzle myself into his arms and allow my lashes to flutter closed. I just pray that when I wake, this wasn't all just a dream.
Chapter 22
Enzo
Nothing comes close to what I'm feeling.
When I woke this morning at three, the usual time my body reacts to a new day, I slipped from Luna's bed, leaving her curled in the blankets. It's the first time I've ever spent more than a few moments in bed with a woman while she slept.
It's not something I do.