The flush across her cheeks had me falling even more for her.
I wanted nothing but her in my head and heart tonight. “Kilyn, tell me what I want to hear.”
Her lips parted while her eyes frantically searched my face. “I want you.”
My hand moved to her lower back, pulling her body flush against mine. “Tell me what you want me to do.”
Her eyes penetrated mine and all I saw was desire. There was no sadness in them at all. Swallowing hard, she whispered, “I want you to make love to me.”
My eyes closed and I took in a deep breath. Every woman I’d been with since Savannah I had fucked. There was no love making involved. You only made love to someone if you loved him or her. But with Kilyn . . . I wanted to make love to her.
Slowly.
Passionately.
My heart began to beat faster. Was I falling in love with Kilyn?
“Thano?”
Her voice pulled me back from the darkness. “Lay on the bed, ladybug.”
For a moment she paused before she did what I said. Reaching into my pocket, I pulled out the condoms and placed them on the bed. I quickly got undressed while Kilyn watched my every move, all the while rubbing her legs together. She was turned on and I could see she wanted me as much as I wanted her.
Pushing my pants down, my cock sprung out. Kilyn sunk her teeth into her lip and moved her hand between her legs. It was the hottest fucking thing I’d ever seen.
Reaching over, I grabbed her hand and shook my head. “The first time you come is going to be with me inside of you.”
Closing her eyes, she whispered, “Dear God, you’re killing me.”
Not being able to contain my smile, I crawled onto the bed and pushed her legs apart. “I want to go slow. Memorize everything that makes you feel good.”
Her head thrashed back and forth as she grabbed the sheets. “Slow is good. But a hurried up slow is even better.”
Damn this girl. She had somehow managed to sneak into my heart and I wanted more than anything to keep her there.
Lifting her leg, I gently placed kisses on her thigh. “Oh, God. Faster slow. Faster slow!”
Smirking, I moved across her pussy, just enough for her to feel my hot breath and lift her hips for more. Placing my hands on her hips, I held her down. I wanted her to stay still so I could tease her a bit more.
“No,” she whimpered.
“Please. Don’t!”
I glanced up, but kept my hands on her, holding her body down.
“Stop!” she called out as she tried getting away from me. I quickly sat up and moved away from her.
She was breathing so heavy I thought for sure she was having a panic attack.
“Please don’t, Peter. Please,” she softly cried.
My heart dropped as I realized she was being taken back to a bad memory.
“Kilyn, it’s me,” I said as I reached out for her. She dragged in a deep breath and stared at the fire.
“I’m so sorry if I scared you, I didn’t know, ladybug.”
When she looked at me, it about killed me. Fear was not only on her face, but in her eyes as well. When the single tear slipped down her cheek, I quickly moved to her side and wrapped her in my arms. Her body trembled. Reaching for the covers, I pulled them up and over us as she melted into my side.
“It’s okay, baby, it’s okay. I swear, I would never hurt you.”
She slowly nodded her head and barely responded with, “I know.”
I wanted desperately to ask her who Peter was. Whoever he was, I wanted to fucking kill him.
When Kilyn finally fell asleep the sound of her breathing relaxed me almost immediately. As my eyes grew heavier, I made a promise to myself that I would never again see that look of fear in my Kilyn’s eyes ever again.
Never.
MY EYES OPENED and the first thing I saw was Thano. My chest fluttered as I watched him sleep. It didn’t take long for the memory of earlier to resurface. Closing my eyes, I silently cursed Peter for invading my world.
Snapping my eyes open, I focused on Thano’s breathing. Smiling, I let the peacefulness of it settle my thoughts. The way he reacted earlier and held me in his arms caused another piece of that wall to crumble to the ground.
The moonlight danced across his face and I was totally swept away from my reality. The only thing that mattered right now was this man and how desperately I wanted to be one with him.
With a smile spread across my face, I decided we needed to pick up where we left off, but this time I was taking the lead.
Reaching over carefully, I turned on the lantern and lit the room up enough to see everything, but not enough to where I thought it would wake him. Grabbing the one condom that remained on the bed, I slid it under my pillow. I slowly moved my hand under the sheet and found Thano’s semi-hard dick. Wrapping my hand around it, I gently moved up and down as I watched his brows pinch together and a low moan form in the back of his throat.