She frowned. “Wait. I don’t know what’s going on right now. You’re confusing me.”
“I want you to live a long, happy life, Tulip. A life you need and deserve. I’ll take care of the Smiths and you won’t ever have to think of them again.”
She placed a hand on his chest and frowned. “But it’s not what I want.” She tilted her head back, looking at him.
He cupped her cheek. His thumb slid back and forth across her flesh. “What do you want?”
She nibbled on her lip. It was hard for her to put into words exactly what it was she wanted. She was never the kind of woman to tell someone what she craved or hoped for. In her life, she never allowed herself to hope. In the early years when getting adopted was on her biggest list of wants, she’d slowly given up. No one wanted her.
“Tell me, Tulip. I can’t read minds.”
“I can’t read minds either, but I don’t want to give you up. I don’t know what is happening here, Landon. It terrifies me. I don’t know you and if what you say is true then your days are numbered.” She tried to take a step back to clear her head but he wouldn’t let her go. He captured her wrist, keeping her in place. “Landon?”
“I’m not going to let you go, not if you don’t want to. What I feel, it’s instant, intense, and the thought of ever not being by your side makes me feel sick inside. I don’t want it to happen, but I can’t be selfish with you.”
“Then don’t be. Be with me because I want you to be.” She went on her tiptoes and kissed him. Sinking her fingers into his hair, she released a moan as he gripped her ass tightly. It was a heady experience, one she relished as he held her in place, ravishing her mouth.
“I’m not going to fuck you while I’m covered in some bastard’s blood.” This time, Landon took the lead, and they walked into the bathroom.
He turned on the shower and she watched as he undressed. It didn’t take much for her to get naked and as she did, he let out a moan. A deep, guttural sound that went straight between her thighs.
All that time she’d been a virgin, holding onto it like a precious trophy, but now, she only wanted to feel him inside her. She didn’t even care if she was sore. All her thoughts were on him, possessed by him.
He stepped beneath the spray and she followed him.
After grabbing the soap, she started to lather his body. The water tinted red then faded as she wiped away every single speck of blood. When the water ran clear, she was in his arms.
He pressed her against the cool tile, lifting her up, and she wrapped her legs around his waist. She didn’t have the first clue what she was doing, so she only did what felt right.
As she closed her eyes, he sucked on her neck, and the pleasure rushed through every single part of her body, from her nipples, to her clit, even to her toes as she curled them under and behind his back.
Every part of her was on fire just from the pleasure of his touch. It was intense, crazy, insane, and everything she ever wanted.
Down he went until he had one nipple in his mouth, and he sucked her hard. She screamed his name, not wanting him to stop, and he didn’t. He took his time, going to each nipple. At the same time, he reached between them.
The strength he had turned her on as he rubbed his cock between her slit, touching her clit.
She cried out at each pump and grind, but it didn’t last as he placed his thick prick at her entrance and slammed in deep. She was already wet, so the pain was minimal, and with a few strokes of her pussy and sucks on her tits, the pain didn’t matter. Only pleasure. Only feeling Landon wrapped completely around her, taking her, fucking her. She felt completely consumed, obliterated.
“Come all over my cock, baby. That’s it. Let me feel what you love.” He stopped touching her clit to thrust into her. Pushing in, sliding out, repeating the same action until she couldn’t help but beg him for more. He was completely driving her
crazy and there was nothing else she could do but hold onto him. “Yes, you’re all mine. All fucking mine. That’s it, baby. Come for me, give it all to me.”
The pleasure built quickly and as he made her come, she screamed his name. The sound echoed around the room as he completely took control of her, and she was nothing but a doll within his arms for him to play with. Even as the last aftershocks of her release rushed through her body, he wasn’t done with her yet. He began to pound into her, using leverage between his body and the tiled wall to take control, to fuck her, to make her realize that it was him she belonged to. There was no doubting her need for him.
Instead of pushing him away, she held him even tighter, not wanting to let go, only to keep him within her arms.
When he came, she felt every single pulse as he spilled within her. He wasn’t wearing a condom and she’d have to ask him for the morning-after pill. Right now, she didn’t know if she would ever be able to deal with the consequences of their time together. A baby, though, it didn’t sound so bad, not to have a part of Landon with her.
“Fuck, Tulip, I love you,” he said.
She gasped as she pulled away from him, watching him. “What?”
“I love you so fucking much.”
“You don’t know me.”
“I do. I know what it feels to be part of you and I’ve seen you. I’ve watched you. I’m sorry my uncle brought you into this fucked-up world, but I wouldn’t change it. You’re my everything.”