“My father sold the house,” he says angrily. “I asked him not to, but he said the value is as high as it’s going to get, and now’s the time to sell, before they build more properties in Chesterton. As if he needs the money!”
He gives a harsh, barking laugh.
“This place didn’t mean anything to him,” he says darkly. “I was the only one who cared about coming here.”
I’m very familiar with Oliver’s spoiled-yet-neglected only-child upbringing. He told me how jealous he was that I had brothers. He had no siblings, and no real friends either—just the schoolmates he was “supposed” to associate with. He told me how jealous he was that I had brothers. He never met my brothers, though. I couldn’t see them getting along.
“Well,” I say, trying to mollify him. “I’m glad I got to see it, finally.”
He turns to look at me, his eyes very dark in the dim light. His face looks mask-like. He’s gained probably thirty pounds since we dated, which has made his face wider and older-looking. More like his father’s. He’s still big and muscular—in fact, the extra weight makes it all the easier for him to overpower me, as evidenced by our short-lived struggle on the beach. I’m not sure how the fuck I’m going to get away from him when he’s stronger and faster than me.
“I wish you could have seen it how it used to be,” Oliver says. “With all the pictures and books. And couches. It’s alright, though. I brought this here, so we have somewhere to sit, at least.”
He sits down on the mattress, which creaks beneath his weight.
“Come on. Sit,” he says, patting the space beside him.
“Uh, actually, I’ve got to pee really bad,” I say.
It’s true. My bladder feels like it’s about to burst, especially after Oliver body-slammed me on the beach.
For a moment he stares at me suspiciously, like he doesn’t believe me. I shift my weight from my barefoot to the one with the shoe, not exaggerating my discomfort.
“The bathroom’s over here,” Oliver says at last, standing up again.
He leads me down the hall to a pretty little bathroom with wainscoting all over the walls and a shell-shaped sink. I’m sure there were nautical-themed towels and soap in here when the house was furnished.
When I try to close the door, Oliver stops it with one meaty hand.
“I don’t think so,” he says.
“I need to pee,” I tell him again, like he forgot.
“You can do it with the door open,” he says.
I glare at him, in a stand-off between his stubbornness and my throbbing bladder.
I can only last a few seconds. I drop my shorts and sit down on the toilet, letting go. The pee comes thundering out, with more pain than relief.
Oliver stands in the doorway, watching me. There’s a tiny smile at the corner of his mouth. His eyes look hooded and pleased.
I wish he would turn the fuck around and give me some privacy. Or at the very least, I wish I wasn’t peeing so long. It seems to go on forever, and it’s fucking humiliating.
He’s right, though—if he’d left me alone in the bathroom, I would have climbed out the window in five seconds.
When I’m finished at last, I pull up my shorts and wash my hands, wiping them dry again on my clothes, since there aren’t any towels.
Oliver watches this too, with a scowling expression. I think he’s looking at the cast again. Then I realize he’s actually looking at my left hand, at my engagement ring.
I’ve started wearing it more often, not just when I’m going to an event with Cal.
I can tell Oliver hates the sight of it. In fact, as soon as we’re back in the living room, he barks, “Take that off.”
“This?” I say, holding up my left hand.
“Yes,” he hisses.
Reluctantly, I slip it off my finger.