“It’s okay, baby, just feel.”
I was doing so much more than feeling. It was like I’d burst through the surface of the pond I’d slipped beneath so long ago and I was just coming up for my first gasp of air… of life-saving air.
The pleasure wrecked me and as Cam’s wet, lush mouth began to suck on me, I wrapped my hand around my cock. When his slick tongue began probing me harder, I started to shake. My body felt like it was on fire and the pressure inside of my balls actually hurt. I began jerking myself off as hard and as fast as I could. But Cam knocked my hand away and took over the task. I didn’t know what to do with my hands so I dug them into the comforter. I told myself not to look down at Cam, but I might as well have told myself not to take my next breath.
The sight of his face buried between the globes of my ass, one hand holding up one of my legs and the other pumping up and down my dripping cock, was the most erotic thing I’d ever seen. I couldn’t hold the position long, but it didn’t matter. The image was seared on my brain and I studied every bit of it as Cam continued to drive me higher and higher. When I finally came, it hit me out of nowhere. One second I’d still been climbing, the next I was flying. I felt my ass muscles try to clamp down on something that wasn’t there as cum shot from my dick. I cried out Cam’s name over and over again as the blissful agony consumed me. The orgasm bordered on painful, but I loved every second of it. Darkness threatened the edges of my vision and I had a hard time catching my breath when the explosive release began to crest.
I had no idea how long I lay there for as the aftershocks made my body jerk uncontrollably. I felt boneless and was sure my body would just turn to dust and float away. Eventually, I became aware of Cam’s tongue licking my skin, but he’d moved away from my ass. Instead, he was licking up and down the length of my spent dick as well as my groin. It took me a moment to realize he was cleaning the cum off me.
When he crawled up my body and kissed me, I greedily opened my mouth. He shared my essence with me, then leaned back a little and began wiping the sweat from my brow. “Ready for more?” he asked.
I laughed.
Actually laughed.
“There’s more?” I joked.
Cam chuckled and kissed me, then leaned across my body to get something from his nightstand drawer. The sight of a bottle of lube and a condom had my exhausted nerves skittering to attention. I could feel Cam’s erection against my thigh, which meant at some point while I’d been in my ecstasy coma, he’d finished getting undressed. I loved how the hair on his legs felt against mine, and the sensation of his hard, slick dick pressing against me had something fluttering inside my cock.
And my hole.
“Fuck, thank God there’s more,” I groaned as I reached up to pull Cam down for a kiss. He made love to my mouth and began grinding his shaft against my leg. I heard the lube cap snick open. I tried not to tense up, but I couldn’t hide my body’s reactions from the man lying above me.
“Ford—”
“Don’t stop, Cam. Please, don’t fucking stop,” I begged. “Yes, I’m nervous, but I’m also so very ready. I’ve wanted to be with you like this from the moment I met you.”
Cam smiled and slid his hand along my cheek. “God, I knew the second I saw you that you were going to change everything for me.”
His words both warmed and frightened me at the same time, but he didn’t give me a chance to respond because he’d covered my mouth with his again. I clung to him as we kissed and kept right on kissing him even when I felt his cool, slick finger probing my body. I couldn’t help but tense up when he massaged my opening, but he didn’t push his finger into me like I was expecting. He merely left his finger there and just kept kissing me. Slow, hard, soft, deep… his mouth did the same thing to me he’d accused me of the previous night.
He owned me.
What we were doing wasn’t sex anymore. Maybe it’d never really been that. It was something more and that scared me. But I refused to let out the fears and insecurities I’d shoved into my box.
Not now.
Not here.
I whispered Cam’s name against his lips as something inside of me shifted and I started seeking out more of his intimate touch. He applied pressure with his finger but never stopped kissing me. He swallowed my gasp of pain as the muscles keeping his digit out gave way.