He seemed to hesitate for several long seconds as he just stared at me and I could almost see the internal battle he was waging. I suspected that my guess that he didn’t usually allow such an intimacy was correct and I was about to withdraw my fingers from where they were resting in his crease when he suddenly nodded. And then he did something unexpected. He leaned down and kissed me. Not hard, not passionately. Sweetly. Chastely. It was in complete contrast to everything else that was happening.
My chest exploded with an unreasonable hope and the second he released my mouth, I sucked his dick down and gently pressed my finger against his hole. Memphis let out a rough curse and grabbed my head, curling his fingers in my hair. He finally began to rock his hips forward so I focused on relaxing my jaw and gag reflex and just let him fuck my mouth. Every time he pulled out, I rubbed his entrance and was rewarded with a variety of grunts, groans and curses. I would have been happy for him to come in my mouth, but something in Memphis seemed to snap because with no warning, he yanked his dick out of my mouth and then reached down to pull me up by the arms. I was flat on my back on the bed within a split second and then Memphis’s entire body covered me as his lips crashed down on mine. I was still fully dressed while Memphis was completely naked and the contrast was both exciting and frustrating. Because I needed to feel him everywhere. Unfortunately, I was helpless to do anything since he’d pinned my hands to the bed with his and he seemed to be content just to keep kissing the shit out of me.
“Please,” I whispered against his mouth between kisses.
Memphis pulled back just enough so he could look me in the eye. He studied me for a moment and then released my hands before he settled all his weight on me. He sipped at my lips as he softly said, “Tell me what you want.”
I wanted desperately to tell him I wanted everything, but I knew that would ruin whatever was happening between us. I wasn’t sure exactly what that was, but I chose to believe it was more than just fucking.
“I need you,” I breathed against his mouth.
Memphis ran his tongue over my bottom lip before gently placing a kiss on it. I was shaking violently from all the sensations tearing through my body and I wondered if he could feel it. I could only lie there as Memphis sat up and straddled my body as he began working my tie loose. Every time his fingers grazed my body, my dick jerked.
“Please,” I bit out again, my voice sounding like a strangled cry more than anything else. I had no idea what was happening to me, but my level of need was scaring the hell out of me. It was like something inside of me wanted to bust out of my skin.
Memphis studied me for a moment and then he leaned down to kiss me. “It’s okay,” he murmured against my mouth. “I’m going to take the edge off, okay?”
I nodded gratefully because I couldn’t find enough oxygen in my lungs to actually give voice to the plea that was caught in my throat. Humiliation coursed through me as I realized how pathetic I must look to him. I’d wanted him to see me as a sexual equal, but here I was behaving like a kid who’d never been touched before.
I didn’t know what to expect as Memphis lay next to me so that he was on his side and pressed up against me. I was still flat on my back, my body burning me alive. Memphis put one arm beneath my head to support me while his other hand began loosening my pants. He didn’t even bother pushing them down. He just slid his hand into my underwear, gripped my cock and began firm tugs that had me jerking my hips upwards.
“Yes!” I screamed as a firestorm of sensations rocked through my entire body. I tried to roll towards him to increase the contact, but he slung one of his legs over mine to keep me in place and then his mouth was feasting on mine. He stroked my shaft with hard drags that were smoothed out only by the copious amounts of pre-cum seeping from my dick. I struggled to suck in enough air as the orgasm started to work its way up my spine. My body was stretched so tight that it almost hurt and I grabbed onto Memphis’s arm to try and anchor myself. The arm that was under my head curled around me and drew my upper body against him.