I was starting to feel a bit lightheaded. Everything was happening so quickly, and even though I had wanted all of it, I needed some time to collect myself. “Excuse me,” I said, slipping from my barstool. “I’m going to the restroom. Don’t go anywhere, either of you.”
“Wouldn’t dream of it,” Darren assured me, smiling.
13
Ella
I didn’t really need the restroom, but it seemed as good a place as any to quietly collect my thoughts for a moment. I needed to decide if this would really be the night that I lost my virginity. There was no denying that I was curious, but twenty years of having it drilled into my head that having sex would diminish my worth was a lot to overcome in a single night. I needed time to think.
I passed the open door of a playroom, from which emanated the unmistakable sound of moaning. Curious, I glanced around. I didn’t want to intrude on anyone’s privacy, but the door was open . . .
Surely a peek couldn’t hurt. I glanced inside, merely to satisfy my curiosity, and was greeted by the sight of Lester and Chris, half clothed, locked in a passionate embrace. As I watched, Chris’ hand traveled down the length of Lester’s body to cup his cock through his briefs. Lester groaned. Even from this distance, I could see that they were both hard.
Chris’s eyes fluttered open, and his gaze met mine. I blushed furiously, embarrassed to have been caught peeping, but he smiled. “Hey there,” he said, as Lester turned toward me, as well. “We were hoping you might stop by.”
“I’m sorry,” I stuttered. “I didn’t mean to spy, I just heard—”
“It’s okay,” Lester interrupted. “Like Chris said, we wanted you to join us. That’s why we left the door open.” He took me by the hand and drew me into the room. Chris closed the door behind us.
“I don’t know—if I can,” I said, face flaming.
“That’s okay,” Chris assured me. “You don’t have to join in. Do you want to watch us?”
My heart stuttered in my chest, but I nodded silently. The sight of their bodies exposed, the rigid outlines of their hard cocks against their briefs, flooded me with desire. Smiling, Chris reached for Lester, pulling him close. “Why don’t you show Ella what she’s missing?” Chris said, his tone teasing. He pushed Lester’s briefs down over his hips, freeing his cock, and I couldn’t suppress my gasp.
All of the porn I had watched, secretly, under the cover of darkness in my room couldn’t have prepared me for this. Lester’s cock was massive, reaching almost to his belly button. Chris wrapped his hand around the base of it. “Impressive, isn’t it?” he murmured as he pumped his fist up and down the length of it. Lester closed his eyes in ecstasy.
I was transfixed by the sight of Chris’s hand moving over Lester’s cock, the way Lester’s hips jolted forward with the movement of Chris’s hand. I imagined what it would feel like to have Lester’s cock inside me, his body covering mine as he took me, and moaned aloud.
Chris smiled. “I think she likes what she sees.” Suddenly, he dropped to his knees in front of Lester, who placed his hand against the back of Chris’s head. As I watched, Chris ran his tongue along the bottom of Lester’s cock, before taking it into his mouth. Lester hissed with pleasure, his hands hovering above Chris’s shoulders as Chris worked his mouth over Lester’s cock. After a few minutes, Lester shouted, his hips jolting forward, and Chris sat back on his heels, a satisfied grin on his face as he wiped the back of his hand across his chin.
I felt the absurd impulse to applaud, which I suppressed immediately. I remembered suddenly that Saul and Darren were waiting on me to return from the restroom. “I should go,” I said. My knees felt weak, and I doubted I’d be able to even walk in a straight line. “I told Saul and Darren I would be right back.”
“Ah,” Chris said, rising to his feet. “Would you mind . . . not telling them about this?”
“We’re waiting for the right moment,” Lester added. Chris wound his fingers through Lester’s.
“Of course,” I promised. “I won’t say a word.” With that, I turned to make my way back to Saul and Darren, head spinning with what I had just witnessed.
“Welcome back.” Darren smiled. “We were beginning to worry that we had scared you off.”
“Of course not,” I said, hoping they wouldn’t ask me what had taken so long. I hadn’t had enough time to formulate a lie.
“Would you like to join us in a playroom?” Saul asked. “We don’t have to do anything more than kiss, if you don’t want to. We just thought you might like to go somewhere more private.”